Farewell My Concubine; Director: Director: Chen Kaige; Starring: Zhang Guorong, Zhang Fengyi, Gong Li) "Bawang Ip" For me, it is not only a movie; Zhang Guorong is not only for me, not only Just an artist. As some of the original ordinary things, the right space, the right time, has become a deep brand in life, and always wait forever. For the first time, I met "Bawang Buji". In 1992, the second grade of our university, I saw a lot of digital news in the front of "Volkswagen": "Movie" Fighting Bes "started shooting, Zhang Fengyi played the King, Zhang Guorong Anti-series Yan Ji, Gong Li plays Ju Xian. "" Baway I'm, "I know this, but" Ju Xian "is what people are unheard. Since there is one of the Hong Kong singers to appear, it must be a ghost. Funny slices, add a goddess, the "Ju Xian", "Mei Xian", is not a quarter. At that time, my understanding of Zhang Guorong was also extremely limited. Although I heard the boy in the street "Thanks, Thanks, Thanks, Monica ..." But who knows that the original singer is him, even if you know, Will like that light song. I appreciated the star of the university is Alan Tam. The first tape I bought is "flowers in the water". I only think that the thick voice is like a man, as for the legend of Zhang Guorong, who is resistant to him, is a little cream. Xiaoheng, the level of singing can catch up with Cai Guoqing. Old ancestors told us: "The ear is empty, and it is true." This is on behalf of Zhang Guorong. "Seeing is empty, hear is true." One day, the girlfriend of the same dormitory bought a plate of Zhang Guoyong The tape is the introduction version of the "hero's true color". The cover of the tape is one of the most handsome photos of young Zhang Guorong, but more photos do not have his voice to me. When I accidentally heard the "Ghost Story", I can't believe myself. The ears, how to grow such a soft, a person, there is such a vicissitial voice, so that I look at this "cream child". On the same year, there was a "Overlinary Yipple": "Liaoning Youth" magazine published the story introduction of "Bawang Ici", after reading, such as thunder. A person who is fascinated by art, people who focus on love, live in the role they play, pursue the lover and abandonment of their own career, after the end of the Emperor, the Republic of China, the Anti-Japanese War, New China, Cultural Revolution ... The wind and rain of more than 50 years, the sea Sangtian, finally in the dream, an ancient sword bid farewell to the dust ... So a magnificent, beautiful story, actually never heard of it, this is really exciting, taking advantage of The story tells the sister who is on the high school at that time, predicted that this movie will be wonderful, and when the release is, it must be seen, be sure to see. When the "Overlord Boulev" officially released, four games were placed in our school - almost five,000 students across all schools saw it all over again - set the highest box office record of the theater theater. At that time, I still don't know how much this movie is in the school. How big is the sensation of foreign countries, I only remember it in my heart's sensation.
Never forget the tears in the 姬 故 潸 潸 潸 潸 潸, 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 廖 的 的 廖 的The face, the helplessness of smoking, the innocence before the wind and rain, the soul of the bears, the light shadow is full of smiles ... A movie can be awkward to this extent, the performance of the appeatch and penetration can be so Strive to be so strong is that I have rarely felt in domestic movies. After the movie screening, I didn't have the courage to participate, because the impact received is too big, too sudden, thinking, leading to the voice. I have begun to pay attention to the relevant reports of this movie, the tidbits, search for the original novel everywhere. At that time, the book did not publish this book, and the bought is all other works of Li Bihua: "Life and Death Bridge", "Sichuan Fangzi", "Green Snake", "Tun" ... Gorgeous, scream, The style of drunken dreams makes me completely become the fans of Li Bihua, and I bought it for detail, collect. After a long time, when I saw a number of movies, I finally bought the original actions of "Bawang Ici". In contrast, the original call is more delicate than movies, but there is no movie's high-spirited, lacks the depth of culture and history, and even some customs in individual details. Personally, if the movie "Fighter I'm" can get one-fold, the original one can only account for the fifty, Chen Kaige's director adds 32 points, and the performance of Zhang Guorong is at least very, and it has achieved such a Epic giant film. In that year, "Overlord Boulevard" was blooming everywhere on the Cannes Film Festival, and the sight is mainly concentrated on Chen Kaige, Gong Li and Zhang Guorong, especially Zhang Guorong, as a Hong Kong actor who is not attached to the Mainland, almost perfectly interpreted. A highly difficult role has been praised and concerned. We all knew that time he only had a vote with the Cantonese of the Cannes, the monetary disappeared, this ticket had great influence on his second half, but "Bawang Ici" has brought him an extraordinary change. Before "Bawang Ici", although he got the