I am getting deepering now, I should start my original choice should be wrong. I started from choosing this school. Because I have overestimated myself, I always thought that as long as I work hard. I will be better than others, and I have been as good as the famous college students. However, the plan and ideals are always too general, too much change, too unhappy, only the reality is specific, really impact you, change you the power of! Only if you have to reality, I will gradually understand and understand the self - a blind, weak, ordinary person, ordinary can't ordinary, especially the road to the road, even more wrong, In order to understand, from October 2003, it costs that I have a year of youth years, and I will never come back! Despite the beginning of the beginning of this road, I will prepare for hardships, and I didn't expect it, even more confused, fascinated, breathless, is from ignorant and prosperous Guess, returning to reality is that mistakes think only to make up for the excellent conditions of the outside world, thinking that he can always find a clear correct road and walk, misunderstanding and ignore the class industry The results are flat, even in the second semester makeup and physics re-repairs, and what do I did? In the first phase, I didn't care about English, one yuan fell, but I was stunned by blindly optimistic about the prospects. I have to be stupid, and I will find my own positioning, go to self-study C , and reset it as much as I don't care. The second phase of the school must open C and there is a half in C , and even the depth of the class will not ran to make up the lively, and the compilation of a statement does not understand the operating system. Fa, I want to be stained with Linux, and the result is a painful situation. Poor is that I haven't woken up, and I will go to PHP, I want to build a website construction. In Apache, MySQL, the shallow water is configured in the shallow water area, but also a horrible shape It's really a wolf! And indexed linear algebra, discrete mathematics is far away, the eyes are: multi-calculus and physics removal have not started, and the level 4 is imminent, and the bag is still a brick, dead, dead Pick-up << In-depth understanding of computer system >>, now I am clear, lesson is such a few words, computer science and technology are such a discipline, it is from deep understanding and mastering computer. Great inventions, it is not to say that you will use Photoshop to perform image processing, you will use some of the tools to enter other people's systems, and build websites to build websites with ready-made server software. It is true that it is not easy to make a master above, but according to our own and the country is paying for university education, those things are far less, because those things are relatively low, real computer science, is a more advanced mathematics, The physical knowledge is closely integrated, and it is a science that is in depth from the perspective of machine and information. And our overall learning schedule is: a big one, the computer culture foundation, computer operation foundation, which is the foundation for the high school higher algebra, and the initial understanding is a computer! At the same time, the physics of the second studies has made some basic applications of calculus, as well as discrete mathematics, very important professional basic courses and numerical analysis.