I finally did this decision, I finally gone this step. In fact, I am so eager to eliminate all obstacles in the middle, let me feel relaxed, free.
I am a very embarrassing person, but now I can almost tell my parents for a long time. Although this process makes me feel painful, even desperate, I feel very long, but now it is only calculated. More than a month, one month, they will compromise, I am happy enough, what is the words of my parents, and the accusation to me, I now I will forget, I just remember that my mother wants to cry, just think these days. How to persuade yourself, facing my persistence, in the face of a person who has not seen, they trust the happiness of his daughter to another, many times, they opposed, disagree, that is Because they can't get very refreshing, I have to push me another person, there is affection, responsibility, very heavy things, and have a long time to my parents to me.
I cried, I think of a lot, I am very chaotic tonight, I feel that I have started from the new beginning, I don't know how to think, then chat with netizens, he said, since your parents have made this for you. Many sacrifices are a engagement, and even if you make your family, don't you do something for them? I am so uncomfortable, I have been thinking about myself for a long time, I think too little for them, they give up too much for me, but I can't give up love, huh, I suddenly remembered the article. Article "Only love is the least important" I suddenly didn't know what to say.
Now everything can finally be developed as I wish, I can resign under my parents, I can pay another place in their affirmation and help, I can call them every day, and some people care about it is good today. How, tell me to pay attention to safety, I finally have not been abandoned by my family. In fact, when they never abandoned me, I have already abandon them, I don't know if I have been waiting for my parents such as this twenty year. I do this for me, and I can't give them anything, I can't have my own good job, let them feel face every time, can't have a stable life, let them give up, choose the people who love you. A little opinion is not referred to, sometimes I even think that I have left this place without my parents, I only live very well, but now I am very uncomfortable, my everything is in their sight. Now I have to leave, I have to go, but my departure can't change their worries and concerns, my mother will wait for my phone all day, will not sleep for my situation, I can't sleep at night, my heart is good Uncomfortable, I feel that I don't know when I am very selfish, people say that fish and bear's palms can't work, but have a few people like me like this.
Oh, in fact, I think about it. Now I said that I have to give up really too early, I have to work hard, try to survive, life, let my parents rest assured, this is also the love of them, working hard, have time and opportunities to care And love them, it is also the love of them, no one will give up their parents, I will not, but I don't do anything, I don't have anything, the paper is talking, even if I am comforting me, it is a piece of paper. Let's remember it in your heart, I will do it, my efforts are the best way to make my parents.
Tears is like rain ...
