On August 24, 1998, a special memorial will be held in Zhuangzhuang, Jiaxiang County, Shandong Province.
The deceased Shen Chunling is a 16-year-old girl, but she enjoys the highest funeral specification of this village. Her three brothers put on the filial piety for their parents to wear. It's not in the forefront of the spirit, and the village has spontaneously wears a black yarn crying for her ----
However, who knows that the earliest girl does not have any blood relationship with this family. She is just a continuous account, but after the father is paralyzed, she left the home, she is brave enough to leave. Silver double shoulder supports four college brothers!
In June 1994, the mother who lost her husband's Spring Ling took Shen Chunli's brother from Shandong Fan Zeong, Zhuzhuang. Chunling's stepfather Shenshou is a carpenter who is honest. The father has more than 70 years old, and there are four sons who are reading. Among them, the eldest son Shen Jian Guo reads in Xi'an, and the other three sons read high school in the county. Although the family burden is very heavy, the Father has a superb woodworking craft, plus a family diligence and saving, life is less than enough. For the arrival of Spring Ling's mother and child, the full family of stepfather showed great enthusiasm. Perhaps because there is no girl in the home, grandfather, grandmother, stepfather is in love with Xiao Chunling, and brothers are more intimate to call her small 铛. When Xiao Chunling came to the Father's family, he had already passed the age of school, but because his father died, she could only sprinkle at home. After the father said, I didn't say two words, and I gave her to her. There were four children to go to school, plus Xiao Chung Ling, and add a burden on his wife. Fortunately, the stepfather is fast, and the construction of the construction team from the town is often made out of the construction team. It is finally possible to deal with the expenditure of the house.
Xiao Chunling cherishes it very cherished this opportunity to go to school. The first semester will take a third place in the first grade. In addition to learning, she also wrapped some housework, and helped a few brothers to clean the clothes, helped the father lifted wood, saw the saw: I am boasting: I have a blessing in this life, I have a good daughter in the sky. !
However, the time of happiness is turned away, and a disaster falls from the sky.
In the early summer of 1995, the Father fell from the third floor in the construction team, and he was in bed. A big beam is down, the economy of the entire family is broken, and the heavy debt is made to give Ji Father's disease. Looking at the sickfarted in bed, the second brother Shen Jianjun took the lead in disconnecting dropping, the father did not agree, because he and the third truth will be college entrance examination, his achievements are in the top of the whole school. Old three, the old four also asked to drop out of school, so provoked the burden of the family.
The brothers are not letting the brothers, when the farewell is the difficult, Xiao Chunling puts out of their own dropping, helping the mother to support this home. The stepfather tears, grandfather, grandmother kept tears. After the stepfather said: Ling Er, I can't help you, you have read so many years, now give up unfortunately, I can only grieve you ---
Three brothers also held the hands of the little girl and went to the father before the bed: No matter who is taking the kindness of the university, you should double-pay.
Spring Ling, who had just got out of the hard, but could not undertake a disaster strike again. She learned from the doctor's mouth, her husband is likely to be in bed for life. She has completely lost his confidence in this family, and it is more fear that she has already provoked this heavy burden, decided to leave the home. How to plead, how to persuade, the mother is still after injury in the stepfather three months. The mother left, the pillar of the family broke a, grandfather, grandmother Cheng Tian tears, the father is sigh, my brother is even more afraid. The family is falling into tears and rain. People in the village are also very good to persuade Chaoling:
"There is no loved ones here, you will return to Fanze, you will be home, or you will suffer from a lifetime!" Xiao Chunling steamed his head: "No, I can't go, I can't go anymore. Leave this home. "Xiao Chunling called his brother before the bed, the word was guaranteed in a word:" Hey, the mother is gone, it is no conscience; I won't go, I want to stay with you to accompany you Since today, I am your biological daughter. "This year, Shen Chunling was only 12 years old. [As long as the brothers have something, it is the little girl.
Xiao Chunling said to do it, she wrapped all the lives and housework at home, as the real family woman as sunrise, sunset, overtaking for the whole family. Xiao Chunling knows that this home must think of it, first let the father get better, so after the busy farm, she has not stopped going to treat the disease for the stepfather.
