The interview is a week, get up early and then be careful of Yiyi to push the interview company's door, sometimes constantly looking for position on the road, I am lost from the gate, I don't know when I can have a breakthrough, I started I can't find a way to find a way to solve such a dilemma, yes, no one can help me, no! Sometimes it's better to help.
Yesterday, I met the Tianhe Industrial Bureau on the side of Kang Jia, at 11:30 noon, I also know that I have no chance, he wants to do the project immediately, do network programming, I know that I have no technology, I am found I haven't been to many places in Shenzhen. I am in the road here. At 12:30, the sun is sleepy and tired, sleeping until 2 o'clock, I will go to the International Trade, because I replied last time. I'm doing EJB, I know can't do it. I know that she told me to interview. I asked a lot of JSP questions. I answered, maybe he checked me, and later said: Ye Sheng, after we notify us you.
Going out of the domestic product, the pedestrians on the street hurried, everything in the world is so gray, it is very lost, I really don't know what people do, I am too bad, the interview can't pass, who is helpful, good helplessness, When I returned home, I slept, and the tears of harid, I got a series of lost, I always gave myself confidence, I found it is useless, failure is still failed, I really feel that I am too bad, how can someone else, then Dad back? , My loss is sad and unhappy, always on my face, Dad said: Don't be too much pressure, not waiting for you. I can know that Dad's expectation is great. According to Wen Dad, when I gave birth to my sister, I went to my fortune telling: The second is a man will be rich. I have a dad, I can all disappoint him! Sometimes I feel big, it's time for my family, not a child, I have to pay for my family. I have been tired of my dad, I really don't have to work. For a home, work is too tired. Look at your own land, there is no business, I have been working in the past month. I finally cried tonight. I didn't have a little confidence. I don't know how to go. . . . .
Today, I received an interview that I received a notice to the Saitan District yesterday, there is Shenzhen's most south. It is the Futian New District Committee, and it is strange that they have said that they just do .Net, no people Also white away.
I know that now is only temporary, life can't be so smooth, these are just a kind of experience, more than people multi-point more detachable.
Guarantan, Wanli, Fuxing, unlimited future,
