It's been here for so long, I don't know what I am for, I don't have to say it. I don't have to say it. I seem to have anything to evade, I really don't have to face it now, maybe I can change all this, all all feelings Only you know, don't know how you pull it, it is really a macro, I shouldn't be so hypocritical, deceived too much, more people who hurt more, I don't know when I can end, so I am really hard, now I am just like this, I have no way, people who hurt people too Dora, this is the irresponsible for myself? I don't think, just didn't find my own I am doing everything now. I should not give you too much harm. Why do I do something wrong? I always like to find an excuse, sometimes I really shouldn't be like this, it is me. The fault, maybe my consistent habit, so until now, there is still no progress, still running in the place, now I feel really tired, sometimes I am thinking is that life is changing or me In changing, I can't say that people can't live without life, I still have my own pursuit, but it is difficult to achieve. Can I really realize my five-year plan? I am still making mistakes, my own mistakes Can you blame others? Sometimes I feel very stupid, can I give myself a space? Is I really planned? I am still planning now, is this my life? I have planned it. Two years, I pulled my own everything, but now I seem to be too big, I am really not worthy? I am still mixing days? Not, sometimes I don't do this , I sometimes blame why I will have the original, why should I start today? Although I am changing, it is very small, but I don't know what will be turned into the same year, maybe the street A small mix, maybe it is still a child who is not sensible, now I can only say this, why I am always looking for an excuse. I really love her? My answer is definitely not, when she knows this answer I don't know how sad. I am deceiving her? Now I don't know. I don't know if this is not love, my lover doesn't love me, I don't love me.