My sour and bitter and bitter career (1)
I have been in the music for many years, I have tasted a lot of sour and bitter tastes. Today, I have a little bit of grades, these results are all struggled to compete. I am not like a lot of luck, and I will take a shot and red, but step by step, I climbed up from the grassroots. After a lot of setbacks, I have experienced countless times, but I have been self-motivated to self-motivation. Let the fans from the initial resistance and then accept it, so that it is now enthusiastic. The process of alkogeneous inter-calendar is non-pen, which can be described.
Recalling that in advance of year, it is inevitable that people feel. At that time, he was young, and the pursued is the name and profit, but the luck has not arrived, no matter how hard work, he will not resonate.
I acknowledge that I am discouraged at the time, because I am always in the next position, others don't do the drama from me, the songs don't sing, I have to ask if I don't have anything, since I don't have fun. And why remain in this circle.
I have to get my parents and pity, I have never been greatly settled, so that time I really fight my morale. However, because of the good fortune, plus it is very confident, I don't believe that I have to have such a result, so I decided to continue to stay in the entertainment circle.
When a person went to wait for an unknown whether there would happen, the mood is quite contradictory, because there is nothing such that there is a good thing, if it is still a blank, I will regret why you are so wasting youth.
But I didn't worry too much, or I have been doing it, although I was dismantled, I was scolded, I also worked hard. I remember once, when I was performing, in order to cooperate with the typhoon, put the upper hat on the head, but I was immediately thrown back, and I was very sad, I really want to find a hole to drill! This is unhappy, I believe that I will not forget my life.
I remember me in the past few years, and I will talk to the old when I meet a group of friends, they will ask me why I am not happy. There is always a pleasure on your face.
I think I may suffer from depression. As for the source of disease, I am dissatisfied with myself, dissatisfied with others, and more dissatisfied with the world. That day, I can really use the dark age. As long as I am free, I will bubbco until night deep, I am anesthetized with noisy, I will stimulate myself with fire, and I will be happy in the evening night. I may be my life, but For a long time, I am numb to tiredness, which is not annoying.
From this time, I think it is impossible to use negative methods to face reality, but should be active, because luck is not accidentally, you must grasp it, but also to win, so I still continue to sing, I also Constantly hone in terms of acting.
I don't say anything, I don't think it is, I don't think of the efforts, there is no white feet, the songs you sing, the play, obviously make progress, although others continue to compare me and others, but I In terms of seeing a little grades always feel gratified.
Since the entertainment work, the audience has not stopped to compare me with a certain. I don't know why, I always put the unrelated things to me. I was very don't like it. Because people were more than people, I may always be better than others, but the world people can come out, how can I be able to Always hold their psychology.
I just want to do my own copy, so that people who like me continue to like me, make people who don't like me, at least don't hate me, I have already met, because I am not saints, I can't resonate with me all over the world. .
The previous year's "Song Jinqu Caver" is deeply affected to my outlook on life. I have always pursued perfection. I finally understand that I am willing to be willing to have, the greater the hopes, the greater the disappointment. In 1986, it was the most satisfying year of my career. Because of the efforts of the efforts, I thought that everyone had accepted me. How can I have a "Jin Ge Golden Song Election" that night, I deeply made me feel "demolition" Lost feel. It is very unhappy for a while, because I don't understand why others have to hate me, but later get the company's friends' persuasion, I finally calm my anger, and I started learning "I am not surprising, no reason." The attitude is facing reality. Sure enough, I have a lot of mature in this year, and maybe others can't see it, but I feel it. Because I have impulsive to people, I like to shape it, I don't hide. But in fact, in the entertainment circle, this attitude is not good.
In the past, I always thought that people had an emotions of joys and sorrows. I just didn't hide, I used my true life to treat people, what is wrong? However, if you criticize, you have also matured more people. Once I was self-reflecting, I wake up, I used to wait for someone's attitude towards it, sometimes I feel embarrassed, so I am determined to change my character. I will broaden my mind, take an inclusive attitude toward everything, no longer be centered, let yourself be more open, let yourself have more people who accept people's criticism.
Sure enough, after I changed the character, the effect was very good. Many friends said that I became modest, and I also understood that I would like to understand others, my mood became more cheerful, live more pleasant. In addition to their own enlightening, some friends also have a big impact on me. When I cooperated with Zhou Runfa, when he was a "heroistic", he sprinkled the character, and the life of life is very inspirated. A person is too guilty of a kg, which is not happy, and there will be no more troubles with the name and profit.
Although I am still a hot temper, it will not be easily exposed, because people are equal, no reason is not happy, and if they are angry, they will affect others, and they still lose money. What's more, what I pay is, you must explain to yourself, as for others to accept or have another thing. After a period of hood, learning, so I am now, I have an attitude that I am moving, it is no longer pursuit, because it will come to face, but if you barely pursue, you may not be able to pay .
