It's hard to get determined to open the blog ready to write something, 9CBS has made me down for many days. Once again, I also saw the death mistake over and over again. Ok, people 's patience is limited, I decided to give up before it crazy. It's a lot of opportunities to write to the day. Speaking of this, I have to admire myself outstanding premonition, because I got a notice on "Maintaining Party Membership" after I think so, I need a long story during the next three months. I don't play. How about the place of writing will be like a river in the river ... Just stop, complaining that it will be endless, or write some other better ...
Still writing. Why is someone else to pass through a flower wine, and I must be in the laboratory? In fact, I don't want to have so absurd, I am still very satisfied with the present life, do what I want to do, see the book you want to see, and there is not so colorful life. Just from such a life I seem to see the future shadow, maybe I am in a long time in the future, or this life will live in this life. Is this a destined destiny for programmers (using "fate" Not a bit too much?)? I want to be a little unwilling. Maybe when a big setback or Yaxing is big, I will find something ... This is the later, I am still more in peace of life, generally don't take the initiative to change anything, unless One day reality is forced to do this. Life is to eat, sleep, work, get along with friends and family. If there is a chance to leave a position, these are happy, it is all my expectations. Very no pursuit? A very real look, maybe I have a good monk.
Not good, running again, or returning to the top. The task is very heavy, the mood is very poor, life is very bored. That's all! Why do I always have something to do? Really like what they said because I am more powerful? Perhaps this is one of the reasons, if it is just a small one aspect, slightly. I often tell you that people can't be too thick. In fact, this is not a problem that is not kind. How big can a person's power? You are not spider man, there is no need to always care about others. But someone wants to ask you to help you can reject people? I seem to be surprising, I can't do it. This may be my biggest weakness in my human, there will always be a bad thing. Tomother, I said, I don't like to change something, unless there is a reality forced me to do this. And before this day, Let it be ...
That ... no longer need, continue to be reserved. Every day, I went out from the laboratory and chatted with everyone, I was the happiest time. But how long does this life continue? Soon, I will go out from the school, live the life of the upper work, everyone goes forward, maybe I can see it in my life. Every time I think I have told myself, do you have so much sweetness? Not a little girl, the days of graduation is far away, is it too early to think about this now? But in this idea, the days have passed every day, is it really far? Everyone is to avoid talking about this topic, or they don't want to think about it. Ok, before the end of the world, let everything as an old. Everyone does not mention it, why should I make a chicken and fly dog jump, everyone is crying? Still take my habits, don't change anything, until one day reality forced me to do this.
