It is more complicated than yourself who wants to live than yourself, sometimes invisible pressure, so that I can't breathe, if you can escape such a life, but sometimes there is no way. I have to change myself, I have to learn to protect myself. I often think that I am ignorant? Is it so tired of yourself? Why can't I choose, don't make me unacceptable facts. Don't do anything else, don't you do it, do you make sense? I now feel that I am looking for an excuse, I don't know what to do now, is it my passivation? Has been used to doing something disabled? I don't know this. Why do we like to find an excuse, is it self-escaping? I now find that my memory has begun a bit drop. Why do you become this, is my pressure? Maybe I am really a lot of tired, now there is any way to change my current state. I am going to sleep now, but I have been lying in bed, I still can't sleep. If I turned a new life, I will not be clear, I am really a moment. Pursuing new feelings? I really don't say, I feel that my thoughts are still like a child, I will always have a little problem in doubting my mental state.
