I feel, the semester is over. Time is really fast, saying that breaking up, don't give it a little. I am like being smashed, my heart is very uncomfortable. I want to say something.
I don't want to do more to judge, in short, I don't know what it is, because I don't know if I have improved. The reason for this feeling is that his judgment standard is not set, and he has no bottom. Therefore, for a hobi or an unsolicited person, always think that he is too bad, it is true. It's a lot of things for your parents to be surrounded by yourself. It is wasting a good time. There is no big progress in school. There is not much improvement in our moral practice. The living habits are not developed well. In short, it seems that If you are defeated, you can't put it in front of you, you can't get it, it seems like a mountain.
I am still a surrounding environment. People are always like this, not to find their own problem shortcomings, always look at what the environment is like, looking for the environment, thinking that the environment changes ourselves affecting all the problems, it is caused by the environment. In Tsinghua, you can clearly feel some hypocritical things, the moderate things, people feel that it is very uncomfortable. Take the exam, some exams, you carefully prepare your answer, but the score is very low; some courses are not prepared to listen to the class and even escape many lessons, and the results are very high. This situation is inevitable to make people fearful psychology and full belt. What exactly happened here? Recalling that when the first grade of our university is really rushing, I don't know how to learn. Anyway, I always think about the story of the stupidly learning from high school, always think that it is very tired. And there is not much benefit, but it is very stiff to make your own brain. So when I gave birth to self-study and self-study, I gratified very badly. At that time, I was the most painful time. I didn't seem to rush out of the package, but I couldn't find a flaw. I turned it there, and I turned it. To be honest, I have been the most unsatisfactory life of my big life, and I haven't learned anything. However, it is a little gain: I bought a lot lesson. However, this tunet fee is too high, I am smirking like this. Yes, the one year of the year, how much can you do? At that time, there was an uneafese feeling. I feel that I don't seem to be very suitable for this major. It may be better to turn. In this place, it is undoubtedly what I do what I am not good at, how can I do? So I was very uncomfortable at that time, plus it, I don't know what to do. Although I will go back to myself every day, I don't do it. I always think so. Yes, I always feel that I can be easily, after all, I have worked for so many years. I didn't expect to follow, it is setback, a series of failures, I have no temper, I have no temper. Now I think it is a little terrible. How do I stand up? How to struggle to escape the bitter sea, I haven't known. Everything is like a dream, blurred. But I can clearly remember the bitterness of the time. At that time, I thought I was the most understood that I was depressed.
With your own efforts, this environment is not the same as that. Now I often escape class. Once the class does not understand the morning, I will play it in the morning or want to go out with others, I will escape the class, then I am worried about what I like. I thought about it, I am probably such a view: The teacher lecture and I don't understand. I have no pre-study is a reason, but another reason is that the teacher's lecture is too bad, so that I am not interested, and the teacher is basically Through the slide, I have a slide, one, and the speed is so amazing. And I often consider whether the teacher does not speak at all, but I will come out, or there is no one who can tell the class, so I have pulled these people to the first line of teaching. This is really irresponsible for students. With this kind of cynical idea, I escaped in peace of mind, and I am here, I am not tired. Recalling that it is very different from the first grade of the university, so called this time, it is. To be honest, my luck is really good, I am present in the same name, I am really lucky. A large consequence of the skip course is a chain reaction. People who do not escape classes can't imagine, the escaping class is like a fissure reaction, after a two lessons, the back is completely unknown, so there is no way to continue to escape. In the last semester, I will go to half of the course. Sometimes I can't. Using the timers, you will make up a supplement, but how often you can't keep up with the teacher's progress, so you will take more. At the end of the period, fortunately, two exams were separated from four or five days, so giving them a lot of opportunities. And it is generally difficult to talk about the topic of the final exam, but it is often difficult to take time. Therefore, if you usually fly less, you can copy the job, you don't have to spend so much energy, as long as you have some basic It's very easy. This is the end of the year. With this speculation, I didn't learn this semester, and I have made a good score. This is too unreasonable, I think it is. I am not the kind of person who is cheap, I usually think about the cause of the matter. For example, how do we know? I think the most important thing is the process of learning, as for the result to be secondary. But in society, it doesn't think so, do everything in the score of learning, this causes a lot of people to raise their brains, how can I improve the score, and I will take time and more. Lazy is thus formed. For those who usually fade classes, they may have cheap, but in the long run, the education they receive is unresolved, their thoughts are short, their own gains are unpleasant, their progress is very Less. In short, this is very disadvantageous to himself. You may think that the usual job topic can do not need to think carefully, anyway, it is the topic that people do to do, and they will not specialize in the future. But this view is not very reasonable, less of your own independent thinking, and less opportunities to exercise your thinking. Over time, I am lazy, it is very dead to think about it. If you don't think often, the brain will become slow. If you want to engage in research, you must use the brain and be good at using the brain. That Luminous is now a scientific progressive propellant.
I feel very helpless.
I feel that I haven't learned something, it is completely mixed. Of course, I know that I still can control myself, in general, still positive, know how to reason is not so rogue, but always a little bit blame, very embarrassing. When people are embarrassed, the first thing I think is that I am not easy for my parents. They are hard to have a lot of life, and they have a lot of bitterness, and they will give us a good day. It is not easy to serve our school. I think so, and whenever I make any mistakes, no matter how size, my first thought is always sorry for my parents. It is also only as shy and bad when I am sorry for others, if I don't need to bear such a psychological burden, then I will definitely be relaxed. However, I will be more becoming more at that time. So I think people have a little bit of chains, and at least you can not be so arrogant. Go back to the environment.