In 1996, since the weather was hot, the fare's condition was aggravated, Xiao Chunling decided to bring him to Ji Ning City hospitalization. At the rest of the family, she pulled the board. More than 80 kilometers away. She took a time for two days. When she went to the destination, her face grinded and the shoulder was also swollen. In the hospital in order to save the accommodation fee, Chun Ling lived in the hospital's bicycle shed, and the old uncle to see the car thought she was a beggar, several times.
Xiao Chunling had to say that the old man is very moving, not only putting her sleeping board in the most inside, but also a mosquito net.
Under the careful care of Chun Ling, the disease of the Father was stable, and she pulled her father back to her hometown. Just returned home, catching up with the wheat. Both my brothers are going to school, grandparents can only help cook or bundle wheat, and 7 acres of wheat can only rely on Spring Ling. In order to get rid of it, I slept in the ground for a few days. I couldn't help it. I woke up and then cut it later.
Because of the urgency, plus overmanal, Xiao Chunling's mouth placed blisters, and the hands and feet were also grinded. She really can't support it. What should I do if I have the left two acres? These are all my family's mouth! She was anxious, I couldn't help but cry in the corn field. The crying attracted the folks. Everyone was sympathizing with her, and the seven-hand eight foot helped her to cut the wheat. This difficult wheat harvest, in exchange for the whole family's food, the second brother has also achieved huge harvest in the college entrance examination, and he was admitted by Shanghai Tongji University with excellent results. The admission notice of the two brothers, Xiao Chunling seems to have forgotten their own tired, jumping happily, shouting. Looking at the black and thin little girl, the third brother of the scene is not allowed to flow the sad tears, and said to say: I am sorry for the little girl, she has suffered so much for us, but I ------ Said to cry.
Xiao Chunling panic, pulled the hands of the three brothers, advised: "Brother, this year does not test, next year, don't be discouraged!"
The little girl's words made Shen Jianwen more embarrassment, he said he didn't re-read, stay at home to help your sister. Spring Ling insisted that she cried and asked three brothers: I am suffering from being tired, do you have to go to school? My brother has something to do, that is, I have an interest, how do you want to do it! The third brother finally listened to the sister and persuaded, and decided to re-read, the days of the second brother to Shanghai reading is getting closer. 3,000 yuan of tuition fees are can't breathe.
On the occasion of helpless, Xiao Chunling thought of selling blood. The first time I went to the blood station, because the age is too small, the doctor does not give pump; the second time, her definitely reported age is allowed to pump 200CC blood. When she got 400 yuan "nutrition fee", her face was still not dispersed. She knows that these 400 yuan for the $ 3,000 tuition fees are not a drop in the bucket. So, she came to the blood station on the third day. This time, the doctor said nothing.
Under the urgentity, Xiao Chunling told the doctor about the reasons for the sale of blood. The doctor is silent, I sighed and said, okay, this time, I will not come again later; you are still a long body. The kind doctor gave her a small amount of blood symbolically, and took the money from their own pockets, and gave Xiao Chunling from 700 yuan. Xiao Chunling touched to tears.
When I returned home, Chun Ling gave money to the following Father, and then the father asked her to come from so much money. Xiao Chunling said to be borrowed. The careful second brother has understood everything from her pale without a silky face. He grabbed the little girl's hand and looked at it again. He also took two receipts of the blood from her pocket. The whole family was shocked! However, these money is far less than half of the tuition, the stepfather decided to sell a piece of old house foundation, grandparents also decided to sell them three big poplars sold. The farewell did not agree, the two old people told: "Xia Lingzi is a fight for this home, we still have to dry."
