04 summary and 05 years of view
In 2004. First of all, I have to admit that I am absolutely uncomfortable at this moment to make a summary and plan. Because things happening in these days are too much, and it is very chaotic, it is something I can't use my previous experience. Now I don't know that my own practice is wrong. First put this down, first, first make a simple summary for your own things in 2004.
In 2004, I experienced the college entrance examination. As the saying goes, there is no experience in the college entrance examination, so I can say that I have no regret to leave yourself. The college entrance examination is experienced, although it is very poor, but I really put it on the time. Everything goes with him, it is important to have a process, and the result is very meaningful, but the relative process is so embarrassed. At that time, I believe that as long as it is my own ability, where you are learning, it's important, in fact, I have committed 2 mistakes at the time, one is the factors of ignoring the environment, the second is to believe in their own binding . So after you enter the so-called university, I have been asking yourself, what I have to do it here, what I did in this. Too many questions I can't answer, because I feel that I have not made it too much, and I can even say that it is failed. The more I got it, the more I used to be so naive, the more I found that my qualificability is very lacking. Although you are not bad in an environment. But what? The crane of the Hedi chicken is still can't compare with the white swan. I have now had a good condition now, and now I will see yourself. Although the environment can affect yourself, it is important or yourself. There are many shortcomings in 2004 to make up for 2005. In fact, from a certain point of view, it is still larger than that of the high pressure.
Now I have entered the so-called university for a semester, I know, many times is so waste. Really still look at yourself. I feel very tired now, not the tired of my body, but I'm tired, I found that I have to face too much, and a lot of things I don't want to face. But there is no way, it is estimated that people grow up in such an environment. Now I feel that I have been more clear than the previous one, and the society really didn't imagine it, but there was no fiction in the novel. In short, I found that I have grown up.
It is now looking forward to in 2005. It is better to say that it is a plan, but it is more accurately for yourself. The environment is now, and the time is still pleasant. I really should calm down and seriously learn. Not for others, but for yourself. But I also know that my plan has given yourself a certain pressure from a sense. It really felt tired now. Especially tired, so I don't want to give yourself more pressure. Outlook for 2005, just one or two words are OK: Do your true yourself, make yourself better than yourself, do yourself. Although it is a few words, it is not easy to know that it is not easy. In short, do our best efforts.
Now, I want to say something yourself at this moment, some problems must be placed. Can not be dragged with water. Otherwise it will only be more depth. Now I want to think about "30 things you don't care before the age":
Abandoning - The opposite to grasp is given up, choosing a chance, is equal to giving up all other possibilities.
Lost - not care, it doesn't work. Thirty-year-old, I am most afraid of lost something that already has something, but dreams. If love is just a process, then this age should experience, if you want to be a result, it may be more capable and eligible after thirty years old. In fact, there are a lot of things we have to do before the age of 30, too long, and indulge in the river bed that has been dry, there is no life in the river of this age.
Evaluation - We don't do the sacrifices to change yourself because others are evaluated, because those who don't know what they are holding the rules they follow. Don't just follow the rules, the rules are still created, do everything according to your own judgment, although this will trouble. Really, sometimes I feel that I should reflect on myself. I really don't know how to give up, don't know how to be brave. I am late now, the only thing is not too late to save myself.
Today, a simple summary and prospects were carried out in 2004 and 2005. The purpose is only one: throw the burden of the past, re-do ourselves, I hope I can make greater results in the future.
Liu Haiping
Remember 0:15 from 11:30 to January 31, 2004!
