This is the first diary I am on this network. I don't know why, really, sometimes I feel that I have failed, but I don't know how to get a little feeling. In my impression In the middle, life is needed, there is no feeling, people live like a puppet, nothing, I think this is the so-called agreement, at least what is done to get someone else, this is perhaps in this heart Okay.
I look forward to looking forward to the ideal life, but I know that life is a lot of life. I really want to start now, disappearing in this world, away from the place where I am sad and painful, let myself relax A lower. But life is not allowed, the people around you are not allowed, your own heart is not allowed, after all, they are looking forward to a good arrival.
I belong to the kind of people, in my life goals, I will enjoy a beautiful life in the first, but my current situation is not as good as a child, suddenly found, the times changed life, time change My lifestyle, I have gradually matured, I can't think of the part of social pressures I should take. I can't breathe. Maybe there is no need for many languages, many people can understand it What is the cost of growing up, yes! After you lose a lot of beautiful things, you can only barely discuss it. If you want to come back !! Life is expecting to be immersed in happiness, but open your eyes, but I found that the world is still the same, I am a Pisces, maybe it has passed the outstanding tradition of this constellation, I put myself only a self-heart world, I am not good, I don't want to make my own inner performance. Come out. I am afraid that the secularity is not recognized by me, sarcasm to me, I only feel that it is too cruel to me!
Chen Hui, April 12, 2005
