Like the walk in the rain - Xinyu
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I am a simple girl, I don't know what kind of definition is, but I have been doing it until one day, I found some damage to my originally received because of this, I
I only know the kind definition.
I am so unwilling to uncover the memory, because the existence of the first love in my imagination is so shy.
Perhaps many people have experienced my shame, I may be the person who comes out later.
Maybe it's a bit late to write this experience, but if I have never written, I will go later.
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A high school chemical competition made me know a very good boy -. After the end of the municipal chemistry competition, 10 people participated in the provincial competition. The counseling class before the competition is the school held, and the mission of the blackboard is honored to give me, but a boys have taken the initiative to help me every time, he is 昊. Later, we went to another city to participate in the competition, when the competition, my big aunt came, did not test. My mood has always been very depressed, in order not to destroy me in everyone's eyes, I show an unusual excitement. Originally, I was thinking about it. I didn't think that the tears came in advance. I will come back alone. On the way, I continued to cover up, talk about smiling, he told me a lot of more interesting in their school. . . . . . In the afternoon, the sunset suddenly touched my mood, I didn't laugh, said it was sleepy. He said, you sleep, I look at you. I really fell asleep, it seems that I have slept for a long time, I woke up and calmly. I am very embarrassed, I found me on his shoulder. I am very instinctive, ashamed: "Sorry". He just laughed. Later, we have not speaking. The car quickly arrived at the site of his family. At that moment, I have been remember, because I cried at the time, I hope time is stagnant, I asked myself, this boy really will never disappear in my life? However, his head did not return. . . . . . Later, because of the college entrance examination, I have been suppressing yourself not thinking about this. I didn't have to go to my own ideal university. One of my high school brothers told me that I have worked hard, remember that there is a person waiting for you in Beihang, I know what he is saying. In the university, my mood has been very depressed, I hope to wait until his phone, I hope to hear him: "I am waiting for you in Beihang." However, I haven't waited until I have some ill I. Waiting for the illness, I found that I am actually a silly girl. Ha ha!
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Now I have my own new life, because I can't live in the past.
Like Shanghai's elegant breath, like Shanghai's credit, like Shanghai's diversified people. Anyway, choose to stay in Shanghai because I like Shanghai. Leave the school, I chose the programmaking, because of the like logic, like math. In this work, I seem to have found a lot of inspiration. It's my BF, there is a heart, and I always love my mind. He also became a monologue of the soul. I saw a lot of outside world through my BF, sometimes there will be some happy, that is, I want to live; sometimes I am afraid, can I really get happiness like this? *********************************************************** ************************************************
Although my thinking has been well logical, it is also very rational, but my life is very inexpensive. After work, I like my boss, a very thoughtful boy. He has a pair of eyes that can inspect the bottom of others. In his eyes, I often live almost. At the beginning, I saw him as the god, and later found that he had experienced a few love, and the psychological grasp of the psychology like my girl like me, and there was a girlfriend like me. In order to get rid of such a bondage, in order no longer a silly girl, I can only like people in silently, I try to like a netizen. I really did it. For a while, I can do poetry for him, enough to prove that I have fallen into the river. Distant love, finally once he came to Shanghai to see me. I am very touched, with the myth of Run Run and Ren Yingying met the Hongkou Football Field. One evening, I think this should be the location and time of many stories. On the way back, I sat in the light rail, forgot everything, I took the platform, and I was very late. That night, I don't know if I fell asleep, but I have a dream outside the dream. However, all my beautiful confidence was broken by this netizen, since then, I no longer believe that I am a beautiful woman, but a dinosaur behind the network. . . . . .
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One day, I participated in a collective blind date, because of the spring, I want to find a chance to go, I will go. Have a lot of men's bones very sunshine, tell me, I am a beautiful woman. He asked me why I didn't wear contact lenses, what kind of person I like, what type of boy I like. . . . . . His problem, like the shells, I always thought that I have already got out of the young woman's shame. It is already able to play more than the boy, however, in his question, I found that I was really immature, and the girl's plot made a lot of gentlemen, and the consequences were very serious.
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In the past, I always hope that I can be a person who can be character, however, the world is all-in-one and the character is heavy. How can I picky my character? In fact, my personality is not good, I used my 24 years experience to hind it. I have always appreciated the elegant temperament of others, envious of others' skeptive family, and others can easily experience and experience. Maybe others will do better than me, I am just a Cinderella. One sentence in the princess diary: "The courage is not just not afraid, its content is much more than not afraid." *********************************************************** ************************************************