Many times, I am not a good daughter.
I am drinking when I am depressed, I smoke when I drink it; I am a quarrel with you, when I am angry.
I hurt myself, in your painful eyes, let your own grievances are satisfied; I don't have to work in the base class.
Four years of college times; I have been studying, but I have not admitted to public fees;
I used to like a man who is a big 14-year-old, I don't understand, how should I get love; and in my love?
When you have a letter, it is hurt again.
Mom, these, I dare not tell you
That pain is my own, I can always bear; tell you, let you hurt my pain, it is what I can't bear.
Sometimes I am thinking, if my father is still, everything will be different.
I will also have a firm belief in love and marriage like other happiness and simple girls.
But my mother, I can't go back.
Everything I have encountered, but the church, what is called, the world is impermanent
Dad is ill, Dad is very uncomfortable, Dad is lying in bed
I am small, my father's 呻吟 is my panic, I can't understand, how did the disaster suddenly come?
Dad wants to be kidney transplant, we don't have so much money.
Dad's school, your school, other schools, you will take a little bit, get a little bit
Some people understand, some people say, you have to pay again.
You took the 100,000 yuan to Chongqing, and the train was almost steal. You grab the money from the thief.
Then Dad also went, I followed my father, send him. In front of everyone, Dad turned over and looked at me and cried. I do not know
That is likely to be born, I escape from the crowd, my father's tears make me embarrassment
In summer, I am at home, learn to buy dishes, learn to cook
Go to the market to buy five dollars of meat, eat two days, no refrigerator, buy more, you can't eat bad
I ate a summer tomato ball soup, loofah meatball soup, tomato burning meatball, loofah burning - I will only do this
Vegetables
Summer passed, Mom and Dad came back.
I thought that Dad's illness is already good, I think happiness is coming.
The next winter holiday is my happiest winter holiday. We went back to the grandfather in the New Year, go to the mountain, Dad said, this is
The trial of Huashan Mountain, there is a tiger, fox in the front of the mountain, now there is only a rabbit; there is Bitan on the mountain, and there is a tannen.
The statue, so the place where Grandpa live is called Longtan; there is a friend of my father and a friend on the hill, and there is a very fragrant tea.
In the evening, everyone played mahjong.
We also fight, and the sister of the uncle, my brother, who wins, takes the money to buy snacks.
This is the last happy time, after my childhood is rapid
Dad is isolated
He began to take medicine, eat a lot of drugs
Shadow is coming again
Mom tells me that my father's condition, let me know that my father know; I have been worried if my father asks, I can't
Very good, but Dad never asked me.
I don't know if he is doubtful for his condition, maybe it is vague; but he doesn't ask me, although in everyone
I am a suggested gap in the alliance of good deception. I think he is afraid to scare me, I am likely to be
He asked the moment that collapsed
What can I do, the only thing I can do is, then, then, secretly squatting on the ground, I believe there is an old man.
, I gave him a hoe, I want my father to get better, even if I use my happiness, or my life, I will not do it.
When another winter, his body is getting worse, often nosebleed, it is difficult to stop; the stomach has also fallen, have to live
Go to the hospital.
I went to see him, and I was hurt by the car at the entrance of the hospital.
Thirty nights in the New Year, Dad can't go home, my mother accompany him in the hospital.
I am at home, watch the Spring Festival Evening.
Laugh laugh, it's all others.
I have started school, my fracture is not good, I have to test high school immediately, my mother doesn't let me lack, so I will go to school.
. The school is in the middle of the mountain, there is approximately three or four floors high, and the top 100 levels of the level. Sometimes I jump on myself, jump
Mom is carrying me.
So long, so high ladder
And I am 14 years old, a high, one meter six
I can't go to the toilet. When I am under get out of class, I only wait until noon to wait in school, everyone will go home.
I am waiting for my mother to give me a meal in the classroom, then go to the toilet.
Our family has been very difficult, mother should take care of Dad, send me to school, she wants to go to class, no one can help us
Such a day, one day
I have achieved results in the middle school, it is not bad. But Dad did not see me on high school, he was sent to Chongqing, but it did not make it
surgery.
Mom said that before he did it, he wanted to treat me well, and he must let me admit college.
Dad is in the taxi
Dad can't do it, my mother wants to take him home.
There is a hundred kilometers from Chongqing to home and called a taxi. Mom lied to the driver said that Dad is so good, I am eager to go home. Do not
However, the driver will be taboo
Then, Dad's breathing is getting weaker.
