In the ordinary days of every day, I used to fantasize, I don't have this ordinary day, fantasy one day, one thing, makes me experience another extraordinary experience. . . Today, when I face this way to break my normal life, I start regretting, regretting the previous idea, however, I will not go back, I can only go to the eyes when I am quiet, I have been closed, and I have been drifted. . . . Now I have another kind of life, a kind of life I have never thought, I don't want to face, but I have to face life, because I have to persist, strong, and three people need me. . .