Birthday itself doesn't make much sense, I don't pay attention to this day every year. It has been 7 years away from home, and every year is in school, but this is my last time I have a birthday. Today's mood is very bad, the heart is empty, and suddenly there is a feeling that I can't find the direction. Everything in front of me is gray, I don't know where my future is, I can't make it clear. The head is deep, there is no sense. I have been running in the field recently, and I am very tired in my heart. Everything is not as beautiful, and even don't even know that your choice goals are right. Birthday means that it is one year old, but is it really growing up? I don't know, I really don't know. In the past few days, I found the work experienced, and all tastes are. I have never been away from the distance. These days are in the field, I really can't think of people's selfishness. The experience has experienced more than I live for 20 years. Suddenly I feel out of the campus, I am really tired, I have never been so tired. . .
