I don't believe what I see, my mother is lying on the bed of 26, and the artificial cardiac inscription is in the mouth. On
A electrocardiogram probe is placed everywhere, and the eyes are closed. There are a group of nurse doctors, and relatives who live close to. Brother crying
I said to me: "Mom can't do it, but I am here ..." I looked at the ECG on the instrument and beat, "no, mother
The heart is still jumping! "," That is artificial, artificial stops, she will not jump ... ", I realized that I am in front of me.
Take me, take me everywhere to travel, when my teacher, give me endless concerns, but people who never remember me. Heart
Cannot be jumped!
I am blank in my mind, I caught my mother's feet, I think she is still hot, I will cheer my mother in my heart, "Mom, come on, you have to persist, strong, heart, hurry, hurry ... ... ", five minutes have passed, ten minutes have passed, mother only can move when the excipigifier is pressed, I finally can't control the pain in my heart, tears will come out," Mom, you still yesterday When you talk to me, you ask me why I laugh, is it a novel, how can I speak today, my mother ... You can talk, you can go, how have you been in five days, " Mom can't be woke up by me.
Mom is very born in his life, I often be very annoying, then I am bigger, she, I am very rude to her when she is sick. She breathed, no Too much breath and me quarrel, so whenever she will only breathe to me: "Your little girl is impolite in front of the outside public. When he is dead, he regrets that he will die, you cry, you I am too arrogant now, I will die in the future, you can't hear it ... ". I have listened to many times, so I always said: "I know, I know, I have said a lot, I can take it down."
I remember that in November 1998, I was very inconsistent, and the salary was killed to 600 yuan per month. I had a meal with my colleagues. I drank a lot of wine (I don't drink it.), At two o'clock in the evening, one When people sway, they will go home, and they will huddle in the toilet. My vomiting wakes up my mother who breathes in the lounge chair. I am fascinated that she will breathe, while helping me with wet. Towels, "Will n't drink, don't drink, hurt your body, son! I am lying on my loungers." I lay in my mother's loungers, I am very weak, but I am poor, but give you and my brother. Good body, don't be sneak! " In the evening, how many times I couldn't spit, I spit once, my mother used a wet towel to wipe me clean, then wash the towel clean. She continued to repeat these two work until I didn't vomit, my mother dragged it with a sick body to poured a glass of water. I have spit my brain is very confused, but my heart is very clear that my mother is dragging what kind of illness is taken care of me, thinking of my mother usually unreasonable, yelling to her, thinking about her is bored. I think I have all human nature, I cried there, but my mother didn't know because of the lamp.). I said: "Mom, you are too good to me, I will never marry you later, no longer talk to you. I used to be sorry for you ..." "Mom will not remember your hatred ... "Mom has seen my girlfriend and always want to know the details of my girlfriend, usually I don't want to tell her, that night, I said the details of my girlfriend said, my mother said:" The girl is good, very gentle is also very cultivated, watching, don't let others insert a feet. "I said:" I know ... "That night, my mother was very tired, the next day gasped is more powerful. But I know that she is very satisfied with the long-standing exchange of our mother and son.
Mom likes to watch me play table tennis and like to make some unprofessional guidance to me.
One time, I participated in a competition in the province, when I was about to start, I and the opponent, I saw my mother sat accompanied by a little girl who took care of her, standing on my play, afraid to affect my game, She didn't call me.
At the beginning of the game, I know that my mother is watching me, my attack is very active, the serve is also changing multiple ends, the opponent does not adapt to my tactics, I have been to be a lot of points, I saw my mother, I found a satisfactory smile on her face. Perhaps it is still a bit proud. But the opponent's old and raped, quickly adapted to my tactics, and chased it up soon, my mother was anxious: "Search again ... Mo is old to the outside of the table ..." later I lost this game. "Come, drink some water." Mom brought me two packs of chrysanthemum tea, the kind of coconut tree, is frozen, I think that chrysanthemum tea is particularly good. Make my spirit especially exciting. The second game started, I played very positive, but it was so far from eating too much, very fast. But I don't know how, this game is particularly very many, and our game is on the situation, it is not exciting. Later, a player said to me: "Is your mother?" "Yes!" "We feel that your mother is meaningful, you, she is more urgent than you, your mother knows table tennis!" Know that the mother is the protagonist. It is a "amateur" field guidance that she can't help, it has attracted a large audience. After reading the game, she gave me a comment: "You, play the ball is unstable." When I got 2 to 4th grade, my mother was my language.
Teacher Wen, is also the class teacher. When told me to write, she taught me a template writing method. The title is not more than "remember a meaningful thing", "an unforgettable thing" and other 80s school students are familiar with The composition of the composition, but she knows that in that year, the template composition was very fragrant in the exam, and some creative compositions often could not get the high score.
