I am just a specialist, I have to worry about my future. Although the big truth also understands a lot, the competition still makes me a lot of pressure. The future is confused ...
I like program design, like C / C language, for these I gave up N more things. This thought this can be more concentrated to do what I like, but I think I seem to be wrong. I have already big two, but I still can't make some imaginary things, the so-called things that I can write is just a small program used to deceive my classmates, even if I am embarrassed. Everything is just the foundation. I want to run. I don't think I will be afraid to go to the employer, I don't consciously, I can't do it.
Many predecessors always go to high-level development when planning their own career. This is unsolute. The increase in experience and never stops learning, but I have to go to a higher place. But I am When planning your career (if you really have possible words), I am not very hi-hierarchy. It's not that I am lazy, not I don't ask for up, nor is the problem of my personal ability. I just prefer Make the programmer, keep writing the cute code. Although this level, take less money, but as long as I like, what is the money? The money will not buy the most original happiness.
Become a programmer, I have always been my dream. I am so angry when I feel the closest. Why? Where is my problem? What should I do?
It is impossible to give up, that's not what I do. It may be the most dark time before dawn, I feel as long as I press the original step, walk down, and fight the foundation. More than practical applications. So I can get a contract in my dreams in July next year.
