January 13, 2005
Mom died because of cancer this morning. . . Eight hundred miles will go home, tears full. . .
October 3, 2004
My only remember is only betrayal in my heart, love is not there. I can't let it feel, I am very tired. And everything has become a reality. Born in this world, it is always forced by others, go Obey the so-called guidelines. There is always someone who is not worth it. If you really think about it, if you think that you are not worth it, that is, my love is not worth it. The reality is cruel, the reality tells us: When you abide by the law Under the premise of morality, you can pursue your own happiness; no one can force us to be as high as they. What is a man responsible?
October 26, 2003, I read "乞囝 囝 囝" - Lai Dong is very moving! I have learned a person to learn to be patient, I have to learn to love, I have to honor my parents in time, willing to be strong, I have to work hard, and I am determined. Learn to take care of others, learn to love others, exercise, and enhance your body. Real patience is to give up self-esteem, but keep in mind the mission! A person's status source and his economic status! People are extremely poor, but people have no status! So I have to do it to others, make a good side to see others! Everything is born
October 25, 2003
I have heard the familiar voice, I am very happy, but I have no more words, although I haven't heard her voice, but I feel like this. If a kind of words, it seems that it is yesterday, just as I just, I heard it, it's like that ...
I just feel a distance, one can make people feel far more distant distance, so what can I still say? I don't know how, my heart has a sad feeling, I feel a kind of helpless ...
I can't help but think of the last sentence that Gu Long said when I left this world - "Why don't I know the girl?" That must be a very sad, very beautiful feeling, maybe because of young, maybe Because I haven't had a experience of love, so although, I can feel deep sadness after deep love, but still have a child who doesn't know how to know.
Although I don't think about his idea, I just think, "Why do I know that the girl I listen to me to say a few words?", But I seem to think that I can understand he.
17:17 2003-12-24 I don't want to buy my gloves, just want to find a feeling that is cared, it is warm. If you say it for me, I will also smile, don't use, your heart is gone; because we are not in a world ...
After so long, I feel that I can't even have my own mood. Many things are not we wishing us. I don't know her. I am far away from her. She doesn't know me. I have now fully appreciated: there is no mutual communication, it is impossible to have emotional sparks.
I have written to tell her, I really want to have a person who is in my shoulder, she wrote to me, don't love love. She is right, but I am wrong. We are all looking for, but it is not a person who is going to find. I sent her a few days ago, I was "this life", I am afraid that she is not used to Christmas (she is Christmas birthday) without my gift, or I can't let go, I don't do it yourself. clear.
I don't think my heart is hurt, sometimes it feels calm, I feel that it is its original face. Everything is so true, as if anything is touched. Sometimes, I feel that you are very real, like an old friend of me for many years. It is a faint gentleman. I rarely write something now, I wrote two letters in this semester. Some words have to be said, there is no way to write.
When chatting, I hope that everyone has a warm mood, and when I write, I hope I have a calm state. Everything is so nature, as if anything is.
Christmas is coming again, I can't feel my loneliness among the crowd. I wish you a happy Christmas, a happy mood. . .
