Today, I still sit in the chair and look at the familiar screen, browse the community several layouts, and the fingers are still familiar with the sound. But now I feel a sense of inexplicable sense of oppression, I don't know if I have a big one, or I am old. I am 18 years old, I also continue to touch and climb in my life, I have a very important "foundation" building for my "skyscraper", I chose my favorite professional - law. I used a athlete friend told me that I have to let go of your feelings. I really didn't understand it, I think people will inevitably have feelings, leaving the feelings, life does not change, is there any fun? But now I can understand his words, it's right. If you want to fight, you will put down some things. If you want to get it, you have to lose it. Just started 3 days, I feel very tired. I slept until 7 o'clock this afternoon. If my mother force me to eat, I think I will go to morning. This semester is not easy to understand. Plus, we haven't used it before playing, and I haven't used it ... I changed from the summer vacation to the procuratorate, I went to the time I saw it, I heard it, feel It is competitive to everyone, and the sectors who have already had a good position are trying to supplement themselves. And there is no knowledge in my mind. Going to that time get praises from all leaders, saying that my child can be. However, my mind is not enough, I am a student, I am a child, people will definitely not set a quarry, but when I went to the job position, I would definitely have a statement ... After I I have been crazy again, I really didn't wake up my personal incident, but I woke up and listened to my friends. I was said that the biggest sentence was: I am an examination officer. The checked officer is not my ideal, although I like it, but it can't satisfy me. I didn't sleep 3 days after wake up, I didn't eat anything for 3 days. I have been lying in bed. What did I do in 18 years? It seems that it is nothing to play between entanglement and sadness. What did I get? Broken bruises, but I have a lot of Zhang. I don't want to be a weak, I don't want my parents to find a door to find a job, I don't want to work in a lifetime for a lifetime. I have my own ideals, I will do it, put down this age should not belong to my love, and fight my ideal. When I was so ideally, I had the right to discuss love and talk about marriage. Breaking a consistent woman relying on her husband's thoughts, I have to rely on myself, I have to be a proud woman, I may have a little arrogant, I will give myself 10 years, I must call my proud woman when I am 28 years old. I believe I am, I don't work hard, I want to be a result. Come on ...
- Woodpecker flies to the sea 20:44 2004-9-1
