The outside is very rain, I don't know how to express my feelings for you, everything seems to be destined, many are unable to recover.
All love should be forgiven.
No matter how contradictory, or how it seems impossible,
All pure emotions should be forgived.
I love you, this is my robbery, emotional fall, heart is stranded.
Repeated struggle to escape the deeper danger,
I have been thinking about your face.
I am wandering between spring to autumn.
But put the whole winter into the heart.
Looking for all clues, you want to prove each other than you have.
If it is not a fate, I really can't confuse.
People with people can be so short.
It seems that I have been more than 10,000 years, I can't have one day,
This is our sorrow.
So I know. Some emotions, this is abandoned.
I am got, but I miss the roll.
I am not afraid of alone at some particularly alone.
Because I am used to.
But I am afraid that I will also collect details about you.
How to do?
I have thought of listening to life, I know that it is naturally a way.
After a few times, I finally understood,
Long years, fall in love with a person, is also destined.
It is also difficult to think about it.
You are hard to understand.
Your commitment, I am always in the quiet night,
And it sways cold and touched.
Our future, one after another is unable to fulfill.
Don't blame you, the strange fate. We must escape.
Every road has its future.
Will every you give me a touch, will it be weathered, then crushing the wind?
This time is really different.
I pray that I can have an indifferent. I can't.
All meet, all acquaintances, all love or shoulders,
In the chapter of the years, it should be pardon.
I can't have you, you will not be people next to me.
But I am really in the middle of the way.
You must be more happiness than me. must. Because I believe.
When I was swim in the city's street alley, my friend's phone broke the unchaul's mind. "You are there, there is no, come over now." Without too much thinking, I recruited a car. After a few minutes, I have appeared downstairs in M. of my friends, look at the sky, the light is not bad. Today seems to be March thirteen, I caught up into the building, and I saw it in the east, and my friends sat in the M-Central, and there were two girls with him. Tell it like this.
I have gone slightly in the past,
"Your kid is sitting here, is it now?"
"It's a bit, delay."
"what do you want to eat",
"No, I have eaten"
"Don't drink"
"I want a Sheng Dynasty"
It's a woman who has traveled for me. "Maybe she is a passer in my life." I think so, I am my classmate next to me, we are cold and talking about my university. , Boring to the extreme, next is a boring university exam. Think of yourself, so many years, you are bored, today maybe it!
My friend came back, I took three sacred generations in my hands, and I looked at us.
"I live today"
"Let's talk about it"
"If you don't live there!"
I watched the woman, "Sister, then let you live there" He turned to me "You also got together, just help me get the computer" and laugh, time fly.
The weather in the afternoon is very good, we are swaying together, walking in the city building. Sunlight makes me slowly, only a thin T-Shirt is worn on the body. When the sky is not early, we went to her place in the car. The more definitely should be a rafting, climbed up the high floor. When the key is clear and the door is crisp, the door is opened. This is a small house, there is no big living room, the color is very light, black, white, ash is the base color, messy. Take off the housing, simple and simple action.
She is a seedlings, giving people a feeling of being amazed. My friend's sister, this is his home, I think it is like this.
She leased some films, and there was a horrible horror film that was very frightened, but in my opinion, it was nothing more than people to find a film.
"Do you want to eat?"
"Sister, casually. There is no dumplings ~"
"No, I am going to buy"
"I want to eat my hand." I said, they got down, I have no time to make a computer.
She is cooking, I quietly see her busy through the door. "If he is my wife, how good ~" I think, laugh. "Eating" heard the sound, I ran into the kitchen, "I am coming", you laugh, "Then I passed"
Eat this, although it is flat, there is a warm feeling, "I haven't eaten such a good thing for a long time." I said, you just looked at me smiling. After a meal, I finished eating, I also ate some point because I didn't feel unsatisfactory. I am very casual cleanup, put it in the kitchen. Looking at you took a bowl, I wiped the bowl with my finger, I think you must not be a happy person. "Or let me, look at the people like a dishwasy", you said, "Then you come, I am coming" I am happy to wash the bowl "If I am your husband, I will not let you do this. Live, "thinking about a few seconds that just look at you, maybe she still likes me, I am more happy with this bowl of chopsticks.
I stood behind her, quietly, "Maybe she is a machine, from three hundred and zero, struggle to three hundreds of ten diagnosis, a little incredible.
It is with her, and his wife must be very happy. "I think about it.
At night, there seems to be particularly long, I think I can't sleep tonight.
It's very late. Her boyfriend is back. I didn't say anything, I went to sleep.
Is he her boyfriend? The people, I think "How is the world so uneven, I didn't have such a wife in TM." But she did not enter the house, she changed the pajamas, came out.
"Can you talk to me, I can't sleep." You took the small bench, sitting next to me, said a few words, I said, "You are not cold, take me next to me!" You didn't say anything. Sit up. You told you, high school, you gave up everything in order to learn, it is a woman I like. I said, "I like you from appreciation," I didn't see your expression in the dark, I miss you. Is laughing ~~
Sleepy, I will sleep ~ You brought a bed quilt, I have been asleep with happiness.
