The trouble is not what we want, but, what we can want, what is the understanding of this, I think everyone is different. Just as living is different for everyone. Each person's pursuit is different. If you use a society's universal standard to measure, some people look very normal, and some people look very abnormal. This is only caused by our pursuit, in fact, we have no difference.
We plan our own life, not to come with a certain person. I think people should live for themselves, try to find the meaning and happiness of the existence, this is the most important thing. I am happy, not because of your understanding. In fact, your understanding is not important to me.
I like nature, but I know that natural is a kind of misinterpreetment of reality is a negative life attitude. Negatively there is a lot of reasons, finding the reason that it seems to eliminate a negative approach, but it is not the best way.
So I faced a choice. I have never foreseen this kind of choice. I don't know what kind of impact it will give me? I hope this impact is good, it is positive. This is a rational and human choice. I balance myself between rationality and humanity. Rational makes people, enabling people to transcend their ability. And human nature makes people happiness, is the source of happiness. Rational requirement, and humanity requires feelings. It feels uncontrollable, not lasting, so happiness is very short, and cannot be used as the goal of pursuit.
