This is the night sky of the city. I used to be alone here, I am eager to see the stars like this night, see the moon, see some childhood partners, you can see some people who want to forget, but do not forget. I remember that I have a wish, this wish is the next pot of Wenyu, then and some people, for some things to drink. And the night sky of this city, from me here, a wish is far away from me, there is no round month in a starry sky. I have been destined to walk under such night sky. And I also believe that in such a night sky, I don't have a good night. The ancients said that the more the wine is too warm, and the water is more cold. Of course, you are, better, and love people, you are already around me, you carry your own ideals, in another corner of the city, don't know if you also see this night sky, do you want to see the moon, see the stars . The city is lonely, and I am also. And you, like a city, the same, for some things, you can know that I am waiting for you, I am looking forward to your return. I know that your heart is not in this corner. You have floated, but I still fantasize, still in love, although we have been waiting for the night sky, I have been destined to have been in that seven months will be my heart forever. Dream, forever hurt forever. Time will return to a long time ............
Winter night is cold.
The heart of the cold night is also cold, that year's winter, I will not drink, I don't know that story. I don't know if there is a Bai Yushan, I don't know if there is a girl called Athena ...
There will be dawn again, and the long darkness will have the sun brings bright, so the long night has brought a warm warmth of the morning, so I met this Athena.
Athena is sitting in his seat, smiling, the world is like this, she smiled slightly, listening to me on the podium. I looked at her eyes and feels a wise. She kept remembering the notes, saw her mouth, seeing her eyes ................ Since this, I will know, what is to meet each other, what is life. (
Beautiful is often discovered in an instant, suddenly found that there is a colorful color in the winter in life.
Winter is cold, but spring is really beautiful. There are many things that don't need to face it, don't need to understand, you don't need to contact.
There is an illusory thing in this world called the network, and the network can connect the world's corner. And this network actually contacted me and athena. The students who listened classes have disappeared, no longer my student, and athena may always disappear in my sight. Because I am not Athena's teacher, because I have not been a teacher, there is no chance to be her teacher.
It is often some people who have just disappeared, but also because some people are lifted. And this media is the network, this is actually contact us with TCP / IP protocol as the core. Become our never-fluid memory in the youth era ... maybe we call this: love. There is something called the network, there is a feeling called love, there is a relationship called lovers, there is a finale called regret!
Some people have said: When two people meet, they are a miracle, then two people love is tragedy.
The network is connected to the joys and sorrows of countless people, and the network brings a joy of countless people. Love is just the episode, but it is never abrasive.
song.
I have been getting used to flying with ten fingers on the keyboard, beat some things that are not in a smart, when ATHENA's appearance, let me feel that the network has
The power of life, fixed knowing that there is an individual is willing to listen to me, willing to laugh with me, willing to be sad for me.
Everything has become a habit, accustomed to waiting for a person, is used to waiting for a person, accustomed to being a person. When Athena appeared, I always thought that I was happy. Because it is very happy, not only is her happiness, there is another happiness. I
It is very happy.
And everything is not the beauty I imagined, a happy holiday, the most important thing for lovers. Let me remember forever, not because
For its beauty, but because of the pain. Some things can forget, some can deliberately remember, and some things can never forgive.
This reminds me of the song "Hell Angel", there is a saying: you let me go to heaven and push me under hell .........
Riskless moments, sad moment, only athena's only words make me find comfort and comfort when I am in the middle of the night. Ten fingers are still in the key
Dancing, the network has become GSM from the Internet, and the daily exchange, it is essential as eating.
Spring, I didn't see the breath of spring, didn't see the splendid flowers. I heard that Longquan's peach blossoms were very strong, but I didn't see it. At that time I
Didn't think of Bai Xiangshan.
I said it is a betrayal person. I betrayed the blue sky and white clouds of my hometown, betrayed the old parents, betrayed the specialty who didn't participate.
In the industry, betrayed a friend, this time I know that I have been betrayed again ... But, in a late night, I decided to do it.
When I decided to betray, some people said that I gave up a tree with a whole forest. And I said, I have another tree, this tree
Not a big tree, but I am enough for me to stop. So I have a name athena in my life, and I have a more called: breaking
In the words of the fingertips, the air is transmitted, contact two young hearts! Everything is derived from a beautiful.
So I remember a poem: Golden Yuudu is a meeting, but it will win countless!
