I don't know if my state is so described, maybe I'm actually, but I am really painful, and love brings me endless happiness. I don't know what the people can get to I will torture me. really do not know.
Sometimes I don't even know what I am doing every day, what I do is for what, how can I get what I want, every step is very difficult, so far.
Sometimes I feel that I am very lonely, I don't know what to do. Sometimes I find a lot more people around you, although their love is sometimes contradictory, each other is contradictory. Oh, in fact, in many times, I think of each of them, I feel too few, in fact, their requirements are rare, as long as I do myself, but I seem to disappoint more.
I know that I can do more, when I can do more people who love you, let him health, happiness, when I can do more parents, let them rest assured, comfortable, when can I take my friends? One point, let them feel my existence. Oh, in fact, I have to do it, but it is not good enough.
The least abandoned life is now, people who love me!
