Sender: Thon (TT), the letter area: Neu Title: Dongda Heart 4 - Dreams and Reality Differences: BBS Bai Mountain Black Water Station (THU Mar 10 13:44:20 2005) I found a dream The difference between the reality reverses the wind to experience each feeling like the fables. I have seen the falsification. I have to chase the perfect world. I have to fly very much in my world - "Fable" Zhang Yihan On August 30, 2002, I arrived in Dongda, and the dream came true. But dreams are often meant to get up. The first reality facing is that the new bus is not sent to the East Campus, which is familiar with the South Lake Lake, but has never heard of the basic school. The next realistic is to live in the group, and the power is turned off, and the computer is working in the middle of the night. There is also a high-line number lesson. He has not on several mathematics lessons in high school. The biggest problem is that big new students are not allowed to use computers! I have no difference between this with the gun. However, there is a countermeasure under the policy. I put down the things directly to Sanhao Street to buy an IBM notebook, or ultra-thin, it is easier to hide when checking. Pay in time on time, self-study next night, review the test. How usually do things should be. I suddenly found that I have already been so uncomfortable for me. I have been accustomed to studying problems in a quiet room at a quiet room. For several computers and a lot of books. I work hard to adapt to the normal rhythm, but still sleep in the evening, there is no spirit during the day. I used to be proud of my heart, I feel that I have a good thing for a student's most basic thing. More importantly, I know that I will not take it, and I have to admit it is still very scared, a inferior emotion is in school. Spread in a corner. When I was most depressed, I thought about fleeing. At that time, I had an opportunity to exchange 2 2 in Australia. I didn't think more about it at the time, I just want to leave this place that I feel inferior. No matter where you go, it doesn't matter, Dongda should be the ideal place I achieve, I can't be just shaped in this place.