But my mother doesn't want me to do other things like writing a template composition.
At that time, some of the literary performances organized in the school, I also often participated, when she rehearsed, she often made some opinions on me. There is a time, I am attending the poem, reading a five-way sentence of the poet Jia Island in the Tang Dynasty. I was that the idea was to stand and down, my mother said: "Reciting can not read, you should add a little action!" Subsequently, according to her thoughts, I designed a few movements, I think she is designed with action expressive Not strong, and have some concerns about me on the stage, because the students like to take some other motion expressions on the stage as usual laughter, and I don't have any action. It will not become a smile of others. At that time, many students were this kind of psychology, so most people have a slightly feeling of reading a poem, and then give the audience a congratulatory. I also want to do this at the time: "Mom, I don't think it is good, I don't do it!" "To add, everyone reads poems, the score is not open. Observer, add the action!" Mom said. Later, when the game was played on the stage, I added my mother's design, although some were hard, I got the first place in the third grade. There is also a best show award. Since then, I will make some changes in the book on the book in the school stage, I will make some changes in my own ideas. After some high school, some cross talks, small products, and dumb are themselves. Wen, and the performance is quite good.
Before I was five years old, we live in the headquarters of the Yangxin Industrial Zone, Wuhan City. From the home to the industrial area school, we have a long way, and the mother will go to the school every day, and I will send me to the kindergarten next to it. I was less than five years old. Many things are not clear, but I will never forget: winter, the sky is still bright, and the land is a silver. Mom took me to work, I and my mother wear a very thick cotton, very like two stocks "air bag". One of us took a hoe, my mother took my hand: "Let's go to school, see who runs fast, is it good?". "Okay!" "One or one, one or one, one ...". We left two string footprints in the snow behind, and the top of the footprints ran while running on the hoe, the little one is me, the big one is a mother ...
Mom really likes to dance.
When the body is still good, my mother often goes to the event center behind our home, and my mother pays attention to the image of the door. It also believes that I appreciate it. Before going out, she will turn out a few skirts in the cabinet, put a piece Go to me asked me: "How do you look at it, how is the stage effect?" Then turn a few laps, let me see the effect, whenever I feel this time, I feel that my mother is like a child, very funny. I remember to wear too much, I saw it, shook my head and said, "It's a bit like old monsters, not very good!" "Hey, then I quickly changed." After that, I ran into the house. After a while, she changed a brown white bloom, came out and asked me: "How is this dress?" "This is almost!" I am very satisfied with my mother. "How about watching shoes?" Mom stretched out the foot and let me see her dancing shoes. "It is good, the stage is very good! You can play." I said to my mother. "Then, I went to the back to dance, you can see your home, go out to lock three doors know?" "Know, true Luo ..."
In the past two years, the mother's lung function is getting worse, which is the most embarrassing in the morning. In the early morning, I was still sleeping, I will be fascinated by my mother's gasp, my mother's asthma is almost my alarm clock. Sometimes I feel that the voice is very noisy, some impatient. Usually I have a habit of writing a point on the computer, my mother often said to me next to me: "You should write some articles that love my mother, I think of my mother, I feel that my mother love is too great, that is very selfless. "Every time I heard this, I always feel that my mother wants me to praise her, very unnatural. I am impatient to say to her: "Mother love great, write articles, sing you, you are great!"
In the usual life, I care about the relationship with my colleagues, I care about the impression of the boss, but I am interested with my girlfriend but Ignore my mother. But my mother is always paying attention to me, paying attention to my first voice, paying attention to my first smile, pay attention to my first award, and pay attention to my first job.
Now, I want to hear your breath, I want to listen to you. I really understand a lot of words you have said before, I can understand your kind of love that the water is down, but can you listen to what I said? You love me, but I haven't worry about you, I have used the extremely unreasonable attitude to you, and you always answer me once again. I don't know anything in this world, but if you make too much, the needle of the hospital is not responsible for your mother and son, let me repay the door. I regret why not spend more with you before, talk to you.
Mom is a cheerful and good person. After leaving us, the soul will be attended to be paradise, you will not be lonely in heaven, you have your sister to talk to you, we will bring you the skirt that you dance, let you be in heaven It can also have a good stage image. Mom is not old, no matter how my mother is suffering from the disease, in the heart, you will always be a mother who is wearing a mouse with me in the snow. Always a mother who is very paying attention to stage image when dancing. Always is the mother who loves to laugh.
1999/08/14 morning
I wish: Mom is always healthy in paradise, no longer with the drug!
