Wolf, it's another go to the east, I don't know how to face what kind of attitude. I know that I am not as brave in the past, and I even tremble in the whole body at the moment, I have been shaking to the heart. I know I will cry. Maybe I will always cry all night. Sorry, I have closed my mobile phone, I am afraid that you will talk about two sentences. Those things make me feel fragile, let me feel sad. I said, if I am crying, I will definitely shut down, maybe you don't care. I still remember that I have just been ripe with you in QQ, one day you specially call me to go online, that day is what you are determined to go to Xiaolu, chat, you suddenly sure you Determination. I know that you want to find someone to make you up, but I also believe that you really decide what you want to do. You will do it. But you don't know, after you gone, I got home, I have been crying in the house.
It seems that these years, the longer it seems to be, the more disappointing, every time you have to use tears. The 23rd birthday is another person, and it is a whole day of the computer. I am unclear how many birthdays I have passed. In the past, it would be particularly sad. On New Year's Eve, I never woke up, every time I use a mixed wine irrigation, I can fall asleep, wake up is the next day. When I passed the birthday, I was a day of the computer, and then I was so sick next the next day. In fact, I was clear, but I was too difficult to compare, I didn't want to facing the outside world, one heart I want to escape. There will always have a chance to cry once, and each time is a small excuse, but it is crying very exaggerated. If you cry, there is nothing, I am still smiling. Of course, this time will not be sick, there is no way to escape, I am now very clear, no excuses can be escaped, I need to face this world with my own, facing the future, and face yourself. Facing alone survival.
Although I seem to be generally inclusive, it is a very lonely person. Friends say a lot of pile, but it is actually very beautiful. I have a good friend, but it is good, just play with it. In the face of Hapeng Jiajia, I have always cared to maintain our relationship, trying to care about it, but in-depth does not involve. I am not happy when they are not happy, I admit that I am selfish. But I have also changed myself in these years, and I hope that our relationship will be able to walk into each other's life. It seems that it has gradually changed. I'm very grateful.
I have gradually been able to accept it, and this world brings me every minute of happiness and pain. Smiling face. When I vacated as long time, I knew that I may need to do a long time loneliness. For love, it is no longer very expected. Some people can comfort themselves, let them be happy, and I can work hard for him, so afraid of great happiness. Many times, I just try my best to be able to be able to be better than people around them. When some roads, go back, you will regret why can't be a little better to the people around. And I just experienced the person who feels like. In fact, I am the same, just a different person, give me a different response. It will often be very lonely. It belongs to a good thing that is not pleased. And why do I want to please you? I can be very proud of me. But I think, I am still willing to go. Life is so short, I don't know where I can go. Can you accompany anyone? Do you want to have a little warmth I have given?
The rogue has said that when a person has experienced pain, he will make it easier for happiness. I originally thought that happiness can be easily obtained, it seems that practice is still not home. My life is so repeatedly, and I have no thoughts, and I have no effort. It is also very sad thing. So many times I will choose to pay, I hope that my luck can be better, and people who will be grateful can make my life more fill. In fact, love you, and what is the difference between others? I haven't even a way to say that I love you very well. At least I believe that the rod in your heart said that it is probably that I am not enough to make you work. It is not worth cherishing in the world. I am just very grateful, I am very grateful to talk to me in that long time, always accompany me, let me send so many complaints. I didn't even find it today, you have been very bad. Changed my character, but I didn't like it, I don't like it. You make me mistaken a lot of things, and there are many unnecessary expectations and disappointments. Probably this is also growing? I can only say thank you. It is also necessary to say something. Sorry, you are a lot. Chaosteen is a temper. I found that I became bad. Ha ha. But I can still say very certain, I will never regret for anything I have done, I will never hate you, at least in the year of birth, people who can be good for me, probably so much. Still very happy, you need to brave the day of this world. I originally thought that stay in Guangzhou, or stayed in Huizhou for a year. At least you will come to see me, I will occasionally spend with me. I really hope that I can stay in a man in a man, or don't love very deeply, as long as I feel warm and safe, I will pass in my life. Still no ability, or not luck enough. Do you know how sad I? You will not look at me later. In fact, I just want you to see if I am. I have known you very much, I don't love me, there is no way to love me. It's hard to overcome this birthday, which is about to be completely dead about unrealistic fantasies. No matter how much I have worked hard, there will be no one to ht back, I smile to me, or just ask you. I let the past are like smoke. Ha ha. It seems that there is Xiao Bing, although I have given me trouble, but no matter how he still looks at me every year, I hate him, but I am still very grateful. People are very strange animals. Ha ha.
I want to see a story, I don't know if you have a long time. At least I know that there are only some people who can read this story in the world. It still needs to face it. Your heart is going to open it yourself. Ha ha. How scared in the east is what many people know. The so-called, is it going to boldly lost the past? Stepping on your own scar. Talent will grow. Uncomfortable, you will be born.
If there is time, you will finish it, maybe you will know me. Although I don't know myself very much until now. A past event, why do you affect one for so long? I don't know what I did wrong. Really. I don't love him, and I don't hate him, but why do you feel embarrassing when you recall?
I don't want this time to go to Hangzhou to complete my mother's wish, give me another half. I only expect, I can work hard to live, truly surpass the sadness, live enough. I think should I do it? Ha ha. Would you believe me?
I suddenly couldn't he, have I have seen you? Is it like to have seen you? forget. correct. Maybe I will write a letter later. I think, write a diary is that I have my own growth. Have time can be seen.
I wish you a dream in the rainy night, sleep peace.
Pinocchio.2005.2.16
