Series 1: Love Lies
(1) Everyone's ability is different
Starting from the childish circle, hand-made classroom is the soil that breeds my inferior emotions.
Under the fingertips of others, the kitten puppy is lifelike, and I want to try it, but I am hiding in the corner and making materials, making it a hard work to take back the nine bull two tigers, I can't grant them ... countless times Sadly ask my mother why, my mother's answer always allows me to increase my confidence: "Everyone's ability is different. This is poor, and it will be compensated on the other hand. The handmade production of the big inventor love is also very bad. And even known as a stupid child, but this does not affect him to become inventor. "Yes, I have many advantages that others don't have: I will tell the story; I can move very heavy, but I've been very strong Long time ... Under your mother's reminder, I often have many new discovery for themselves.
Childhood time is a happy express train. Fully carrying my laughter, but also a careful care of my parents - how careful to me, seem to be a mud, I will fall down the same .
(2) Don't take your own shortcomings and the advantages of others.
Entering middle school, distressed is to come from that abomination. Many exercise projects have been tortured, I am not too mature, and they like the boys who like to laugh at the weak, I smiled and timid: "Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" One day, the black face The teacher is finally angry, because I can't complete the "front roll", he is angry: "When I see someone else!" Then, in my low, my classmates will be easily rolled, icon A happy little ball, and I ... my face is ashamed to drip the water!
How did it go home that day, I have no remember that my mind is full of weather and self-blaming. When I saw my father, I immediately pounced into his arms. I wiped my tears, my father's eyes were also red, he apologized to me: "Both Dad is not good, my father will give you these shortcomings ..." "" "" I have already Can't talk, "Dad, you are like this?" "Yeah, don't believe, you ..." said that Dad is doing "front rollback" action, stupid is like only old turtle four-rise eight fork how to stop Get up, I am pleasing, so good Dad has a weakness!
The next day, my mother accompanied me, she said that I want to find a teacher who teaches sports.
I am afraid that my mother will blame the teacher: "Mom, I don't blame the teacher, I am too stupid." Mom smiled: "I am not responsible for the teacher. I just want to tell him, you have some actions. Slightly, you will slowly catch someone else, let him don't worry. Exception, you are not stupid, don't you say, people always have the advantages and disadvantages, and you are just right than others. Of course, I will cry. "Mom's words, I am embarrassed.
Since then, in the sports class, I encountered my bad movements. Ma Teacher said no longer asking, which made me recover from the past.
(3) Yuan Yuan is cerebral palsy
If it is not the office I abrupt into the teacher, maybe my life will be quiet as water.
That day, I sent a late job to the office. I went to the door. I heard the teacher's name mentioned my name: "Yuan Yuan, you don't know? She is diagnosed with cerebral palsy!" "" Cerebral Palsy is not a kind Very serious mental illness? I can see her intelligence can be ... "is the voice of the language teacher. "She is slight, mainly manifested as a defect in action, I didn't know, I listened to her mother ..."
At once, all the full blurred in front of me, the teaching building of the forest, the exquisite stone carving, and the teacher's knife, they are so elegant, if there is no smoke, but the inner plum pain has reminded me everything. Real existence! Toughness hidden into the grove, I finally cried in the sound of "Wow" ... Yuan Yuan - cerebral palsy!
I don't know how the two words have a fatal association. It is no wonder that there are so many books on cerebral palsy at home! What kind of people are drawn in the book, disability, mentally wisdom, or even dementia! Naive, I often take them out, satisfying a curious thing that is not related, and now knowing, it is full, painting more stacked - all me! And I live in the lie in my parents, I am still very happy ... No wonder I am always awkward than others, no wonder the sports teacher no longer force me to complete the action, I have already known that I am a low energy!
A long-standing force prompts me to rush. In the tears, I actually broke the red light green light from the way. I have to stay away from the school, stay away from the crowd, away from this mocking my world, I want to drill into my room, I will never come out, forever!
(4) I want to ignore my own shortcomings
The closed door intercepts the exterior parents. I am reluctant to lying in bed and listen to them.
