Pick up the smoke with me, now, now the mood is different. At that time I always stand alone in the window, watching the distance light, recalling me and his previous beauty. And now, I am looking for my ideals, but I don't feel lonely without lovers. I have been unstable, and now I am set down. In 18 years, I finally found anything I need, wasted for so long, I have been intoxicated with the ridiculous love. Smoke, gently flying, no concern. However, I have. My concern is my family, my responsibility, my future. The previous self, never cherished my life, but now I need to work hard to cherish myself. Will not be injured again ... Dragon, I am talking about you, sorry, forget me, I used to love you, in this 1 year's war, you only have tears to accompany me. I am selfish, I have left you selfish. Back to our vows, forget the beautiful love, leave helpless you. I really love you, I want to marry you. However, the world is not as wishing. I believe that you can walk strongly, I believe you can find a better girl, because I am not good enough, I am a sinful person, the real person. Me, still have to continue your own way, my aim is: everything follows. No one can control everything, you can't want something. What can I do if I can't love. I gave up all the people I love and people who love me, I left the red dust. Looking for something you want to do in the quiet sea. Everything is no longer important, just a small part of life. I believe that I can do it, it doesn't matter, and if you have, you will have it. I just want to say: Dragon, I hope you brave, I believe you can, you can be better than me, you are my only true love. I believe it will not have it. I only want ... I only hope that my leave can bring you happiness and luck, go to fly, dragon ... I put you ...
--woodpecker
15:56 2004-8-6
