Since Wu Xuxi left me, there was a thing that had been plaguing me. I should find another girlfriend. I have been "finding" and "no". The freedom life makes me feel that I belong to myself, not what others. However, I may be difficult to bear the cost of this. Whether it is time, money is still interpersonal. I have had a psychological psychology that has some fear, worried that this is hurt. I am worried that I can love it again. Will not just be a meat game. I didn't find the answer. I have tried to work hard again, but I finally gave up. Maybe female friends are more suitable for me than my girlfriend. Who knows. At least, I don't know.
