To father:
The mood continued to fall for a long time, and I gave a psychiatrist today.
The cause is very simple, because the house is in; the final reason is still the reason, even the doctor smiles, saying how I have been waiting for others to love like a grievance.
No one likes to be a grievance, I naturally don't want; no one wants to be a child who wants to be, unless it is not worthy of love. Just I have no way to find a reason to convince yourself, think you really love me, even if it is a reason. This feeling is so poor, so that I can't sleep quietly, I can only help doctors.
You said that you want to buy a house, I feel very happy, give gifts at least love the performance, so I will run around. But when you are elected, you are hard. Say "The current child doesn't know how to make money." OK, I understand hard, although you promised to buy, I took the initiative to give up. Since it is too expensive, it will make you difficult, so I choose a small Kai Hin, I think it should be difficult. However, the result is that all the money must be mother.
Everyone said that my family has money. Back to the hometown, the girl's left hand iPod, the right hand Toshiba notebook, flying from the abroad, coming back from Shanghai. You can accept her a month to spend 10,000 pounds, I have to buy a thousand cosmetics for half a year. You are too expensive. In fact, I have never spoken to my sister, after all, you love your brother, you can give each brother millions, that is your money, I have no right to interfere. But today I saw it, but I was angry, I said that I was angry, but I said it. Everyone in the uncle, but our family, my room is still a mushroom. Every time I get to the water seating wall, the floor is in soft, and the heavy people come in and will be broken. Does our home like a home?
All this is just because, I am not a boy, right?
No matter how hard I work, every time I take the first, take three good students, I don't have a boy, right?
The doctor said, can't hold people in the mood of resentment, to treat the parents as a stranger on the road. Because I didn't know you, I didn't give you what you want, so I didn't ask you. The doctor's statement can really give me you don't care about my reason, it is really good. We just don't know people, just very unfortunately, I have your gene on my body, didn't give me the obligation to buy a house. Yes, all I can really accept it. What I can't accept is that since you know that your own money is in real estate, there is no liquidity, why do you want me to buy a house? Just want to tease me happy? What are you?
It is very hard to watch the house. In order to save money, I often walk very far. I occasionally said in the phone, you said "I am useless", so I am not complaining. When I queued 6 hours, I settled the Kay Hao Garden. You simply say "This is only happy, I will buy big" to tell the truth, I am very happy. " After all, try to get your recognition. But only a few days, you said that Su Di Chunxiao, negates Kai Xin, and no money is not. Su Di Chunxiao and the previous garden world have the same price, why don't you even choose the whole reason? Because I am still in your eyes?
Today, my mother called, saying that Kai Xin's down payment asked her grandfather to borrow money. You know the economy of your grandmother, you can teach your grandmother to spend more than 100,000 to burn money, but you still have to let your mother go to a poor woman's home to borrow money. In this way, I would rather not buy. I can't bear the mother's savings to buy a house, can't bear to borrow money from the grandmother, no house will not die.
The doctor said that I don't know what you want, don't communicate with you, and don't know how to express your love. Really, I don't know what you want, and I don't know how to let you know, I love you and my mother. If you have any of you today, I am willing to give me. Now I haven't worry, give you only one, you don't owe anything. Can you feel my word? I know, I don't want it at all. Just a toy.
I can't understand this life.