He didn't get home
My poor mother
The outside is the dark night, the rugged mountain road, Dad's breath is a little weak, and the father's body is a little cold;
Can cry, can't be sad, can not be 恸, she wants to deceive the driver, safely bring my father home
Since then, in order to breathe in the taxi, the cold father
For the huge blow, I still have to force my grief mother.
There is no more fear in my destiny.
I have passed the last 14-year-old summer; the childhood is also over.
I am with my mother.
I have started at high school. I looked at my classmates. How transparent and cute they are.
I am with them, no longer the same.
In those years, I am obviously unhappy.
Autumn, a week, no longer talk to classmates; I think my father, but I have closed my eyes but always think that he is lying in the coffin,
Turn into a skull, a white bone
I and my mother, we never cry before the other side.
Mom, later you have encountered Liu Bo.
I cried, I am doing, I said I want to move out, go to school to live
I said, Liu Bob him is just your husband, he is not my father. My father has died, I will not have my father.
I no longer need my father, and after I am, my father is eternal vacancy. This is the sacrifice of my father.
I condemned you, why can't you love Dad for a lifetime?
I hate it in you, Dad and my home, there is a stranger's intrusion
One day, a classmate is very embarrassed to smile, say, I saw your mother, and a man
The face of the classmate is in front of me, I am proud, smile is very glaring.
I gave her a slap in my way.
In fact, you are right, I will go to school very quickly, my mother, Liu Bo is taking care of you, I am also more assured university, you give me 500 yuan each month.
There is roommate in the dormitory, and the family is very rich, and parents have opened a BMW. She is very familiar with her hands, and the living expense is not enough;
Later, her mother only gave 800 a month, she often complained.
Sometimes I advise her, saying that the money is almost
She said that it is different, your mother has a thousand gave you five hundred; my mother doesn't know how much money, I will give me this.
Her mother will buy a lot of good things to her.
I am not awkward.
Mom, you can't give me more
Because you give me, it is almost yours.
So mother, but if you can make money, you don't want you to give me.
I am doing a tutor, from Sichuan, I have been riding to the east section of the Second Ring Road, and the cycling is really cold in winter.
High, I can go to the etiquette of the sugar liquor, go to the cigarette promotion, wearing fine high heels, standing in the hotel lobby
In the mall, stand all day
At the beginning of the feet, the feet will be swollen one day.
Later, I stood out, I didn't hurt.
I am still very sorry.
Big one to the big three, escape, sleep lazy, watch the novel
The class is never on, the book is never seen.
In the next decision, English has not been four levels, from the base class to undergraduate class
I have never dared to tell you.
The inquiry is impossible, I want to find a job, I don't want to spend your money again.
You don't want to make me postgraduate
I think maybe I can take a public fee, so I started preparing in October.
I moved out of the dormitory and lived in the house in the revolutionary institution. The light is not good in the room, but also open the light during the day; no balcony, I
In the room, you can only judge the weather in the sky; very wet on the ground, my knees have always hurt
These are still good, my most uncomfortable is to open up to you.
Because of the review, I can't go out and work, but the rental fee of rent, various counseling classes, the money is not enough; each time
Opening you, I want to cry
Plus other things, that time, often one person, cry in the room, don't turn on, cry, I really want to sleep.
, Wake up, go to my self-study
But I still can't take a public fee.
Summer vacation, your school is going to repair a house, very good location, internal offer price
But I have to read research.
On that day, I pinched the money you came, crying all the way.
Mom, you can't give me more
Because you give me, it is almost yours.
There will be no more love each other than us, right, mother
Winter holiday home, you said that you as long as I am happy, find a good job, find a good husband
Mom I promise you, I will study hard, live, find a good job, find a good husband, if you can't get it, you can't get it.
I will also be a good person.
Mom, your fifty-year-old birthday, I will call you, in the noise, you said, uncle aunt, the aunt is coming, very
lively
Yes, my mother is going to be so lively. If I choose, I don't want to give you the opportunity to express your great strength.
Unparatorared courage, I also as long as you are happy, like other people, in Mahjong and the small dishes, chat with eight
In the middle, ordinary peace, this day is like this
Yes, my mother, your happiness is my happiness; just like my happiness is your happiness.
Your birthday, I can't go home so, my mother, I have to send this post to the forum of our school, I want to invite each person who sees this post, help
I wish you health and happiness! forever happy!