highest honor of the Hong Kong Film City - the golden image of the game, but it was a movie star, a literary life full of Hong Kong flavors; "Overlife,", he gradually sublimated For a real artist. "Bawang Beishan" makes his vision suddenly openly, the first time I came into contact with the essence of Chinese traditional culture, I have cooperated with the mainland elite shadow class. I first went deep into the mainland, and I saw another society. Life, the first time I entered the International Film Festival and shocked the world movie ... This opportunity is not available in many Hong Kong movies, and he does not have to waste this opportunity at all. "Dawn Buick" The crew described him like a sponge like hungry and thirsty, and did not go to the film on the scene when he was a movie. After shooting, he wrapped him to see the Beijing play, met the famous teacher, Visiting the same, visit the museum, grab all the opportunities and peers in the Cannes Film Festival ... Everyone is amazing that there is such a strong knowledge and elegant taste of Hong Kong, and the Hong Kong film world also discovered their honor knowledge and The chest is not the same day before. In addition, the success of "Bawang Ici" makes his acting unobstructed, and he is still able to fly, full of confidence, and this is not a relationship with this in the future. In 1995, my sister was admitted to the university and came to the city I am. At that time, I have graduated for a year, there is no dormitory, sleeping in the company meeting room. Colleagues are very sympathetic, but in my heart, this is an extremely wonderful memory, because there is a TV in the contest, recorder, one year, I have to borrow four, five-plate video belt every weekend every weekend. Watch.
In the first week, my sister wants to use the "Overlinary Buje" to open a movie, I said, borrow the comedy, come to a happy start. The boss of the audio-visual store recommended "Huadia Happy Afro", take it out, actually the movie "Cheng Di"! This movie belt is so happy to come now, it is more unforgettable. The film of Midao Fei and Zhou Tongxiao confrontation, Zhang Guorong's facial close-up, handsome, ending, style, before this, we didn't know, He actually is so beautiful, with the sweet beauty of the usual photos! In the second week, we borrowed the "Dangdian Ici", Gao Baofeng and transformed into the Di-Di Die's Directone, the Dark Conference Room in the middle of the night, on the screen of the light, interlaced, cool, dancing, free to red dust In addition, with our soul away from the hustle and bustle of the world. In the third week of the five movies, there is a "Golden Branch Yushui", another role in Zhang Guorong, another role with Gao Baofeng, Cheng Diyi, the music person, in line with all my dreams of a man: talented , Professional authority, artistic temperament, rate, pure, persistent, handsome, noble, elegant, humor, kind, kind ... When he bounces piano around Linzi, leisurely sing, I said, Lin Ziying did not May not fall in this person, who will not love this person? In the fourth week, we borrowed a "white hair magic woman", in the fifth week, we borrowed "Eastern Division" ... I like him, it is not our fault. We didn't deliberately discover his good, we didn't even show his movies to see, we were only very fortunate, with the favorite of movies in the latest movie, in the last movie, met the film. Excellent filmmaker. In those years, Hong Kong shadow and industry flowers, he left the songs, he is full of exclamation, the masterpiece is out of the list, there is always his name on the best-selling list, each work will not let us down. We are looking for the source and start looking for his early work. We don't like the "drummer" period, we don't like it, but "the" Rouge "is the" Ghost Story "," the "vertical and four seas" British Wu ... Always let We can't help but go to the ground over and over again, and once again, we will be happy over and over again. That autumn, "love" listed. We don't know much about his own experience, I don't know what this big disc is important in his artistic life. I don't know what this disc is waiting for five years of fifth year. I only know. This disc contains the theme songs of my favorite movies, of course, I bought it without hesitation. "This life is now", "chasing", "red and white hair" ... The song is a shame, only "When love has become a past", I am disappointed. I heard his heart to this song. The sentence that was added before the song was plugged in, but I was used to Li Zongsheng and Lin Yilian's death, I can't accept his indifference. I gossip with my sister, say, maybe, after all, he has been nearly forty years, mostly the passion of singing. I don't know if he is in a young day, is there a passion like that? Still always sing a light love song? "Monica" dance music, is it a song? I think we are destined to be his fans, all the way, we can always encounter his most beautiful moments at the moment that is most prone to being touched. "Pamper" When we heard cooked, we met the tape of "Zhang Guorong bid farewell to concert" in a small shop. At that time, I didn't have the feeling of treasure. I just thought that I might be worth buying, listening to his young voice.
