We have a formal breakup, a little sad, a little regret? why? Nearly 3 years of feelings, famous and true stories, carefully calculate the days of us, only 3 months, but in exchange for 3 years. I used to insist that so much to protect the feelings between us, let's wait for him, maybe our insistence is ridiculous. I adhered to me for 1 year, looking for some feelings in the vast people, but I was wrong. What I am looking for is not his feeling, because he is unique, anyone can't replace it. Violation of parents 'orders, do not listen to friends' advice, and resolutely defend our little memories. I really want to fly like smoke, falling around him. Long, feelings, transformation into the feeling of brothers, fearful feelings let me escape. I want to leave all of our, in my own world. If you want to do everything, you can separate our feelings, but the end of his brow is over, this is a long-awaited feeling. I regret that I have been in this unbearable. The sweet words are really coming out. Maybe I betrayed him, maybe my myth was broken by facts, maybe I loved him 2 years ago. In the face of this nicked person, I didn't say a word, he thanked me for this long time to take care of him. I am smile, no one can experience what kind of life I have passed in the past few years. He said that he would not blame me, he said that we are still friends. He said no longer contact, I accept his request, perhaps this is right. Organize all the evidence we are with, put him in the box, put it in a place where I can't see, and the permanent buried. I don't have anything to him, I think I am well deserved and heart, I only hope that he can be happy, forget me, find a better girl. And I am still in my life, walking my persistent life, one of my own world.
Ying Ying bid farewell to the past 1:12 2005-1-15
