One semester has passed. If you think about just start school, I hope to come out from home, get rid of the state of doing doing things. However, back to school, I found that my heart is not ready. One semester, the test results are very bad Life is very chaotic, and the feelings have been dealt with. Maybe, three are mutual influence. Tomorrow is going back. Finally there is a most trusted harbor to let himself rest. Sometimes I really want to be like Agama, no Running, there is no scruple running. However, I can't do it, I think my loved ones and my friends, it seems that my loneliness has not arrived at the point of Agan, I still have people can worry. Remember Just sitting straight on the stool, waiting for his only concern ---- Son, letting school, I want to cry. Sometimes I have this kind of loneliness. Maybe, today is the true end of my first love The day. One thing I still care, I suddenly didn't care about it, and I didn't care about me. What is the sadness. Where is the people who are in peacefulness? Is it a fake? How can love so soon? I really give up. I should give up the eternal. I don't know who I can trust, I don't know You can not love it. Maybe I should try it, in order to forget the pain in front of you. But it is still desperate. I have to think about my life. Since your love, you have to bear a lot of things you can't bear. I think this time I should have nothing. Like the happened, I thought I would have been painful, but now it is only occasional pain. Waiting for time to dilute everything, including the once love, blowing a little trace. Once pain, I was flooded by my happiness ... I hope it is like this.