The biggest happiness in this life is to meet you two years ago, the online game "Legend" is a moment, I am one of the obsesses. I have improved very quickly, and I have played it at level 34, but when I went to Level 35, my footsteps did not go forward. In this game, level 35 is a huge hurdle, and there are few people who have crossed this hurdle.
Because I have been getting closer, I am a little annoying, so I invited a mage. His personal information shows: Master, Male, 29. Online games are interactive interactions, and the progress will be fast. He agreed.
This mage is told, I will go online, I am (online language, find, hit the meaning of the meaning), then we will refine together. In the past, I went online from the Internet, and later gradually developed a habit, and I was on the line.
One day, after 8 hours of war, I finally rose to level 35. At that time, the crowded people stacked (online), at that moment, I feel very proud.
The mage of the grade with me is warm, Jiangsu Taizhou people. Later, in more and more chat, I gradually felt that this should be a woman. I asked, really.
On a winter morning, I have a cold, a person lying in the dormitory. The phone suddenly sounded, it was warm. She asked me if I was sick. I am strange how she knows. She said when I was online M, I found that my brother played online with my identity, so I learned that I was ill.
A warmth passed my heart. As an online playmate, I can hold a greetings when I was ill, it is very touched.
We have more contacts. Many noon, or after 5:30 pm, we will call. She always hangs up my phone and then gave me. She is moving to me is often in such a detail.
I asked her to have a boyfriend, she said, "I already have my husband." That day, I found that I was a bit faint.
For the first time, she was saddened, she said she may have a long time to come online. I asked her why she was embarrassed. I suddenly guessed, "Is there a baby?" She said: "There is still not yet, his family hopes to have one." At present, the computer screen becomes blurred in my eyes. I think, maybe she will never come online. She didn't speak, I can feel that she is also crying.
That day, I took her to see the sea (Note: Online). When I look up at the sky, I asked her: "Do we contact it later?" She said: "For you, my mobile phone number will never change." That day we said a lot similar to the mountains, but we It is very reasonable and not challenged. Finally, I wish her happiness, she said: "I have my husband, I will be happy."
Early the next morning, she sent a text message: The biggest happiness in this life is to meet you. It turned out that when I chatted with me last night, her husband stood behind her, and she said the last sentence was not true.
○ I really want to have one day you become the bride on my red carpet.
I have been saving money, preparing to see her in Jiangsu.
In September 2003, she said she had to go to Yangzhou to participate in the classmates in October.
I took a 12-hour car rushed to Yangzhou. It is very strange until she takes me to knock on the door of the hotel, I have no excitement feeling, it seems to just meet with a very familiar old friend. One hit, I haven't come to see her look, she shouted my name, I crossed me, I took it to the stool in the room, and I held my face with my hand. Her look is very cute.
The next day, she went to participate in the classmates, all the day, I stayed in the hotel. Until 6 pm, I heard the knock on the door. Let's eat together, shopping. We walked a lot of road that night. When she arrived at her relatives, we were silent. I know that she can't stay in Yangzhou, so I sigh: "If time can I buy it!" I used the forefinger to hit her thumb, but in the end, I still released.
I just returned to the hotel, and her phone came. We finally told each other's words. I said: "I really want to have a bride on my red carpet." She cried. I immediately played the taxi to her relatives.
Her relatives actually had her own, and relatives went out to travel.
We finally hugged together
That night, we took a night. She said, in the Internet, she thought of with me 10,000 times, but she could not find the right chance to divorce her husband.
In Yangzhou's days is very short, only 48 hours and 25 minutes before and after, and the time we are together is only a few hours. However, it is the happiest time in my life.
When I broke up, I urged her: "Let's go with me." She said: "Well to Wuhan? I can go to Wuhan to find a job." I suddenly realized that I was just a student, I didn't have to give her everything. . I said: "Don't be stupid, wait for me to say that I love you, I will make you a bride." We agree: Whether the time has been in the past, we will come together when we have the opportunity to appear.
I finally couldn't help but ask: "What happened between you?" He said: "No, there is no from the head to the end. If you happen, you maybe the end will not be the same."
○ is the time when it is reasonable
Warm told me that after I know me, she knows what is love. In the past, her husband asked her that she didn't love him, she always nodded, never talk, because she didn't love him. After we call or send text messages every day. Often, my short message fee for me is more than 200 yuan, and a mobile phone battery is only available for one day.
At the end of October 2003
She suddenly asked me
"I really have so good, worthy of you? I sometimes feel that I don't match it." I asked her what happened, she said that it is a new problem. I guess she may be pregnant. She said: "I am sorry. I have sent you two emails. You have time to see." I am more convinced that my judgment is more, say: "No matter what happens, I have said that I have said to you in Yangzhou. . I am a person who considers the problem. No matter what happens, I love you. You have to take care of your body. "She didn't hear the meaning in my words, and I still said something.
I went to see the mailbox. The title of her first letter is that you will always be my pride. She said that she likes is not my online equipment, but my person, she is only for me. I met me, I became her legend.
The second letter did not have a title, I really saw the word "pregnancy". She said that when she was pregnant, she was 懵, I feel that I have something eligible to say love me. No matter where I decide, she accepts, she will love me silently.
I gave her back text message: I believe I will see it. I am a bit concern, but I don't mind. I don't want to write inexplicable letters, I have said it later.
Her change is in winter vacation. I waited for 4 days, I didn't wait until her phone. I know that she is thinking about something. I have been big, I will go to Taizhou to find a job after I have been preparing for a winter vacation. Later, I called me, she asked me: "Do you really think about Taizhou?" I said: "This winter holiday is too small. I don't want you to have the idea but don't say it." She said: " Sorry, I think you give up the future is not worth it, I am guilty. "
I arrived at Taizhou on February 19, 2004.
I want to persuade her face.
However, we still didn't talk. I said that I can see her every day in Taizhou. She asked: "You think about it, how can you withstand the facts around others in other people?"
When I talked, I finally understood that in addition to worrying about me, she didn't want her parents. If she is with me, they will definitely be sad. Her father-in-law is very powerful, her job is to rely on their relationship. I can give her material in the future, but other aspects, such as the work, I can't give it.
February 23, 2004
We conducted the last conversation
I finally asked what I had been in my heart: "Can you tell me honestly, is you happy after you are pregnant?" She said that she did not have any ideas and psychological preparations for pregnancy. I said, why is this child? She didn't know. From her attitude, I know that she is not happy, she is just accustomed to life.
I asked her again: "Do you love him?" It was surprised that her answered is totally different from the original: "I have no problem with him, there is no problem, it is a kind of family. "I really let me be sad, not her left, but her sentence. I know I should leave.
Morning
I called her.
She asked me when I came again, I said I didn't know, maybe I didn't come forever, maybe after a long time. She cried very sad and said: "Sorry, I will wait for you." I am very strange why she still said this.
After that, I put it into the job. My family hopes that I will stay in Wuhan, but I stubbornly went to Shenzhen, I would like to leave it thoroughly.
On the first day of Shenzhen, I quietly went to Thailand. I am waiting outside her unit, silently watching her last eye. When I came back, I spit over the river. I have not told her. In fact, I am very dinker, but I will try to adjust myself to the best state before I see her.
The experience of finding work in these months made me realize that life is not easy, I think: I have no ability, how can I talk to her? People are reality. If we are together, I can't give her a good life, is it loved?
Even if I have the ability one day, I will not see her. The component of her sentence is too heavy, and everything has been overthrown.
Now I also want to understand, should not destroy others' families. If the emotion is awkward, then now, it is time to return.
