In the first time, I have adapt to me, but I feel that I still have a lot of lacking in all respects, my nerves are tight every day, always pay attention to their words and deeds, I am afraid that I have any mistakes, but What I want, I don't think about how I want, sometimes I am really tired, this is not what I want, I am just a short exercise for myself, maybe I can test one person. Maybe I may be people who escaping their lives, nothing to see, I am really too hypocritical, and I apologize on the surface. In fact, I don't know where my own destination is. Is it a day for a day? Can I really realize my 5 years? I am really at a loss in the face of my own various problems.