I bought it in my hand, I will listen to a headset with my sister, listen to each other, and surprised it. I thought "Pamper" is already the best, it is not that he used to be better than this extent. He was so beautiful that he had gave people such a beautiful thing! However, this tape seems to have quality problems, "wind continues to blow", how is it going on the time? When I was returned to my home, I was a crying. It turned out that he cried. ... We can stand, cruel, listen to him over and over again, listen to the speech of the audience, with them, the heart is swearing, and sigh. I told my sister that if I can see the scene, I really don't have any cost! How will it be a moving scene! Two weeks later, I wandered in Xinhua Bookstore, a noisy, heard the prelude of "the wind again". Going to the sound, on the big screen TV in the audio area, I saw the crowd of crowded crowds, and I was stepping into the Hong Kong Gate! The music is gradually, and he raises from the middle of the stage, slowly singing: "For you, I am sincere ..." Heaven, this is "farewell", it is "bid," Say goodbye. I immediately ran downstairs to call my sister. At that time, we didn't have a pager, there is no phone, and there is no phone in the dormitory of your sister. If she is only playing downstairs in their school dormitory, there are only eight times, and it is difficult to find her. This time, the phone bell only sounded, and some people took it up. I cranked a phone number in my office ... I was a sister, I was calling me. I said: Come to the bookstore, see "bid farewell". In our memory, he will always leave that: two girls, take shoulders, stand moving, stand in the bookstore, take a hun, watch TV. We have seen a beautiful thing of the most beautiful people, since then, the gods move down, and there is no longer. I spent a month's salary bought "farewell", and the disk has been could not find the LD DVD to put the machine. We start buying all his tape, record, movies, photo ... buy books, buy magazines, go online, see about his interview, introduction, and old smell. As with all those who like him, we deeply realize that this person has always been better than we think, know more, more found him, no one wants to know him to get tired of him, the more close The more you can't take it. We re-read the "Overlinary Begin", pay more attention to Zhang Guorong's interpretation, see his subtle eyes, rich body language, charming, natural style, seeing many things that have not been seen before. He is too too talents, and too, he is too hard, Chen Kaige said that Zhang Guoyong is the best actor, the first half of the artist, and movies, is he guided Zhang Guorong performance. In the second half, it is basically a Bas of himself. He mentioned the scene in Beijing, fluster, dark, Japanese soldiers and iron holes, picking the car blinds of the carriage, suddenly a silence. Cheng Die clothing in the car, embraced the ancient swords exchanged for his teacher's brother, moved. Chen Kaige said, when shooting this scene, shut down for a long time, did not see Zhang Guorong, he has been in that, quietly crying. At that moment, he was completely auntie.
