It is now in June 2003.
From March 2002, I bid farewell to the north and to find my life.
Dream is always so boring, when it is hit.
I seem to have found, at least, now I live at that time.
Before 14 months, I came to this place with capitalism, I feel very complicated, but simple, I can use 2 words to completely say clear - "Fresh".
It is nostalgic this kind of fresh, I stayed in Shenzhen, I have been there to stay in Shenzhen.
Remember the first job, I think of it. A small company that can no longer be small, a person's department, ha, just like this, I still stay, because ---- pressure.
Living in a friend's brother, hitting the shop, with the expression of the old society in the morning, sitting in the air conditioner 5 minutes, sitting. Bored to write duplicate things. The so-called old, often inexplicably standing behind, said: You can't use this thing, it should be like this. I also explained at the beginning, but later, I found that he often contradicts it, so I learned not to explain. When each function is completed, I can see what he calls, but it is only the maximum value to reduce my results, and give some project bonuses. Shenzhen, there is also a bottom layer.
Like a lot of work, we eat fast food on the roadside. A tray filled with food is put in front of it, if I am fragile, maybe I will make a unnecessary move, I am not optimistic.
Girlfriend is coming. It's a hurry, the reason is that I have been in a hurry. She dragged my luggage alone, and I also want to see my situation. That afternoon, when she cried and said that the mobile phone was stolen, I had some pre-feelings - in Shenzhen, I will start with a very difficult state. Sure enough, I hurriedly took her back from Guangzhou. On the way to the road, the car took the mobile phone just in my hand for less than 2 days. In the trip to Shenzhen, this will open this.
I am afraid, I feel afraid. But there is no extent to giving up.
Continue to work, continue mixing.
At mid-May, we have to go back to prepare graduation design defense as stated. At the same time, the relationship with the company is also very nervous, but the project bonus not only didn't get the hand, but the project is constantly increasing, and the demand determined at the time is large. I don't want to do it.
On the weekend, I only took a day, I played the entire entire Dragon at the Internet cafe. This is also the first time after Shenzhen.
Choice ---- Go back to the north or continue to stick.
After the first working day after the rest, I am showing the company, I will get it first, and then I will say the next step. Sometimes, I am really working, I got a little pitiful salary.
During the time before the Northern, it was still a day of Dragon, I cracked it, I didn't want to end the days in the south, because my dream is not only the case. I dare not imagine the days after July, will I continue?
The way to go home is always so long, remember the last dozen kilometers, I simply stand waiting. When the train enters the station, see your girlfriend, when you see the brothers, there is a lot of peace in your heart. After all, people who float out will also need to rely. Then it is a feast, and it is drunk.
Going back to the days of the north, drinking, playing the card, the dragon CS, reversing day and night, it is not enough. People who have done a lot, when they can't stand down, the night is deep, it is sad. Tomorrow, do I want this tomorrow? If you must have an answer, tomorrow, you must still do this.
The girlfriend is sick, and the phone will be called me in the middle of the night, and the wind blows a lot of rash. I am very amazing why I spent the rude attitude at the time. In the early morning, I ran several hospitals and sent her back to the bedroom. She didn't cry, but I can feel that her heart has been hurt. This kind of emotion continued, and didn't pick my phone a day. In the evening, I went downstairs in their bedroom. She didn't see me, I escaped the next day, I went back to Shenzhen, she came down, and she cried. From this time, I learned to endure the so-called heart, such as a knife.
Continue no order, continue to waste time, I clearly know that time is lapse, but there is no such will to control yourself. Fortunately, in the first half of the defense, I took out a system, it was very messy, but it was very large. It has gone so that it naturally got outstanding. I ended this news with confused attitudes, and I have been confused for me to give myself.
Everyone is flying in a sad day.
Temporarily conclusion, return to Shenzhen to touch your luck, after all, there is no clothes and returning to my self-esteem.
It is another 30-hour train. Three people have a hundred and more than one, and the incredible use of the huge luggage back home, and endured the hot and mosquitoes of the night. At the time, I thought it would give me an air conditioner. I am willing to predict all.
