Recently, I always feel that there is no target, and I haven't finished reading the book on the table. It seems to be very lazy, it is too lazy, it's too lazy to see, such a state is terrible, there is no goal, no hope! What should I do? Is it going to let yourself, or change? ... fear
I miss the taste of Shanghai, in Shanghai, like a movie, play on time every day, and always play at the most decadentation, let yourself fall into nostalgia, I like Shanghai, I don't know Why? I like the lively and architecture there, even the feeling of sitting on the subway is very excited; I like to spend around Shanghai, it is a feeling of freedom and comfortable, watching the Jinjiao Building that is high into the Yunxiao. Already let yourself go .... I like Pudong, I still remember the scene in Pudong, a person who is going to be in the middle of the wide road, that is, not now!!
I want to go back to Shanghai, think about all possible reasons, but I don't know how, I am very afraid to leave Xi'an?! Maybe it is here, I am 3k years old, hey, I don't know if I am afraid there. A person's life is still afraid that there is a cruel competition, just a little can be sure, that is, I have not made my own hope, there is no self-confidence, I can calmly face my work, even me I think I am excellent in the company, but the team here doesn't have such courage. There is no top talent in the company. There is no technical expert, only some "manager" that only cares about the progress, and only knows the people every day. The so-called "architect", as for "advanced programmers" holding a high salary, just just put the eyes on the money! There is no restructuring and perfect personality, how can I be called my "advanced programmer"? In my opinion, even even the programmers are not as good!
It seems that I need to organize my own thoughts, what kind of position I want to reach? What is you need to understand and seriously study? I remember that I have seen the software's learning as a "stamp effect". I should have my own direction on the road development road of Hao Shihai, just like those who are also philatelic, some only can be called a fan, but Some can become a collector, which is like the difference between software engineers and architects! Collector needs to choose your own collection direction expertise in this direction comprehension and comprehensive ability = collector! And software development also needs to choose your own interest direction (such as development tools: Java or C / C ; research direction: enterprise portal or component development) Business knowledge in this area business knowledge comprehension (such as reusing ideas) = Excellent architect
It seems that now I have to do it, pick up the pen and paper, divergent my thinking, starting from demand. . . . . .