Zhang Guolong always said that he did not deliberately show what acts, he only got into the role itself when interpreting every role, everything starts from the character, naturally know what to do. Have you ever thought about it, this is a kind of supreme active, sail, tailored, this is not every actor can do, not everyone has his sensitive and sense, he is so sincere Heart, can feel the joys and sorrows of the character; not everyone dares to invest in his way, regardless of everything, hurt, and sad. It is precisely because of this, now his many movies have become our restricted area, desperate, can't look, don't dare to see, only because of the pain on the screen too real. However, look "Overlord Boulev", I tell yourself, should not be too induluated to the character of the character, in fact, Zhang Guorong himself is very happy during the shooting process. He finally got this long-awaited role after several twists and turns, and the big bag of Beijing was still unfamiliar. It was prepared to prepare a "non-human life" in Li Bihua. He praised the reporter to praise the mainstay of the mainland film, "This is called the movie, the capital, and preparing the work, the degree of respect for the art is not there." He is such a respect for art. It is almost a different number of Hong Kong's movies, and now I finally found a known sound. His confidence says that he will definitely be played, it will make glory for Hong Kong film people, to win glory for the Chinese, will make this movie a representative. In fact, many of the first drama groups have skeptical attitudes to him from Hong Kong. However, over time, the entire crew mentioned him to come all: "He is a nearly perfect person", "" Work attitude is first class " , Diligence, cooperation, no shelf "," I have never seen him so concerned about the big star "," the demand is more strict than the director "... His professional level and professionalism, personalization of personality and The friendly friendly is conquered. After he went to Beijing, it was refined, high fever, nosebleeds, bad stomach, the weight fell, but he said this is very good, closer to the role. He is really hard to take this movie. It's hard to eat: the patch can't eat, Le Hele to vomit, heavy lines wear all day, one word is not willing to the poor, learn the Beijing opera, Taiwan step, hand , Hard work, smashing the smoky, wearing a full set of funnels, hanging big brand, launching a big brand for two consecutive days, playing the disease, there is a disease ... Even Chen Kaige said that he is too much too much for him. But he didn't mind, as long as shooting needs, all are all in the earth. He is really sincerely enjoying this hard work process, and he is not willing to return to Hong Kong. I always buy ice cream to buy watermelon to buy a variety of food, everyone ... At the end of the shoot, he once again asked the whole drama to eat, the seat is sad and tears Ying Ye, with everyone to drink, drink three cups of Maotai Ten Two white liquor, the vegetarian, he returned to the room, vomiting four hours, can't get up ... Just at the beginning of this year, he also accompanied by Tang Sheng to Beijing, the old, the old man, the old man. Friends, ten years, still worried, so, although there are indications that at that time, he, mostly it has decided ... For "别 别 姬", let him have a heartache Still after the movie.
The failure of the difference between the Cannes Yandi is actually nothing. His acting has been widely recognized. He has no commendable words, but it is said that the most happy moment in his life is on the Cannes Film Festival, "Overlord Ji "gets the gold palm award. It is really sighful that such a Chinese movie, such a interpretation of the interpretation, promotes Chinese traditional art to the ultimate role, and has not received the trend in the whole China. The mainland said that "Dawn Buje" "Dear the Suspered Suspered" first is a comprehensive ban. Later, after the film was awarded, it agreed to the release, but not allowed to do any propaganda, and naturally did not allow any awards. Taiwan said that the director of "Bawang Ici" is the mainland, and it is a mainland movie, and it is also banned, and it is not allowed to participate in the Golden Horse Award. However, in the next week after the Golden Horse Award, a statement was introduced, saying that no matter whether it is mainland movie, as long as the awards in the international offer can be released. So the Jinjip Award in the second year, everyone thought that "Dangdou I'm" should have a copy, but it has introduced a set of two-point and one, and it is still unqualified. It is still unable to participate in the selection. Hong Kong will listed "Overlord Try" as "Foreign Language" in Hong Kong, because there is only one Hong Kong actor in the film, and the gold image award will naturally refuse to let "Dai Wang Ici" attended ... Zhang Guorong sighed: " This is the sorrow of Chinese movies. Don't have so many restrictions on movies. "He himself, has not been able to participate in any selection of any movie emperor awards in China. As a result, the big prize of the best actor is given to him. He pushed some activities, personally went to Japan to receive this award, said, I can't go, this is a recognition and respect for me. He is really too much to recognize and respect. Some are because of the chance, some because of the insightfulness of art understanding, some, simply because of his sexual orientation, and some, it is regarded as talents, it should be reasonable, ignore his efforts and Constantly breakout. People even admit that he was ignored, people praised him strong, but no one thought, strongness did not mean not hurt. He is so strong in the eyes of the public, as always, worry, proud and loneliness. He said: "I am very like butterfly. It is also a feeling of love my career. It is also a whole-time, I have forgotten, but I am more happy." We are happy for him. " We are happy to look at his happiness, watching him alive, becoming a legend by the superstar, turning into a myth by the legend, we look at him after "Overlife,", extensively expacted continental shadow Take the "Warm Moon", shoot "Red Lovers"; look at him, the more you want to fall, He Baorong, Peng Rong ... gets more and more exceeding the level of the Dushi, watching him constantly seeking new and seeking changes in the stage, always trend The tip attracts the sight of the line, watching a second time, and smashing him, watching the public, looking at him, indulging him, obsessed with him, chasing him, rocking, sighing, protecting him ... us I believe that he is happy, satisfied, his posture is always so high, his look is always so clear, we believe that he only loves himself, the game is in the game, all the things. For a year, we have grown up in his song and light shadow. Those days, my and my sister are far from home, live in this city, but there is no slightest in memory, because his song, his movie, his brought us to the beauty, we almost sing all of him almost Song, I have seen all his movies, familiar with his thousandity.