At the time of the entertainment circle, no matter the friends outside the circle, I have said my character, in fact, it is not suitable for this place. And I am also recognized, because in terms of interpersonal relationship, I am not as good as others (but I have tried my best), this is the most failure. However, if I ask me to do what work, I really can't think of it, so I will stay waiting for the opportunity to wait for the performance of performances. I know that I have a very failure in this regard, I have never played for my future, it is now a little grades, and I will not consider another investment, because I have no business mind, there is no gut, and I have a hard-earned banknote. Lost at once. This is like gambling, the surrounding friends play cards, the card is good, I am not their opponent, so I don't dare to play, I am afraid to lose too much, I will have a heart, two come.
Sometimes I will worry about it, if I don't do any entertainment circle? I have thought about half a day, or open a company, or do the fashion store business, because these two industries, I am slightly interested and experienced, but now I have been early, and I have not changed when I really change. After the new record company, it seems that it is like accepting another new challenge, and there is also a new realm. I really don't know how to describe it, in short, it is much better than bad. In fact, in these months, my psychological pressure has increased, on the one hand, I am busy, plus my best, I don't want to turn the company, I feel that I can't feel the level, so I More effort.
Although my character is independent, it still got a lot of friends, like Mei Yanfang and Li Xiaotian to give me a lot of opinions, which makes me increase confidence. It has not been performed in the nightclub, so it is very contradictory in the heart, so he is very contradictory, I am afraid that I can't compete. Recalling that when you sing a few years ago, you still have to remember the unhappy event. Because the year is Huang Mao Xiaozi, the famous place is unlundered, so the place to be singing is also a nightclub, of course, these places are inevitably complex, but in order to increase the experience, I will follow.
When I heard the audience, my mood is very excited, but I will not have some migrant molecules to make trouble. I have had some experience of being smashed by some drunken big men. I originally intentively hit, I can't stand this little blow, how can I face a bigger problem in the future? So instant I warn myself to endure. Sure enough, there are more similar events, and you can deal with it, thus training patience.
But this time I will go to the at night, the reaction is unprecedented, I can always hope to sing, because the fans are close, everyone is easy, so I deeply experience the fans to me, the most rare is not all It is a girl, but a male and female, so I am very happy, my song is also broad, and it is no longer limited to love songs. Fortunately, after years of continuous efforts, I finally got to communicate with the fans. I hope to sing better songs in the future, get more satisfaction. I didn't have any white feet.
In music, my biggest harvest is not a name and profit, but a gang of loyal supporters. They support my support, making me more confident, their love and support for my love is very touched. In my first concert, most of the audience is young, but in the second concert, I found that there are many family audiences, prove that I have accepted the public, no longer limit it is a young person. The level of the audience expands, is a gratifying thing, I will continue to work hard in the future, I hope to get better results.
Because it is not easy, I have specially cherished today's results, specially cherished, regardless of the stage, open concerts, and even photographed, I don't dare to drop lightly. Because of the difficulty of entrepreneurship, the defenders are more difficult. To maintain their current status in the music scene, they must constantly seek breakthroughs, and ask themselves constantly progress. This kind of enthusiasm is forward, and the spirit of not nostalgia has moved to success, and every artist must have.
I work everywhere, whether it is a movie or a record, I have put a full deputy spirit, I hope to do the best, especially every personal concert, I pay more attention. Because the individual concert, it is not only a time to sing a score in a period of time, it is also a moment of satisfaction. Saying the reality, the opening of the concert is also the most work of a singer, so whenever I plan to open a personal concert, I will put it first, complete other work early, or temporarily put on hold, use a few Time to prepare for months, perform with the best spirit and physical strength. Every time the concert, the most people care about the number of abilities, and anyone wants the future, the better, because the revenue will increase, but I think this is not the most important, I value what I value? Get the concert to the best. I will see my audience is my support. They come to listen to me singing. If there is no fresh thing to see them, I am sorry to support my fans, so how much I am It doesn't matter, I'm considering ten games. But how to make a concert, colorful, a colorful, is a matter of injury.
There are many sales in a record, and the song is good is important. In addition, it is attractive, and it will also stimulate the purchase desire of fans, so sales have increased. So every time I discharge the plate, I will take the cover, and I have launched the new alcohol, but also to Canada to shoot snow, I hope to be a new fan.
This time I took a snow scene in Canada, I had this point in the morning, I have just been in Canada at the time of Canada. The company sent a team of photographic groups to Canada and I will meet, using a few days of time, two, I saved me a lot of time. However, in the ice and snow, it is not good. The temperature at the time is zero a few degrees. It is almost falling down. The five senses have almost no feeling. In the case of the cold wind, it is necessary to install a pair of simplicity. I'm thinking about it! But fortunately, the effect is good, the fans' response is also very good, I have no white feet.