Hand over the original company. Two colleagues who have made the market have also resigned and prepare for entrepreneurship. Let's talk about it to add a banquet in the afternoon, and determine a set of ruling hundreds of plans and is comfortable to this program. It is reasonable to affected the entire process. The first single, less than 1000 pieces, also pay the water.
Stable, I was most looking forward to a word.
In this state, in August passed. There is no match, the money in your hand is basically spent. My girlfriend is going back, before, I am ready to buy some clothes. Maybe it's too long, I am slowly starting to think about her feelings. I have been sleeping in the afternoon that day, she went shopping and bought a few very cheap.
Subsequently, I sent her back. At that time, there was a strange premonition. Why didn't you give this time?
Another work, a manufacturer of Taiwan. More than an hour in the morning, it is often late.
My girlfriend came to the phone, whispered, so I asked, she said that she was sick, it can be said more serious. At that time, there was only one idea in my heart. But she insisted that I didn't have a way, and almost all the money gave her back. Slowly, I am suspiced by pressure, maturing, temper is getting striped, I am thinking, this way is wrong.
Finally, before Christmas, the biggest thing to change in these years.
More than 30 hours, she didn't pick my phone, all of them told me, according to the words she arranged, and the truth is that she has already went to Shanghai.
Maybe a person can guess all things is not a good thing, and more unreasonable is that he also hates betrayal.
So things gradually gotten out of water, a combination of many reasons, breaking up into inevitably. During this day, I gradually learned to make a man's concept and bear.
Come to the new company, everything is so open, I entered this industry. I will always thank the two brothers.
I have moved to a very expensive single apartment, enjoy suppression pressure. 2,200 pieces of salary supports my only self-esteem. Fortunately, it is very busy, so I don't qualify for my own things. Only when I am drinking with my colleagues, I will not be annoying about the things.
It is always expecting in January. At the Spring Festival, my parents came to Shenzhen, 10 days, and spend happiness with their parents. From the age of 15, it is very little to be with your parents for so long. They have been worried that I can't bear these things that have happened recently, but my efforts have a good mental state to make them feel a little peace of mind.
When I sent my parents at the airport, the atmosphere was very dull, that is, at that time, I think it should make yourself to pick them up as soon as possible to take care of them.
Dreams are always very huge, and I also support me is desperate.
The company is transformed, and our department is fortunate to stand in technology lead. Opportunity, not every day, and I have a full preparation, there is no reason not to grasp.
The business of mobile communications is very cumbersome, fortunately, I followed the pace, slowly floating over the blood. Of course, there is no denying means to play in the middle.
Since March 2003, the difference has become home. I am lucky with my former girlfriend. After all, there is a family of people with a family is very inconvenient. Maybe, she helped me.
If the business is very expensive, I will slowly grind a set of my own ideas in this industry, and I have benefited from the communication of the business layer. Of course, there are a lot of benefits, and the most obvious is of course salary, and it can be rising every month, always make people happiness. The pressure of life is basically solved, natural, and the mood is slowly better.
From that paragraph from Chongqing, the company's situation determines that I am responsible for the entire WAP project.
People always look at Na Mountain, why do I start thinking back to the development position? Obviously, knowing that writing code is not the final way, why is you still missing Coding? Missing, I can't return to that state, after all, it can't support me to achieve my dreams.
On the third day of Nanning, the company's technical director contract expired and decided, and he held a banquet at night. I flew back at my own expense and sent this predecessor. At the same time, I learned about the situation of the replacement, and the result is half.
Maybe I may have a child's day, it will lead to my development at least in the first half of the year, why? In the two years, it will definitely make a subordinates more than his speed. But the initiative is still in me, this is unquestionable.
What about future? Entrepreneurship! After jumping out of the shadow, I am very concerned about me last day, and every step is just right. The so-called departure, there is no thousand miles. I can do now ---- Patient accumulation. I have to get everything you want in Shenzhen, it is not far away.
