Sunday, February 27, 2005, rain is slightly small snow
Today is the first day after I broke up with you, I try to keep myself normally. Just like the old days you said, it seems to be cooperated with our breakup, tears. I put all my attention in my work. I am very busy very busy. I think I can withstand something, but I am wrong! Just as I saw you, all my "efforts" are useless. After the moment of joy, my heart seems to be smashed by a huge and cold hand! I lost all the perceptions! I am machinery, numb, I don't know what to do. You are trying to avoid me, quickly cross the crowd, faceless, cold, let me feel cold! I really have a lot of words to tell you, but what? I'm speechless. We are all ordinary people, they are pursuing a happiness belonging to them. But I can't do this simple thing, ask me what qualifications and what do you say? Our personality is very understanding, just like this, I will also hurt. My side sounded this "good heart", but I can't afford it at this moment, it is ah, who is "good"! what are you doing now? In the class, I have been self-study in the evening. When I was the most exciting, I will start to organize the work desk, ready for the chair in the room, adjust the heating (to wait for you to open, express it. ). I still have these things today, will you come? Ha ha! I just like to deceive yourself! I want to pick up the phone countless times, find my love - Xiao, but I am still ..., oh ....... Perhaps this is my only way to talk to you, let my heart can have a moment of warmth, when I close your eyes, you will appear around me. Baby, have you been there today? Don't eat more rice, you have to eat more rice, rest more, and your good friends, female lovers, more chat, play cards, eat snacks, so it will be better. So I think it is still very fortunate, but fortunately, you are not like me, or I will be more sad. 44 days, 1056 hours, 63360 points, 3801600 seconds, how long? Very short, very long, or ... I don't know, but I am very clear that I miss you very much, I miss you ... 8:30, I will go back to the next night, you have to go back. Let's! ^ _ ^. Let me wait here, I think I will take a wait, slowly waiting, slowly enjoy it, I believe I will wait until I want to wait. Ok, baby (no matter what you let me call this, listen to me this time!) When you check the room, you should take some clothes, don't be cold. rest early! love you!
