I just got up in the morning, I suddenly received her call, let me go to her home.
I just got the snow last night, the car on the street seems to be a toddler child, I think, don't fall. Not afraid of falling or how, but I don't want her to see my wolf.
Because it is the first time. After looking for a long time, I finally found it, she opened the door, I saw her again, my eyes were only 0.1 seconds on her face, or shorter. She is very casual, there is no wearing socks.
In fact, she told me to come to the goal: One is snowing today, she doesn't want to go to work; second is a small problem with her computer, let me see.
Her house is very big, her husband sent her daughter to the kindergarten, and she was one.
The small problem is soon solved, I haven't dinked it yet, she gave me a glass of milk.
The room was very hot, she let me take the coat. I suddenly found my sweaters, I didn't feel awkward. This feeling is always in my interaction, from the beginning of the university, today after twelve years, it is married to become a home, dealing with women, I am confident, and there is more than one. Why is it always bundled in front of her, and if I have the first time I see her.
But I feel slowly like this feeling. And her feelings together, although her feelings are different from me, I am only her friend for her, maybe I have a little more than other students, because I live close to her, just this.
And I didn't, my heart told me not, from the first day of met her, I got married, I got to marry, until now, in the future, although the wild impulse of the youthful era has been with years The lapse slowly precipitates, but what is more and more clearly explained. I can't control it, I can only control my behavior and language, deceive others to include her feelings. But you can't deceive myself.
I said loudly, my fun is angry. No humor, no loss. I have a little admire yourself. But I know that there is no sentence you want to say.
In fact, in the room, she and me, we sat next to the bed, I can smell the fragrance on her body, you can kiss her a little move. You can see her feet down, her feet look nice, flourish. These are what I dream of dreaming of thousands of times. I used to have a vow to make her with me. I am afraid that only one day, I am willing to pay any price, including my negligible life.
Isn't it together now? Only we have two people, but I dare? Can I?
There is nothing in her computer, I downloaded a few software, at this time, her unit came to the phone, she started to organize clothes, makeup, ready to go. Looking at her makeup, I am a little daze, I suddenly feel that I seem to be a stealth man, I can see her, but she can't see me. Suddenly I felt very embarrassed, as if it was a universal passenger who broke out, I broke into the world of others.
The outside is very slippery, she is a bit unstable, I will help her, I feel that she is very light in my hands, it seems to be held in her hand, it is very heavy, heavy in my heart.
Her car is placed outside, the windshield is all snow, frozen is very hard. When I took a big work, I wiped it, when I wiped the car, I feel very fulfilling, just like a long time to ask her to ask her.
She wants to send me, I don't have to use it. I'm riding a bicycle.
After going back, I have been thinking with her for more than a short more than three days.