Finally, my father hit the door, and he was angry with me: "Listen, source, no matter what happens, you don't want to reject the parents!" "I am a patient with cerebral palsy, what I do. You don't want to be strange! "The tears came again with the beads of the line. I took a one-roller, my mother took me, shocking:" Source, who said? "" You cheated I still want to lie to me how long? It turned out that I was mentally wisdom. I can't be so hard ... "I was sad, desperate, like a wave, I was in the heart, I opened the gate," I cried in my mother's arms: "Mom, why? Why? Why?!" Mom hugged me whisker.
After crying, I finally fell asleep.
When you open your eyes, it is already a freshly bright morning. Mom sits at my bed, my father is in the room ... they keep me overnight.
Seeing me, my mother helped me: "Source, we have to cheer up, can't be knocked down by yourself. Child, go to the face to brush your teeth, put your beautiful face clean!" I have always been an obedient child, so obedient Walk into the washing room. After packing, Dad holds my hand: "Source, you grow up, many things should tell you." I looked at my mother, "You are cerebral palsy. I will take you from my little parents. Seeking medical doctors to solve your problem, but fine movements are always in good luck, but I am very satisfied with your mother, because it is much fortunate to be compared with serious children. In order to protect your self, in order to protect your self Don't let you become the topic of others, I have been contending this secret ... I don't want to let the disease leave any shadows in your psychology. If we are looking forward, I am very happy ... "
Dad went to the window and took a breath, then slammed back, like a big determination: "Dad also tells you a secret, Dad is also cerebral palsy!" He stared at me and surprised, " Maybe, do you think so? Yes, it is so complated. Dad's reasoning tells you this secret, you want to prove to you, patients with cerebral palsy can also live very exciting. "Yes, Dad is very exciting, The wind is in the mall, and a thousand employees command to command. But I am very skeptical about him, maybe this is just a beautiful lie just to find my confidence? Mom saw the doubts in my eyes: "I will find that my father walking with the foot of the road is very distressed." "Yes, I used to be desperate, like you are now. Later I I found that when I ignored my shortcomings, others wouldn't care! "Look, Dad does just walk around. The grandmother of the country is also called, saying that Dad is more serious than me ... I'm walking in the novel, everything is so twisted, I have to calm down to sort out my own thoughts. That day I got this conclusion: Yang Diki, I will also succeed as Dad; in front of struggle, cerebral palsy is just a paper tiger!
After the baptism of this wind wave, I got a lot of mature. I regained my self-confidence on the road. Then take a string of strings: I have a good ideal university; I got a lot of papers to lecture the certificate; my speech will always cause little sensation ... Under the support of parents, my life is not very smooth. It is very exciting.
(5) Lie created my confidence
Work, the unit is the recent family, so there is me to improve the food.
I didn't talk to my aunt. I talked about my father's cerebral palsy. She smiled surprised: "Your dad? I have no disease, the hour Hou can be naughty!" Symptoms. "" He is a feet? It is impossible! But he learned that the foot pointed to go to school, he touched the most laugh! "The aunt is immersed in the past, but I am in aunt's smile ... ...
I finally realized that my parents had a good intention, they used the scissors that lied rushed away from the self-contraced branches on my life tree again and again, so my self-confidence was able to stretch in the sun. I am grateful to my parents, but I have to send Yi si to my father, tell him that when I see me next time, I don't have to take my foot ...
Series 2: Wedding Banquet
Ten years old, a car accident made me lose my father.
The mother quickly came out from the grief. She used the mother-specific toughness to support me a little rainy sky, but the days lacking my father's love will become sensitive to inferiority.
Orphan oligoma is always very difficult. Starting, the mother also rely on the income of the mother and daughter to maintain the livelihood of the mother and daughter, and then touched the factory to change, the mother of laid-off bite the tricycle.
How is the weak mother placed the cumbersome tricycle. On the way of school, I often see the mother in the car, and use her strength to make the car forward, jumping in the arm, and pulling it like a fiber, and people who take the car are still self-satisfied. The car is a woman and has a little pity. I looked at the mother's hard struggle, but I didn't have the courage to ran over. Some students sit with their parents' motorcycles and easily came from the mother, squat, like a happy bird. Their mother is so relaxed, elegant, beautiful, and my mother seems to be with such image forever.