I always feel that in Tsinghua, the atmosphere of research is not so good, and the atmosphere of learning is not imagined. Or this is almost: When you have a big one, you can learn the wind, but as the age is growing, the grade is elevated, learning the wind is getting closer, it is really worse, one generation is not as good. This is not a nonsense, but a public acknowledgment (referred to as axiom), many people are talking about. However, when the teacher is score, the higher the high grade, the higher the score. It is primarily possible to class less and less, so the medium color is stronger. For lessons with only 10 people, the score may be 96, 95, 94, 93, and have been going down, and the minimum is also 87,88 points. For those courses, more courses, it is big, and the score may be not so high. In this way, the results will have a lot of review, and there will be a big impact on score. Of course, the real big cow does not care such a bit of score, but there will always be some attention, and there are many years. Because for those "whispering", it is critical. Oh, this situation is really hard to understand, but I will use this opportunity to drill the empty. When I used to learn performance, I didn't have a lot of courses in this semester. The purpose is to pull out, so that my profession can be rising. This is a very wise practice, at least one of the "policies, there is a countermeasure" is also good at using the opportunity to express the opportunity, I am like this.
It is already more than 1 o'clock in the morning, but I am not sleepy. In the face of some tricky problems, something that is unclear, or the pleasure is tired, I am always like this. Sometimes I really feel that I feel very good, too worry.
I understand that I have been grasped by my university, I have to have my own grasp, but there should always have a good environment. Whether it is horse racing or a horse, there is always a racecourse. I think I feel dissatisfied in this regard. The score mechanism is unreasonable is just one aspect. Although it has already been said in the past, I still can't help but say a few words. For Marxism courses, it is a few happy people. Such courses are considered to be a good plane for some people, but the other person is the bad luck. This score of this course is unreasonable. Some courses are just writing a paper. Many people plag up an article and then have a high score. And the final result is often: The more you don't go to class, the classmates score. This will cause public anger - it is too university. In addition, it is a lecture. Many teachers don't seem to speak, just talk about books, let me know. This is simply a waste of time. I can read it all myself. So in order to expire, I will escape. It is really good to say that there is a very good idea of a teacher, I will definitely adhere to the class; but if a teacher is not responsible, there is no such thing, but I have a storytelling of the scriptures, I will define the course. Most of my class is this. Because I think I have the ability to self-study, I can understand myself, I don't have to listen to the teacher to give me, it is totally wasted! I feel that I have time to see it, so that I have passed. However, many things are forced, not their own intentions, but there is no way! Therefore, I think of the teacher in order to let everyone come to class. Is there any other way in addition to this approach? I do not believe. As a teacher, it should be reflective, so many students don't come to themselves - such as taking lessons too boring. Teacher, so the passage of the evident. Han Chi in the Tang Dynasty said this. If the teacher didn't have a responsibility, he should think about it. Still, parents have worked hard to supply us to study, not let us listen to the teacher's book, we can't see it, save a lot. If you listen to the teacher boring in the teacher every day, I will feel the waste of time, I feel that I have gains, I'm old, and I am a parent. At that time, I always wanted to find a chance to repent, find a spline. Because such things are hidden in the bottom of the heart, it is very painful, especially for those who are not very cheerful.
Listening to "Girl's Prayer", plus it whose mood is a bit comfortable. When I didn't write this text, my mood was very heavy and suppressed. I saw my own grades, I didn't expect to have that high score. But asked about people around, the score is higher! God, university is so easy? I don't understand, and this fact I am unacceptable! I would rather learn to study hard and study hard and then score is not very high. I don't want to take a high score! Because the latter is completely self-deceived! From the little parents taught me like this. I think, it is not much beneficial in the score. It's like plagiarism, although I am happy to satisfy the vanity, but I will not be practical, worried. It is better to have a good life with it to hang in the day! Of course, I have a high score, it is impossible, and the general situation is like this. Of course, there are also exceptions, such as this like this, because I am not a person who loves the cheap, I always feel uncomfortable after the cheap, I don't know why myself get this kind of benefit, so I feel it very heavy. However, from the long run, it is not good to be good for yourself.
Under this mechanism, I learned to take the speculation and learned to be poor to cope. I learned lazy. Yes, my self-study time is clearly reduced. Is Tsinghua gave me a chance!
I really didn't think it! I was preparing for hard work when I first entered this school. But now it seems that there is no need. Because I used to learn, I will always make a little mistake when I finally take time, and the teacher has always loved the title, or the topic on the book. And I have never like to do more questions, just love reading, so I am very losing. Many people have made a lot of topics before the exam, and the topic set of the topic is a set, and it is endless. Therefore, the results of the exam come out, I feel unrest, I have worked hard for a long time but because some mistakes or other reasons are very low, this is not unfair. It is now very easy to work now, it is very relaxed, and this school, this society value is the score, so why bother me to pursue the process, simply do you have a good result? (All is well what ends well !!)
I think of this, my mood is not big, I feel inexplicably empty. In Tsinghua, I haven't been there?
It has been 1:30, still there is no sleek sleek. I will continue to think. There is a black 隆 隆 outside, but maybe it should be "Tsinghua Black Rule". However, if this is the word, it is, Calculate this What is it?
Don't I learn how to cope with the exam? Is it just a score of dozen homework? There are still many courses that you don't know what harvest?
If you want to blame yourself, I think so. After all, the environment is just a environment, it is a very objective thing. If you find responsibility, you should look at yourself. Then the spear head is best to point to yourself. I don't enter Hell who is in hell It's nothing to do. However, it is generally unwilling to take responsibility, especially the external environment may change the causal relationship because the existence of external environments may change the causal relationship. There is a very detailed narrative, which is probably called behind this.
In the face of such an environment, I don't know how to make an evaluation.
In the face of such an environment, I face yourself, I have nothing to say.
