This feeling has embedded in Xiaoya for three years, never said to anyone, the only thing to talk about is the diary. I need to express it regardless of whether the story is wonderful, because she is suppressed too long, too tired.
And Dawei acquaintance is in the first in the first selection of English. I was late that day, panicked into the classroom, just find a seat and sat down, next to him. At that time, I didn't pay attention to who is next to it, just listen to class, take notes. After the teacher said, Daxie wrote a word on the book and asked its Chinese meaning. At this time, I looked up at him, but the impression was not deep, but he felt that he was very dark (it was a very kind color), and later gradually forgot.
Leaving a high school nearly closed campus step into the university, as if I have entered the paradise, I am completely immersed in the cheerful atmosphere, and everything around you is so uncomfortable. It doesn't matter. Go out with friends all day long, participate in various activities, all kinds of societies, no matter what you do, you have to try it. Now I really appreciate myself, full of enthusiasm for life, hoping for the future.
In the eyes of the National Day, the school put seven days. Because the family is far away, I didn't go back. I remember that it was the third day of the holiday, I and a girlfriend went to the nearby bookstore, I came back to the road. At that time, I didn't recognize it, but I feel like I have seen it.
He smiled and asked me why I didn't go home, and then we chatted while going. My girlfriend suddenly asked me: Is he your fellow? I stunned, I am vague: I also forgot, it seems to be! Daxie looked at me: Do you forget who I am? In the first in English class, I also asked you a word! I remember it. In the future, we are familiar with it, but this kind of cooked is just a saying.
At that time, I really like to play badminton, almost every day with my girlfriend playing in the playground, and often encounters Dawei and his partner. His ball is very good, and it is always a very uncomaped look, giving people a mature and steady feel. They played very exciting, not as weak as girls. Sometimes I just stopped and seeing them. Maybe, from then, I will start to pay attention to the greatness. In the future communication, I feel that he is also paying attention to me, but this feeling is not very strong. Sometimes I will have an inexplicably wave, but I will soon disappear. After all, people have not said something to me.
Xiao Ya is obviously a very passive person, and it is true in feelings. She stubbornly believes: If a boy likes her, it will definitely express her.
At that time, I still have a big good, that is, the Internet. You can browse a lot of information online, those who are unable to get in the campus, including news, news, etc. Most importantly, I can also enter a lot of literary websites, to enjoy those small poetry and beautiful prose, and feel the things that shock the soul, this is a kind of enjoyment. Of course, you can also chat, and strangers are free to talk, truly show yourself. This is like reality, just like entering paradise: free, no concern, I like this.
On that day, I met Dawei in the computer room. He walked slightly and asked my QQ number. Later, I almost all I have encountered him every time I internet. Let's talk about yourself, talk about yourself, talk about family, talk about literature, talk about society, and envisage the future, but all of this is limited to online. In the school, we will meet with the past and have not much difference before, or the faint greet, just Smile is more. But I can obviously feel the strange expression of Dawei, after all, we have so many identities, we are talking about online. I have wanted to see him many times, I look for his back in the crowd, pay attention to his words in the classroom, sometimes when I turned to see him, I found that he is paying attention to me, then I will be busy low, If you don't have something wrong, it is actually like a flower, you will also accelerate. Sometimes he will take the initiative to talk to me, and the eyes of the eyes, I still remember: that clearly, it is loving. However, I showed no knowledge, it doesn't matter. I don't know how I will be like this, so that it is not true, I like him very much, I am very concerned about that kind of eye and concern, but the external performance is so indifferent. Maybe I still adhere to the previous point of view, still stubborn: If he likes me, I will tell me anymore.
Xiaoya was wrong, she didn't realize that it was because she and Dawei Taotai, so there will be a later ending. Because they are all passive people, they are not good at expressing emotions, so this is destined to regret.
The day is like this in the dark stream of emotions, and the blink of an eye is big.
I seem to live in an expectation every day: I hope that his figure is in my sight. I hope that he likes me to say that he likes me ... but I will wait for it, it is still that kind of true. Also fake. Sometimes I am really very angry, he is so weak, I don't dare to tell me. Also gas yourself, why there is no courage to make yourself like this. But these things are buried in the heart, and I still don't care about the appearance.
Once again, we met online. I have tried to confess him several times, but I have never sent it, maybe this is my personality. I am too passive, too love to face.
At the time of the flash machine, he suddenly said to me: I will send you back to the dormitory?
Looking at the word, I don't want to be happy in my heart, just sitting, stupidly looking, tears have to flow out. do you know? How long does I wait? How long does it take?
But what I said is: I can't, I will go back with my friends later.
I just regretted it, I really regret it. But I said this, the ghost made the gods.
Xiao Ya said that he rarely encountered great wines online. Even if you encounter, they don't talk much. Dawei seems to always be indifferent.
Xiao Ya didn't know why Dawei would like this. Now I want to come, maybe the sentence is a confession, my answer means rejection. Anyway, things happen to happen, and it seems that it is no longer possible. The relationship between Xiao Ya and Dawei seems to have returned to the starting point - unfamiliar feeling, if there is anything that doesn't matter.