The sister is not satisfied with his news, and created a website about his website. Under the support of many friends, gradually developed into his most influential FANS alliance in China, even he knows, though He went "Rongmen Inn" into a "Longmen Inn". I often laugh at my sister: Do fans professional to you this level is also the best, what is it lacked, you have also seen his concert, see him in the next two meters, there is him the top and bottom The signature of the model, you didn't know if he was reading, did he have any impression? You said why he specially asked in Hong Kong's concert, there is no Dalian fans ... or even about him There is an interview with you. His CD has your voice. His photo has your little face ... Compared with your sister, it is much placed, and it has become a simple Habits, just like an organ in the body, silently running, when there is no illness, it does not feel its existence. I am in love, get married, and have children, there is no more pursuit of his news, and even in 2000, I didn't go to the continent, I didn't go to see, I only greeted by small things. I always feel that I will be, he will, these things, there will be opportunities in the future. How many people missed this opportunity, I am fortunate, I really waited for this opportunity. In the concert hall of Nagoya, the warmth of the Japanese fans, the whistling of the Japanese fans almost overturned the roof, only me, not called, don't jump, don't wax the rod, don't call his name. I didn't have the courage to express my surprise my excitement. I just sat quietly. I watched him quietly. Listening to him, listening to him, the soul flying, the five uncomfortable, busy no need to remember every income. I remember that he was in the gorgeous light and the exciting music: "When, the cloud floating half a cent ..." , I remember the "love", "passing by 蜻蜓", "Red" is a fascinating, "hot" floating long hair, I remember his beautiful clothing, classical bracelet, gorgeous Different tattoos, I remember his relaxed and ridicule, calmness and friendly ... I violated his regulations, secretly riding the recorder from the head, I am afraid that I will forget in the future, although I am now Knowing, some things, it is already never forgotten. In the concert, he talked from his own experience. Thanks, many supported by him carefully, saying that he personally edited some movie fragments that contain memories, to give you. At that time, I still didn't know that the artistic director of this 100 tour concert was himself. All the staff was a choice, and the choice of tracks included the interpretation of his idea, light, dance beauty is he finalized, The tip of the inspection, the tip, the lines are from his hands, this moving movie clip, I want to be his own idea. On the big screen, Ning Caichen, 12 less, Jie Zi, Yan ... have appeared, a side of the flow of flowers, the long river of the twenty years ... until the Directone is debut. On the screen, Yu Ji style, Fuhua is full, there are too many sadness that can't speak; on the stage, the main light is dimmed, and thousands of snowflakes are flying in all directions in the lobby. His songs slowly sounded: "Don't mention it again, life has been more wind and rain.