Under the efforts of the whole family, the second brother, the tuition fees of the third brother are finalized. In order to let the second brother to apply to the university face to go to the university, Xiao Chunling has not take a break in a row, and sews new cotton and new cloth shoes. Before the supervision, Chun Ling went to the station to send two brothers. She said: "Two brother, the family is, but there is ambition, you must study hard, don't worry,
You are still painting outside, you need money, let's let me know, give you *. Shen Jianjun couldn't help but, he put the little girl tightly in his arms, touched tears ----
[You can forget me, but can't forget your sister]
My brother went to school, Xiao Chunling started to make money to give birth to the father, pay for the brothers. Tuition.
At first, she also thought of working with the girls in the village, and the three old people in the family were not taken care of, she could only think about the way. After meditation, she decided to have a cotton to rich. Cotton and other crops are different, manage but not only work, but also spraying pesticides is very dangerous, but Xiao Chung Ling is in the heart of a year, a cotton, a cotton, can be incorporated with 89,000 yuan, it will not hesitate to start busy . She is ambitiously ranging from cotton, soon, the cotton in the southwestern in Lu, and all the attacks of the cotton bollworm. This can be embarrassing Xiao Chunling, she has no cotton high, she quickly carries more than 20 kilograms of herbal buckets in cotton field.
She listened to someone, when the hottest in the afternoon, the destination was most effective. She picks up the most in the sun in the afternoon, the hot sun is sunbreaking the cotton field like a large steamer, which makes it often breathe, she has to spray a line and come out and breathe fresh air. At noon a day, because the medicine drum is leaking, she has dizzy, and she was found to be returned by the village. After waking up, she lost her father to discourage, and struggled to return to cotton field ----
The bitterness of Ba Jinba liver finally changed the cotton harvest, but because the cotton purchase price was too low, Xiao Chunling still did not take the money she planned. Cleverly, she moved her brain, what to make money she did.
When she is leisure, she has received the rice, wicker, and also promoted the straw hat and soybeans. Later, she listened to someone who said that the apple of Surabaya was cheap, and she followed the fruit in the village. It took the road to the road every day after dinner. When I was bright, I rushed to Apple Garden. I went back to the bus. In the middle of the man, she pulled a row and she also pulled it. On the road, others eat Apple to quench, she will not be able to eat, and they also leave to give the stepfather, grandfather, grandmother to eat. The only 14-year-old sister who saw the four brothers Shen Jianhua is so hard, and the heart is not in the heart. . He decided to retreat to join the army and stayed to help her sister. Xiao Chunling supported her brother. She secretly persisted a brother: "I am the most envious of the soldiers, what is the end of the family? You can rest assured that I can stay at home."
I couldn't persuade Xiao Chunling, and the stepfather finally agreed.
The four brothers went to the troops, Xiao Chunling took a large plug from the pocket to my brother's hand: "Brother, this is more than 80 yuan, it is 俺 省, you stay with zero, you have to go to the army, you have a good Dry, strive to be an officer back. "Shen Jihua's eyes were humid.
In the Spring Festival of 1997, it was the happiest Spring Festival of Xiao Chunling. In addition to the four brothers, three brothers were back, and three brothers prepared a new year gift for the little girl. Big brother brings her a set of new clothes, and the second brother gave her a red scarf, even the three brothers bought a box of beauty cream. Xiao Chunling hugged a gift from the hut to the outside, smiling, at this time, she recovered the child's nature, so the innocent is active.
Xiao Chunling's joy let the whole family is movement, and the father's face has blinded. He called his son to the bed and said, "You do three brothers do it! Lingling is too bitter, you have this thing, you can forget me, but you can't forget your little girl."
We always love you - ─ ─ friend little girl
In the busy farm, Chun Ling always did not forget to let the father-in-law, a hope, even if the mountain high road is far away, she also took the stepfather. The sky is not a heart, and the disease in the stepfather has improved, sometimes it can take a cane. My brothers are also academic. Big Brother Shen Jianguo has taken a master's degree after completing the scientific industry.
The four brothers Shen Jiahua entered the party and was promoted as a squad leader.
In September 1997, the third brother Shenjun's college entrance examination was successful and was admitted by Shandong College of Traditional Chinese Medicine.
