Today, I went to the bookstore. I am a person who likes books, I have never doubted. But today I first doubt my interest.
When I chose a major, I didn't hesitate to choose CS. Four years, I have always thought that computer science is your biggest interest. However, today I suddenly asked myself in the bookstore: I bought so much book about CS, why did most people don't seriously see? If you say that in order to cope with the test, there is no time to see, then don't have the exam now, why don't you think? Why do you have a mood to watch TV series, "Di Renjie", but there is no mood to carefully study a book.
I have never cared for the price. Dozens of pieces, I have more than ten books. It's not because I have money, but I really can thrift for buying books. I can take a few packages less, drink a few glasses of wine, but I can't stand the temptation of my book in the bookstore. However, bought the book back, mostly by my bunch.
Why can't I calm down new to read?
If the movie is also a kind of hobby, then I can take it for forgetting for it. However, CS is also my hobby, but also my interest, however I am going to sleep for a book about CS?
Is CS really my greatest interest? If not, then what is driving me to choose this major? What drives me often visit the bookstore? What drives me to buy so expensive book? What is driving me to pay attention to this industry?
Envy, envy of IT from the industry. I finally understood today, my envy is greater than hobbies. Although today's IT is a large number of miscellaneous armies, for those who really rely on technology, their intelligence, diligence, and the miracles they create, still worthy of my envy.
However, envy can only bring vanity expansion. Your own ideal is to be a person who has a tree in the field of CS. Just envy, never make you insist on this ideal when you are in the end.
I understand this, I also found a direction. It is not enough interest in CS. If you want to build a tree in this industry, you must have the consciousness of learning. Really interesting is not required. However, conscious can be cultivated. Before the CS did not become your biggest interest, I still need to constantly remind yourself to learn about it.
This is the result I reflected today. Although I am not an ideal person, I hope that I will be in the future.