Even if the memory does not me, love and hate is still in the heart ... "At that moment, I think I really understand this song. I want Zhang Guorong. He really knows this movie, know how to interpret this song to convey The movie is going to tell us. He is not a passion, it is not passion, but when the movie will be turned from a page page, when we look at a person really experience passion, at the expense of life, the dream is crazy, when the bustling Everything is going to the building, everything is late and laughter, this kind of reading of the dreams of scintage can be destroyed. Now listen to the tape recorded, I repeatedly remembered the thorough smile of the butterfly clothing, the grip Live the sword handle, slowly determined gestures - the original butterfly jacket is not dead until it is loose, and Chen Kaige said that the Cheng Dushi must die, because only death can make love more effort. We have to admit that his change is a wonderful: a person who is pursuing perfect, with the persistent love and dream, in the imperfect world, it will eventually interpret a lifetime of the big play in the perfect time and place Ended, this is the most shocking, most impactful end, making this character of the butterfly with ancient Greek tragedy heroes, and the cruelty of the originality of the original, it is indeed. The reality is cruel. The mortal can't be fixed, curtains at the climax, and the life is always going to continue until the picture poor, the truth is white, all burnout, pale, lost, and decline must be Yes. I have seen a US movie. It is a famous name to gradually go. Her broker sent people to assassinate her on the stage, hoping to make a generation of money. I said to my sister, what is legendary ? The general is on the battlefield, the hero is in the Jianfeng, the name is dead on the stage, Chengde Die's dying in "Overlife,", this tragic legend can make the world unforgettable. Just like Zhang Guorong, though When he had already said to be a legend, if one day, for example, he fell down at the most boiled moment, that is really ancient times, always immortal. But, who will hope to have a day? He Of course, no one is willing to exchange the legend after life; we will not, we only hope, and only believe that he will be happy. We have a full psychological preparing to watch him old, although this person The more I have a good time, the more the mature man is in the same year, but there will always be a lot of people, I don't know if I will still be dead, fans, maybe everything is passionate. With the gradual passage of time, maybe I will look at the chicken peel crane on TV, and calmly say to my son: "Look, my mother likes people like it. "This is a kind of calm happiness, isn't Zhang Guorong who famed in a farewater, saying:" When I am in the park, I will think when I am young when I am young. Wet sister 'love me so mad, I will definitely smile ... "On the 7th of April, I watched the" Bawang Ici "in the cinema with my sister. The so-called" Memorial Zhang Guorong Movie Exhibition Zhou "is only one Movie. In this moment, I will see "Overlord Boulev" a few nearly self-abuse, but we can't find another way to pay tribute to him, perhaps, let your emotions have the opportunity to explode. It is also good.
Some people in the cinema are exploring, crying from the end, but I don't, I am like watching his concert, sitting quietly, don't say, don't tears. I have seen him quietly for ten years, and there is no reason to have a sudden outbreak. I looked at Cheng Die's butterfly on the screen, charming smiling, there was a few amazing in the cinema, that is, I have never seen the "Overlife, I'm", there is still a few 唏唏, it is too much. people. I know that there are many people, I started to marvel in these days, I started unlimited, I didn't know that this is fortunate to him. He will let others understand himself, and the result people have begun to understand him. It was after he left. Even myself, I also found that I learned about him. It turned out that he was far more than I imagined. It was diligent than I imagined. It is better than I imagined, than I imagine good, even his love, even his love I think it is more than a few times ... don't blame us, have a lot of things, if not he suddenly leaves, may never have a chance to be mentioned, always in the world, just like Yu Ji, If it is not an Overlord, the world will not remember her brave and strong. The upcoming Yu Ji, is awering on the screen: "Hande has been slightly, four-sided songs. The king is pleasing, why, the loving people ..." The lens took his eyes, under the thick makeup, the water wave is generally pure s eyes. That is the eyes of Cheng Dushi, focusing on the grace of Yu Ji; That is Zhang Guorong's eyes, focusing on the staple deck. Under the table, thousands of audiences' eyes, in the endless time and space, look for Zhang Guorong. The story of Yu Ji and Cheng Dushi is fake. Zhang Guorong's story is true, but there is nothing about the people. It is a brilliant and magnificent, climax, solidified in the most beautiful moment. The big show, bringing the obsession and enjoyment of the viewer; behind the brilliance, it is also an ordinary person, and the sadness and despair of deep marrow. The theme song of the end has sounded, and a strip of the subtitles has emerged, with his name: Zhang Guorong. This is three ordinary words, but because of his people, the pen is like a splendid flower. He destroyed himself, fulfilled this name, let Yan Ji live in the legend, Cheng Di is living in the movie, this name is live in our memory. Whenever I face this name, I think, I can say thank you, thank you for meeting him, thank him, thank you for all, we don't talk to him, we will see you again, as a street Injiwandy music, when a photo is sometimes seen in the window, when I laughed, I lifted a word, when I was half a dream halfway, when the rain, the wind, the wind, the flowers, Tao, Tao Fly ... God does not meet. The end of the song, the scattered. The audience is still unfinished in the door of the cinema, the big photo on the port of the billboard. He has been in the photo for forty years old, but a face is still exhausted, and the eyes look at us, calm and calm. The next side of the photo, surrounded by a big bouquet of snow white lily, it is inserted with my sister, and the fragrance is gentle between the petals, and the beauty is so distressed, like his smile, just like our youth.