The days of summer nights, the star is bright! Every child is happy to have your own holiday, happiness, carefree, often I look at them, the city, beautiful and loneliness, these children, are you lonely? You don't have the experience of riding a cattle, there is no water to catch overfish, no food ................ What is we have? What is happiness, what is betrayed, what is it ... What day is this, such a happiness? I remember very clearly that day, a girl, a beautiful, I felt a horrified girl. No lotus leaves, fish ponds without fish. There is no flower book, on the muddy road, we walk, in my eyes, some people are smiling. The pedestrians are secretly seeing us, some show enviable expressions. I don't care about these, I ignore this, always is the girl wearing a red dress. I remembered a poem of Xu Zhaomo: The most is the gentleness of the low, it is very beautiful ... She said, I am her other half, but she feels that I can't enter ... I face She said, maybe you are the person I have been looking for, a person I am looking forward to .......... She cried, crying in my arms, the day of the day is ash, under the rain is wet , * Is dirty, I hug her say, we may not have the future, but no matter where it comes, we will take together ... A disaster in the country, causing unable to match in everyone's heart. Panic. A new noun lets people around the world have remember this word: SARS, facing such panic, countless people are closed, they are fearful, but she is stealing, find all the Internet cafes Finally, I found a place where I can go online, the purpose is only one point: in order to see a letter I wrote. I have no words to this, when I want to express anything. Time has reached the day of opening the Athens Olympics. Thinking of these only have a painful pain. Silent lonely, God in order to punish me, let me still be alone. Stop, write again, wrote again, pain ................ Some people need to fall in love, but what is it brought to everyone? Happiness, happiness, happiness is still happiness? I want to have anything. You can imagine in this morning night sky, sitting alone in the window sill, see this moon, tonight is not round, but I think it will be bright. Just alone, if you like to drink, you can also come to a glass of wine, so I am happy. You think about it quietly, let the air solidify, you miss your past, your present, your friends, your lover, your lover, your enemy .......... Then feel happy and happy. If you are you, what can you think of. So I started recalling ............
Remember clearly, my childhood is a depressed child! I am lively, good, happy reading. But by a long time, I can put a clock like a boy, but I can still restore. I also learned a lot of boy, and I destroyed our most worthless radio, until high school, I made it a sound, and our family no longer needs this thing. My brother often needs to be a farmhouse, I want to be lazy, allocate good work, bargaining. If I have an economical mind, I must have exercised it at that time, but a person is smarter than me, it is my brother.
Every time I do something, as long as I am dissatisfied, my mother will say: You are boss, you should do more, Yun Yun, the original words are blurred. Just remember that the old impression is to eat more, so two in the family, quarrel, the final ending is that I won, it is not good, because I won your brother, I will cry, if you don't comfort it, old Mom is coming back, it is a "gold tor" if I lost, I have some traces on my face, then my mother is coming back to see, it is a fight, because the boss does not see small, the truth does not pass ※ ................ The time is very fast, but the childhood is very happy.
I am a small number of courageies, and my brother is very powerful, and catching fish is a big hobby. But he doesn't like to eat, I like it with my mother, so the world is heavy, and our home has a fish to eat, and my mother is the most blessing.嘿嘿
Our family has a small river, and our family starts to raise ducks in order to increase income when he read primary school. So I and my brother have a new activity in the holiday, that is, put duck. I don't know how many times in the thoughtfulness of the elementary school. I don't know if the teacher is boring.
Put the duck is very fun, the hometown is a basket, I have always thought that other places should be the same. After this idea has been returning to Hong Kong in 97 years, I left my hometown, I understood that the blue sky in my hometown is less. The big place arrived before 97 is 64 km away. Put the duck is very bored, so there is amateur activity, what catch the field, picking the mulberry, picking yellow horn teeth ......... These things are very familiar with my brother, for me, not so powerful, but still Nice. So the life of the duck is very happy. But happiness sometimes pays the price, often playing, the duck will not see a few, then the mother's gold tor will appear .........
Continue ... Say here, everyone may think that I am writing these very bored. If you are bored, you will tell you, I will change your ideas. Maybe you will feel that my mom is very fierce. In this way, I didn't think it was a child when I was hit by her. This is necessary to discuss this problem. When you say this, you must talk to my family. My family said, a total of 5 people, the longest generation is Grandpa, we call Agong, the most prestigious, the most elder, the oldest old man, and it is 85 years old. He blessed his old man in this first. East China Sea, Shoubi Nanshan ... then is the mother, mother, they want to let us study, you are tired. We also rebounded, only bless them all in a foreign land. Home is a small town, there are many specialty products in my hometown, there are a lot of very good things. We can't forget the blue sky of our hometown, Baiyun, and Qingshan. Located in the southeastern edge of the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau, you have this green hill, green water ............ Beautiful thing is very much. Childhood, and even revente countless bits. These I don't know if I want to see it, I miss me again.