In March 1998, grandmother suddenly seriously ill, before, the old man tightly grasped the hands of Xiao Chunling: "Linger, grandmother does not lose money, there is such a good granddaughter, grandmother is really unhappy!" The old man touched a jade bracelet from the pillow, and Chun Ling heard did not pick up. Grandpa said: Linger, this is the grandmother for you to leave you, you can think of you, this bracelet is the most, you meet your grandmother! Chun Ling taught his bracelet, and the old man closed his eyes as well.
After the grandmother passed away, the four brothers came to the letter, saying that he was preparing for the military academy, you can know that after you die, the family has used a lot of money, he decided to give up. Chun Ling saw the letter, anxious, she immediately found someone to my brother to help, and sent 200 yuan, let my brother buy learning materials. She said: "Brother, the military school is your big thing, but don't delay a lifetime for the difficulties in front of you!" Just thinking about the law of Spring Ling, when you encourage the four brothers, the mother who took a few years suddenly came to the letter. It turned out that when the mother left home, he sneaked a fake divorce certificate. Later, he went to Pingyang County, and found a boss who made food processed to do husbands, and life is still possible. She learned the suffering from the daughter in the past few years, her heart is full of embarrassment. Mother commemorates her daughter to follow Yang County, but also promise to find a good mother home for Xiao Chunling. Reading the mother's letter, Chung Ling's tears won, she hated her mother's ruthless, but it was a self-ended mother! She wants to swite with her mother's arms, and I want to follow my mother a normal girl worry-free life. But how can she abandon this home? Although this home is, but the family is really hurting her love! The kind stepfather saw her worries and advised her: "Ling, you go to your mother, don't blame you, you will be so bitter, you will drag your life, you are also heartless!" Chun Ling bite his lips, double knee in front of the father's bed: "Hey, you can eat it, you can take it." Chun Ling made people a pen to the mother a reply, refused Mother's request.
She as always held this home *. In order to give the four brothers to buy a lot of money, August 1998, Xiao Chunling once again thought of selling blood. Under her and three requests, the doctor took a 300cc blood for her, the original body weak, and she was even more weak. She strongly played the spirit to pay money.
I didn't expect it. When I passed the road, she was hanging down by a big truck full of steel bars, and heavy wheels rolled from her ----
The bad news came, the grandfather couldn't help but hit, and the disease was thrown into the bed, and the fourth degree fainted.
The third brother Shen Jiwen is the first to know the news to get home, he rushed to the body of the sister, crying.
After the second brother Shen Jianjun received the telegram, he didn't eat it in the train for two days, crying and returning from Shanghai back to his hometown.
The big brother who is far from Xi'an's study student's brother Shen Jian Guo Xiaoxun crying. He really can't take it off, and you will send tears to send tears. I will send it to my little girl: Family little girl, you use your mother to provoke a heavy Home; to love little girl, you hold a hope with a fragile side shoulder, we always love you ____ family little girl.
At the same time, I just received a bad news from the Guilin Army College, and he fainted on the training ground on the spot. He also rushed back to his hometown.
According to local customs, not only the funeral can't hold after death, but even the "old forest" of the ancestors cannot be entered.
Xiao Chunling went to the Father's Four years. In addition to changing the surname, the company did not have to report, so she can't think of people in the village. The elders in the village were deeply touched by this "family-friendly woman", not only to break the highest specific funeral, but also in the "old forest" of the ancestors chose a grave. The old people say tears and say: Such a good girlfriend, can't let her get anger.
Liu Hong, a female writer who once interviewed Shen Chunling, also came to participate in the funeral, and wrote a feet for her:
You, like a wild flower,
You, it's also a touch of Yunxia in the horror, quietly, quietly.
The weak shoulders are full of love, and the young hearts trust a complete home. The young years should be like poetry, such as silk, but you are full of hardships and heavy, A martial-free home, deduct a strong truth; a small you, although you can't shock, weep, you can make many people in this emotion.
You are gone, then it is so light, so light, you are so light like the clouds in the sky ----
The love you left is so heavy, so heavy, heavy like a Taishan ----
Not a girl has your own cosmetics, maybe she has never seen it in his life! But she is the most beautiful girl.
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