I hate someone's compassion, I don't want someone to know that I am heavy inner, so I avoid it, stay away from the happy bird, and more silent. Under the mother care, in addition to too introverted personality, the suffering is not engraving too much imprint. Excellency achievements, so that students gaze my eyes full of envy, in order not to affect this superior, I never talk to others and unfortunate families and hard mothers, these seem to have a deep scar, let me always There is a kind of painful pain. Under the hardships of the mother, I finally completed the four-year studies in the medical university, and fortunately entered the largest hospital in this city. After receiving the first month's salary, I advised her mother to have a tricycle.
There is also a sunny allocated to the blood department. Just like her name, the bright smile, the brittle sound, making her full of the sun's brilliance. I will know that she has a good family, worry-free life. Compared with her, there is too much sadness in my smile, and I always have a smile in my dark envy. I secretly and sunny, I have worked hard in the business, relying on my nice body and unique taste, and different clothes bought in the free market. In addition to the family, I don't want anywhere than her poor.
Qing's excellence is also obvious. Colleagues launched two flowers in the department, bright and bright, positive, one like "Lin Sister", but not too violent, one as "Baojie" is cheerful, but it is true. And I know that Qing's heart is transparent and pure, my bones are full of gray utilitarian, I am psychologically I am lost. The goddess of love stretched out her warm hand.
Maple is a doctor in the same department. He has the highest academic qualifications and good family background in the whole hospital, and the cost of the business is more embarrassing. He avoided the consideration of the sun, and the eyes of me were deep, soon I was captured by the eyes of him. After the openness is open, the dullness of sunny makes me quite self-satisfaction. Just when we were married, Qing recovered her lively and quickly found my boyfriend.
The days to prepare a marriage, the mother is radiant, and the tricycle who is dragging out for a long time is dragged back to a piece of dowry. The mother of the hand made me apologize and uneasy. After the daughter married, how she spent so many lonely day and night. But for the future, the future of a beautiful life, soon, I am running with my concerns about my mother.
Wedding banquet is located in the largest restaurant in this city.
On that day, I wore white wedding dress and Maple in the door, greeted friends and family, colleagues, and sunny her boyfriend. That day, my thousand metamorns made all people dull, the blessings of the guests, admired, like a tide, I clearly saw the envy of the sunny eyes, this envy made me like a cloud, comfortable, more than twenty The year shrinks the silence of the silence, and suddenly expands to expand. Looking at the guest petition in the hall, he is a high-tech, and then look at the unfair in the hall ... I seem to have seen the life that makes me proud, let others look up, 25 years, I can finally carry It started, talking about my family, talking about my family's interesting things ... Just then, inadvertently broke into my sight, let me expand my heart, she sits in the corner of the hall. In the case, the detention, stun, I don't know what my mother, I haven't entered the hotel for a lifetime. The guests here I don't know how many three-wheeled trucks have been sitting, remember her embarrassment, tough action ...
In us, there is always a small ceremony before the wedding banquet, that is, the bride of the groom will give each other. I don't know how my mother will express tonight. Under the public, will she not be more handless? What do you think of people who have sitting a mother tricycle? Today, I am so perfect, I should be as being like a princess, which is dazzling, can't be half a bit! How to do? The inner heart is rigid on the face. Just on the firecrackers, the host came over and told our wedding to start, I was shouting and hosted: "My mom is uncomfortable today, when she is grateful, she can't go up."
The host will sink: "Then just ask his parents." I nodded.
Maple is very concerned: "What is your mother?"
"Old stomach disease, today is hard to support." I said faintly.
At this time, the moderator sounded magnetic sounds, and then we would invite our newcomers after opening. Stepping on the wedding, we slowly embarked on the front desk, flowers applause, slide paper, let me enter the dream. The host asked the maple parents to go to stage, after a introduction: "Ask our newcomer to thank our parents, thank you for many years!"
"The Wellney", the four words, I am so flying, lifting the head, looking at the mother, seems to see the tears of the mother's eyes - I know the mother, no matter what I do, she will not be considerably, she will not pay more. Her daughter is her whole world, so her daughter is happy is her happiness. She will only be happy tears. It is this mother who has been getting me for decades. I have a countless white hair, I have added a lot of wrinkles, but I can't accept me in this time ... and I - she contains a hard-working daughter. It's just in front of her, I can't thank my mother's kindtife! However, there are always some trend people, they will laugh at your work of sweat, despise your poor life. The daughter is to live brilliance than anyone, for you, for the maple, for my future ...