When I remember the university, the image of my hometown is blue sky, white clouds, green hills, bacon, lamb, roll powder, watermelon, * raspberry, etc., and the most profound thing is that the bacon, sausage, tofu milk and other things are me. Mom is making it, the taste is a word: cool, the bacon, the sausage does not compare with other places, because there is no comparability. This approach is special, due to climate, many other places are not suitable for production. Our bacon is also called oil or jar meat. Let's first marinate the meat and dry it with the fried, and finally put it in the jar. There is a great difference in smoking with other places, so that bacon is more fragrant, and the color is better. Sausage is not smoking, but directly dry, plus our spices, cool! And the tofu, my mother's craftsman, taste, I am not good, I have no one, no one doesn't say good, there is the most difficult to forget the cuisine, the taste and other are different, just fried dishes very good to eat. The things in memory are deeply engraved, and they will never have to see familiar things. When I see the memory, everything is clear and blurred. At the time of elementary school, my family did a lot of things, such as raising pigs, raising rabbits, raising chicken, and raising ducks. These are only able to make me and your brother can be able to study, maybe it is luck, maybe it is a sense of God, always makes a lot of crises in our family, when pigs, sometimes the pig is dead, the rabbit is dozens of death .......... Parents face these only helplessly accept facts, helpless and life fighting. But they have never given up one thing: let me read it with your brother. The father is a high school student. When he graduated, he was still an intellectual, and the factory mine was allocated. He didn't go, and became a peasant of a local road. Most of our children have come from him. At that time, I felt that my father was very Ok, never hit us, don't marry us and understand a lot of things. I feel that my father is very great. The mother is basically a illiterate, and there is no chance to read it without reading. That is, she has not completed the wish to be implemented in us, so they are firmly believed, let the children read. Looking at classmates who gave up academics because of family reasons, I have always thought that our family is the best family. Without the teachings and efforts of parents, I have already stayed at the sky at home, and I will never let go ... and I am now living in another world and is also the result of my parents.
At the beginning of junior high school, the price was still low, but for our family, tuition fees were already loaded. It's okay to learn results. Every time I will, my parents will listen to the news, which is a great comfort to them. I remember that we have money to calculate with a division. I remember that I will be paid because of the story of the story, and I have to do everything, I'm buying all the corners. My brother is usually not zero money. So those are accumulated. From primary school to high school, my brother is less than 100 yuan. At that time, the family was more difficult to live, and it feels good to eat, and it is not expected to have zero money. After graduating from junior high school, it was also popular in technical schools, secondary schools, and mother wanted to send me to study, but because of the low score, the tuition is very expensive, I chose high school. High school learning, began to feel very taste, very borus, I still feel that I should read the teacher. At that time, I didn't know what the university was concept. I didn't know what my last one was, and when I was coming, I found that high school reading is so interesting, and a teacher said to me, you have to work, you have to go online. At that time, I gave it the meaning of a good university. At that time, I suddenly understood that I was able to take a university. But in the heart, I still don't know what the university is like until I get the university notice. High school, everyone like a war, the teacher worried, parents worried. But we are not worried, or just learn, the same continues the original life, but the pressure of learning is more. High schools are fast class is the model class of Demchang Middle School. We have a lot of preferential treatment, including the only class of 3 sports classes in history. This is our class committee for reasons for learning. The school agreed. Later, it is basically an exam every day. The test is generally finished, and the third lesson has become our physical education class, and our sporting equipment is also very complete, including badminton, table tennis, basketball, key , Football, volleyball, etc. At that time, the scene of the high-third national sports is also rare. I didn't see a class in the history of the school. However, they didn't see the class score. So good, we Didn't let the school disappoint. Created a record of an enrollment in history. During the period, there was a period of time due to mistakes, did not test an important exam, teacher, parents thought that I was in parallel, and I would like to be silent. I remember very strange, I have the smallest in the class and the weakest, but I basically no one dares to bully from primary school. And some other students grow up higher than me, sometimes it is often bullied. When the life of high school is to end, I made a huge mistake, this error determines my life. This error makes me not to make up for the university. I have been making up in the future, and the future may still put me in our own hands. Later, I came to the university, and the university life was very rich, maybe I will write more. Still now ............
