We are not alive because we are afraid of death, because we have love, dreams!
The value of life is to use your cherish to express!
Mr. Xiao Li
Every choice of life, seems to be in love or fall in love after experiencing something that is uniform.
Fall in love with this boring thing, it is because of death experience!
Since the computer becomes a job, I will hate the grimity of the computer! Every time I see the computer, I am afraid of tears. I only hope that one day, I can completely throw the computer, and the end of the earth is completely.
That day, that day!
I am ill, I have different diseases! The previous disease is strictly complied with the rules of "episodes - pain - improve". But this disease is an increase in flavor, there is no sign of improvement. Later, painful three days and three nights were not in progress, and everywhere was spasm. I am a whole body to the extreme, but the twitching body makes me unable to lie down, let alone sleep.
I changed a few doctors, when I couldn't find out the case, I used the medicine only to the snow, and it was confirmed that the doctor has always used the opposite drug). At that time, the whole person was like a mud, and I couldn't do anything. I was afraid that I took a cup to drink mouth.
People are more and more desperate, I took a look at the window with the eye angle, I saw two familiar figure: two young people who often play games on the street. Usually, I always hate it does not fight for them. But at this moment, I finally understood that the happiest thing was walking, upload online.
I actually liked the bag on his back, I know that the backpack is almost absolutely nothing. Their pockets have never been more than twenty dollars (are all online), will they buy a brick? But at that time, I think that backpack is a dream, although I don't know if I can install something.
The doctor "live horses (属) is a dead horse doctor" I have been able to protest in the practice. A needle is tied into my body, I feel unprecedented suffocation, and I will turn down the turbidity of a group. Each cell is eager to earn, but there is no strength to struggle. Just like it was tied by the five flowers, the hard plugged in had just to bring their own pork cages, then put into the rolling septic tank. I opened my eyes and I hope I see the needle of the needle. The nurses easily said: "After the bottle is hanging, there are three bottles ..."
I can't hear what I said, the world has become quiet! In front of you, you jump, just like Win32's screen protected, as if you have a series of windows to make me choose.
The pain suddenly disappeared, but there is no feeling of comfort. The body rises, but there is no feeling of flying ...
Did I go to the strange world? At this moment, I finally understand that "death" is how simple and not worth afraid - there is no pain, no trouble, no loneliness ... There is no fearful thing.
But I don't want to die, because the world is too strange - there is no darkness, but there is no bright; there is no cold, but there is no warmth; there is no resentment; but there is no love ...
I know that the death of the world is not a white paper, because I can write something on the white paper; not a smoked light smoke, because the smoke is returning to the track; not the vacuum outside the universe, because of the vacuum It is always filled ... Just a day, there is no taste in your world, no color, no sound, no feeling, and you have no fear, no, no happiness, no sadness ... then When the world can't change you, you can't change this world anymore. The world will not give you a sand again, you have no ability to send half of the dust for the world! You don't remember what your original world is like, you will not know what kind of world is still in what the original world can never imagine what you have, where is you, and scattered ... Now, mine The world is black, that is, I haven't going to the strange place yet. I tried to find a sound because I know that someone is called me. It is a relative, a friend, is my future, or a wife who has not met, even the son in a strange world.
I am too important, no one can replace it in this world. I strive to find the feelings around, where is my body, where is my breath ... Oh, I am warm, hot, pain, roll, everything seems to have changed, but I have changed ...
When I woke up, I found that my body is blood. Nurses who have flowed tears told me: I just sneaked, I am weak, I am sitting more than anything, hard to pull the needle, leading to the blood vessel ... I can't remember, but I know, that is Because I don't want the little need to take me away!
My friend called suing the hospital, because their misdiagnosis and the medication caused me to cause great pain and harm. I laughed and swayed, I think it is that I have changed my experience. In the past, the heart is deep, fear, hatred, greed, and weak personality, self-confidence, happiness, and hope full of every day.
Previously, for programming, I hope that I can have achievements, on the one hand, I am deeply sick in it: it is rigorous with flexibility, and these two things are my most lacking. But now I am a sense of programs and a sudden feeling, I don't know more professional knowledge, but I know another meaning of programming: A program and a life of how similar life! A bunch of lifeless media, with our hands arranged, it became a program that can dance! Write a program like a child, we hope that our children are healthy, happy, and is useful to society.
I haven't many seats in my dormitory to the office. I have almost always drive on the car. Now I picked a roundabout, walking. Looking at the twilight bamboo forest, admiring the birds around, and then seeing almost I scared, with a group of bony hens ... The meaning of life is your love for it.
Despite one day, we still have to go to the strange world, we should have no regrets, because we have seriously passed it in a lifetime.
We should not be afraid, where it is where we came to this world ...