I don't know how to end it later, I just mechanically made a move with the back of Maple.
Two months later, Qing also held a wedding in the same restaurant. The same host, the same ritual, the same lively. When the host invited the two parents to go to the stage, I saw a mother sitting in a wheelchair and was pushed to the front desk. How did you marry such a person? I saw that the sunny wedding dresses and walked forward to support the old woman. This gimmick forever, and the public did a Qixiang children ... I haven't figured out, I heard the host introduction: "This is the mother of the bride." I am shocked, this is a sunny mother! Snualy Snualy Customs Mike: "Today is my big days, in this happiest moment, I want my mother to share. Although she can't walk like normal people, but She is selfless like all my mother, giving me the most authentic love ... "Sunny's eyes tears Ying Ying, sunny mother holds sunny hand, a happy face, the applause in the hall.
This touching scene stabted my heart, I clearly saw my heart covered with dust, they were flying around them, there is no hiding, I think of my own move two months ago, I am ashamedless.
I stood up, I asked where I wanted me, I said, "Where to go to my mother, I will see it." Feng asked: "After dinner, I will go with you. Such anxious?"
"No, I will go alone. There is something to don dust, then delay, there is no law." I firmly said.
Series 3: Brother
The younger brother of Xiaoyou is a boy who is very in-to-life. Many of his "old things" can't remember, but only the experience of photographed the photo is still fresh. Every time I think of the general, I can't help but I yesterday. The village came to Shanghai people who took pictures of people, and my mother decided to let our brothers play a photo.
I am excitedly holding the flowers and other younger brothers. I have heard that the younger brother who has been playing in the distance, and the mother is running with my mother to come to the scene. He stood around me. The Shanghai people homoked him for him, and he couldn't understand the accent. Maybe because Shanghai people wear sunglasses, the younger brother turned and picked legs - ran! Why don't you come back! I have to regret it, and I am full of my brother's resentment.
Since then, I have added a lot of disdain in the eyes of your brother, even if he is old, I will kiss "sister".
I can't think of it. I have changed the tenderness of the society. I have a lot of cheerful and shame, and I looked at him with strangers and talking about him. I looked at him. I said that I'm saying brothers, I am actually a little strange. It is a bit awkward, I always feel that he is just a mature child.
But the younger brother mixed in a township plant, actually trying to the position of the office. Because this, Dad is full of wrinkles and entrusted.
However, a day you have decided to resign because he wants to rush to his love. The girl said in the distance: "You come, don't bring it, don't have me." So, the younger brother didn't say anyone with the factory, no one can stop.
I don't feel relieved. The younger brother always answer: "This is very good, you can rest assured!" Through the sound, I seem to see his sunshine, so I really feel very relieved, think that my brother has found it. Your own happiness.
But after a year, the younger brother is sulking. It doesn't mention the words of the resignation. It is just that the head is working hard. Parents constantly ask if you want to know more details, and I understand anything ... Neglect, what kind of harm did you have received in a year? It's not going to go, he won't return to the home without color, accept your parents ... The whole villagers are embarrassed to the "fine goods" that makes your brother, but the younger brother did not.
Later, my brother got her teeth to go to Shanghai, how difficult it is, not to mention the younger brother who is neither a high degree! But his parents in the house will always say good. I saw his difficulties from his thin body, and the only thing I could do was praying for him in the phone. The younger brother really didn't have a depression, never be discouraged, because through the phone through the phone, it is always full of sunshine.
Once I happened an acquaintance, my brother said over there to save money, all the distances are hiking, he is not willing to take the bus, even if it takes only one yuan. My tears often can't help but flow, for your brother, it is not discouraged for him.
I heard that the younger brother did the sales of the households, so when I had a variety of salesmen in front of my home, I remembered the younger brother, I remembered that he was "sister" ...
I don't know if you have a warm smile in his hometown, your brother is a warm smile?