The days have passed, the blue clouds that are floating are no longer, and they are looking for himself. The sound of the sound sparrows outside the house also indifferent. At this time, I remembered Bai Xiangshan and I remembered the peach blossom and there were a network. I remember to contact the computer for the first time. It is in high three, it seems to be an apple machine. It is also very much like it is like it. Basically, that is the first image. There is no network concept, and it may have a research institute at that time. Time is constantly slipping, and human beings continue to create civilization at sacrifices naturally, this does not know that human civilization or human destruction. This is a development of society, online tide and information tide. At that time, we didn't catch this trend, and the wind tides have been in the climax period, I entered the university and learned the death of the death. I have entered the university, I remember to see a poem at the time: I will be here to sing, I will be melancholy ........... I forgot the full sentence. But I have always remembered the overall sad atmosphere of the poem. Finally, I wrote: At the street, I have been separated from one party; in the deep wall of the high court, I will feel vague in the dark ... At that time, I felt that college is sad, or university is painful and happy. After 7 years, I still remember the feeling of separating my home for the first time, I still remember the feeling of alone in a lonely city ...
Remember that is a summer afternoon, accurate is August 27, 1997. I invited a bunch of friends to play at home that day, and I will send it to me.
I just know that I am not too far, but I have never been so far behind me after reading. I just know that I have to sit.
Train for about 14 hours.
I am walking with my cousin, he is in this city. This means that there is no parent's escort, which is later only for me.
One person went to the school to report the foundation. I am only reported by many students.
Remember that the train is very crowded. There is no experience in the distance in the distance. When I take a big bag, the train is crowded.
Wake me up, go out. Hot summer, crowded trains, strange tastes, there is also a big shift from the front of the car, full of stinky
sweat.
The first time I came to the big city, I didn't feel the slightest, there was no joy. And feeling that it is depressed, and always remembered the eyes of the parents on the platform. And another feeling also spreads, that is, the passion of letting it. In a piece of 17 years of sky, of course, I want to let go, I am a rebellion, and the family gave me a constraint, let me feel the sky. I am not a fairy person, I always desire outside the world, but I don't know what I am looking for, what to find.
But happiness will not continue for a long time, but I have been starting with simple meals in my family in a few days, as well as my mother's hand made of tofu and Douban, salted pickles and so on. And the university gave me a great space, but I will not use it. When I walked in the campus for the first time, I feel a little big.
- Four years in a hurry, my hottest youth is spent on less than 1,000 mu of land, and most of the time is still in a room that is less than 30 square meters. And the four years of the era let me understand that I have not belong to the small town with blue sky, and that floating this mutton soup. So in the city's lonely night, I actively became a frequent visitor of the self - study room. Although I still didn't remember those English, I was still bitten by mosquito, still being launted by my classmates. But the four years of time makes me proud, there are about a few: 1, I am all the only one of the righteousness, the teacher, the successful striker. 2, as a scientific student, publish countless, mixed in the teacher's literary society ... 3, although there is no fortune, but the female biopsy is very good, the other boys are itchy, some people actually want to cut my impulse 4, although people are not handsome, their virtue is very good, although there is no love, but there are many happy. 5. Participate in the event, create a association, so far. University has a lot of life, want to know, please see the "Teacher's Walk" before this article, Baidu can search, author name: broken red dust
The article wrote here, I should return to my theme, and I went up my protagonist. I have entered the school in 1997, which is the year of Hong Kong. The 97-level person is very poor, everything is the last wave, of course, the most cute, because they finally inherited the cuteness and rusticity of this 70s, and I born in the 1980s, but I owner 70s That kind of feelings.
If I don't care, when Athena enters the school, I should be a big three, that is, she should be a 99-level student, that is, Macao returns to the year. I think maybe between 1999 and 2002, maybe a certain time, a teacher, or a library, or a canteen, we have long met ... maybe, we have passed on the road, maybe Sitting in the library to face self-study ... At that time, I was not a teacher, she is not my student.
And this is a fantasy. In fact, when we look at the hacker empire, we really live in a fantasy space, a virtual world, all the program, I am also thinking about what the world is so bad. Is it explained everything?
At that time, I met a lot of teachers, and I also met a lot of outer girls. Basically, in addition to the presence of the sports department, I have known girls. But in the end, I found that I have a lot of people who know the Chinese department. I don't know because of the huge reason for the Chinese people's staff or because I and Chinese have a girl, and Athena is the Chinese girl.