The next morning, I woke up, I found that everyone is sleeping, I will continue to fall asleep.
you're awake. Look at the time is not too early, I think it should be returned to school. Let's go out of the house, sitting on bus, send your brother, then I said, "Can you send me?" "Of course, we sat together to go to the long-distance station.
It's not a lot, I think we have a future, maybe everything is like this. ,
When I arrived at the station, I took a hurry to take paper and pen, you are also happy to leave your phone number. If you don't work, my classmates are also buying tickets. "This is your girlfriend." I hesitate, bruises "Well, she will send me", you laugh and look at me, go out of the door of the buy. " Sitting on the car, the classmates say "Your wife is really good, I will send you" I don't want my meat. "If I am a wife, I don't want to sleep, although there is no raindrops tonight.
Insert: My heart begins to pain, and the kidney also hurts. I can't sleep tonight.
I am back to the bedroom and prepare a boring meeting. He is full of her shadow, and I don't know what I want to think in my heart. I was on the balcony in the bedroom at night. Her shadow smiled at me, I thought about it, and she smiled once in the past two days, and a sharing of hell was in my mind.
The sun outside the window is warm, the flowers on the highway are constantly flashing in front of them, looking at the past vehicles, and the heart is constantly flashing.
In the next few days, due to the miss, I picked up the microphone and dialed the number that was not familiar with.
"Hey, Hello, is it a seedlings?"
"Your place!"
"Tan Jun ~~"
"It's you ~"
"What are you doing?"
"I am buying something!"
"Oh"
"Is there something?"?
"No, that is, it is ..."
"It's okay ~~"
"I miss you ~"
"No ~"
"Live you is not a person"
"Do you really like me??"
"Yep"
"why?"
"No reason"
On the phone, I just came to a faint smile, I said, "You still have something, then I don't bother, I hope you can call me tomorrow."
"I hope you give me". "
I don't know why I want to say these, it seems that everything is the front. /
The next few days, I look forward to the phone
~~
"I hope you are my girlfriend ~"
The end of the phone came to a silence
"Can you wait for me ~"
"Waiting for me for two months"
"why?"
"I want to rise"
In order to rise ~ I ~~ She and her now boyfriend's relationship is used and used, and the society is so real, so that you have to sacrifice a lot of things to treat, while you will get some of you. thing. And I am not used to waiting.
"I don't want to wait"
"is it"
"Well, I am afraid, then I may mean lose, I don't want to miss, I don't want to lose, so I don't want to wait."
"Yes. You are not going to talk about C language this week?"
"Well, I said ~"
Time is very fast to weekend, with people hope, I have a car that goes to Chengdu.
This happened, people are difficult, only now grasp.
Life needs to be grasped, can't miss. Yes, now I am going to grasp me now, grabbing my future.
Time seems to be particularly long. For more than three hours, my mind is not calm. What made me can't believe that I joked her to pick me up, she was coming.
On the way to her school, I didn't say a lot, just smileless smiles, everything is so natural again. It's easy to go to school. This is my first time. I haven't imagined beauty, but because she makes me feel that everything is beautiful, I haven't had this feeling for a long time.
I put my stuff in her bedroom, and then we talked a lot. I said that some things I have been more than ten years. I said quietly. She just listened, I smiled at me, and finally she only Say.
"I am willing to be the thirty-eighth woman in your life, and the last woman" I just smiled faintly, didn't imagine excitement, in my opinion. It seems that we are a family. This night, I didn't want to live with her. I want to go out, just find a place, live for one night.
(In fact, I think it's just like this, I didn't want to live with him)
Later, I didn't know, let's open the room together, there is only one bed and a little bit of the sofa. We slowly talked about a break time, wash the bed, it seems to be deliberately maintaining a distance. Go back to your back. We heard the breathing life of each other. When I can't live my emotions. I reached out and took her, and the two rolling the body quickly sticky a piece. The urgent respiratory birth covered everything, but the body is inadequate, the sound of this bed is too mother, causing me to even hear, this is my sorrow. After a cloud rain. In exchange for a moment. This night we embodied.
Let's go shopping together, wandering, we seem to like people on the street, express your own speech, maybe we know, phase suction, know each other, love.
Time is slower, and I and her, but as always, I poured warmly. Everything is so natural, in the quiet night, I often think that my life is so comfortable. For many years, many years of landing, how many years have nothing to do, all from me. I walked through the 167th of life, crossing the threshold of the 18th. In the twenty years old, I found my lover, we can always love.
I think of a book, that is high-middle, the name of the book is "I am an angel, I am afraid who", the book is a student who has not graduated from a vocational middle school, which is a kind of non-instruction, the secular and New interpretation of life. The book did not give people a deep impression, and some is just a memories of people. Like it in front of it. Love makes me understand a lot. Her love makes me more cherished.
I think of five years ago, it was the day after the senior high school entrance examination, I walked into the course entry class. I am still in the case, I'm going to class, and I'm going to the class, and I wander around. Parents seem to have some discovery, calling to supervise me to the course, so I will go to class every day. Most of them are also in the earth, saying something that is not marginal. It seems that a certain day of a month, I am interested in the mountains, a crisp sound is included in my ear (to be continued)
