Illumination of miscellaneous melancholy
For a long time, I am in a life, for learning, in vain. I often feel depressed, a burst of helpless, and I will always leave a group of people, alone, I am going to hire, and spread it for happiness. But every time, the burden is always aggravated, and the dull feeling will always spread to every corner of my heart. Mixing some life, a little emotional fluctuation, mixing into a very special feeling, breeding in my heart, but not a smell.
I really want to know, what is I? Why is the current life makes me low-key, so much so much? I have arrived from the original one to two people, and after three people, I went back to a person. I know that I may only be alone, and I have to do what I think is happy on the other end of the corner. There is no way to leave, it is the kind of quiet walking, so no one is noticeable. When a person, I am always calm, search for the lonely lonely in my heart, there is no smile on my face (should not belong to the kind of cool). I really want to find the old yourself, and there is a very empty feel that starts from the bottom of the heart, and once again spread, finally precipitate.
I will always float a kind and a lot of happiness to the "disturbing" of others. It can be said to be deliberate, but it can be said to be a habit, habits it is used to being a half-half holiday. I manage it called "entertainment". I have thought that it is not a hypocrisy, but I will think about it. This is no deception, what is wrong with it? Think more, in fact, there is a predecessor pointing, saying "Life is a play, the end of the end, who is like who is like". " It is also, so I will no longer consider those excess questions. At least there is no need to "entertain". But this doesn't mean that you can stop thinking, I still continue to think about it, but at the same time, the melancholy mood has exacerbated its expansion space, sometimes it really presses me to breathe, I don't know How to get rid of this brother.
When I am very confident, I will look up to the sky, then smile, let myself think more. Let the unhappy mood are happy, it is the way I get rid of melancholy. In fact, no matter what kind of mood, it is not very important. It is important that you can use a normal heart to see the music and mourning. There is no such life, there is no good life, some may be a big mood, a bumpy life. So think about it, there is no melancholy, and put the setbacks as the will of the hood, changed a problem, and the mood is big.
There are a lot of life in life, but not every one can experience it. I am constantly growing, and it is constantly aiming. Although it is mixed with a lot of things that are not appetizing, I imagine it is fresh, and it is a treasure.
On the streets of the rushing, the silent sleep, my heart will dance, or continue to write a melancholy mood, follow it, touch it together.
