(One)
In October 1992, shortly after I entered the University, I was recruited as a member of the school newspaper student press, where I met, I have been a head of the reporter. Jiang Hao. Jiang Hao Gao, I am a Sichuan Chengdu, but not only handsome, and the text is surprisingly beautiful. Before entering the university, I read his beautiful love story. I firmly believe that love is really a fate. I really have to describe the first impression he gave me, but I did there to have a feeling of dizziness and indulge in, and I found a feeling of love from his eyes ... Soon, everyone is familiar. I can obviously feel that Jiang Hao's exotic care for me. Once, another love story of Jiang Hao received a profession of 300 yuan after the publication, everyone: Let Jiang Hao asked guests. Jiang Hao was very generous to bring several young teachers of the reporter group to buy things. After a while, the food fruit of the big bag of Little Pap is bought back. All members of the reporter group were hot in the school newspaper, and the atmosphere was like a brothers and sisters. At 11 o'clock, everyone will return to the dormitory. When I am going, Jiang Hala has said: "Xiaoxiao, you will wait." My heartbeat, A premonition burned my face. Only when I was left with him, the two felt that the kind of calmness of Jiang Hao's teeth was tooed. He said a little saying that there is no one more than a year, I haven't eaten a few Xi'an. Snack, you are Xi'an people, can you give me a wizard? Let's talk ... Remarks, I also want to be alone ... Please visit you. "I didn't even think of nodding. On the evening of the evening, Jiang Ha took me from the southern suburbs. Under my guidelines, we wore the streets, came to the famous Jia Sanbun Baozi store. On that day, we had a very happy, and the distance between the soul was very small. There, he told me that it was very difficult to be hoped by the reporter group with my writing, but he told me that he told other members: "Her long hair is a beautiful prose." Everyone was amused by him, so, I became a member of the reporter group. When the flower light is on, we will go back from West Street. I am sitting on the back seat. I looked at Jiang Hao's strong legs, and my heart was both touched again. We looked loudly, he went back from time to look at me, then a hair, just talked from a humorous little story, I laughed, the heart of the heart is unprecedented. Suddenly, I found it in happiness, I found Jiang Haoyuan to ride the wrong road. I should go to the south, but we ride to the north. I know that he must be lost, I want to tell him, but I don't say it. I put his hands with his waist, let him fly the same gallop, I really hope that this road has not ended, we can do this with your life. Riding a ride, Jiang Hao stopped, he yelled "bad", look back to me: "We walked wrong, Nanbei! Do you see, isn't it the train station?" Is located in the north of Xi'an City? The railway station lights are clear, and Jiang Hao said: "Xiaoxiao, we didn't see it wrong with the wrong way?" I said: "I have been listening to you, I haven't paying attention."
"So, we return along the original road. I will give him" command "behind him:" Turn left ... "The night is already very deep ... I have insomnia that night. (2)
Because the beautiful night, I was closer to Jiang Hao. But I found that the girl's leaf to enter the school newspaper, the girl's leaves showed unusual concern about Jiang Hao. Because she has already spent a lot of weekends, I will ask Jiang Hao color, how to get it, and I have to measure the size in Jiang Hao's hands, and that is very embarrassing. And my heart is very unhappy. On November 15, 1992, it was an unforgettable day for me. Because of the fast exam, I read the book in the 7th district in the big classroom. At 11:30, there was only me and another girl in the classroom. At this moment, Jiang Hao came in from the back door and went to me and I told me a while, and then accompany me a few minutes, I slept, his expression was very strange, I was very wonderful. After a while, I heard someone knocking the window glass. I look back, I was Jiang Hao outside the classroom. He used his finger to the watch on the wrist, I looked up at the watch, just three needles pointing at 12, I When you raise your head, he is far away. When I was inexplicably, the old English song rang in the back door: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you ..." I hurriedly ran over, put a box on the back door, put in the box Holding a beautiful "heart" music box. The lid of the music box is opened, the wonderful music is emitted from a rotating color disc, a funny plastic framer is standing on the disc, turning along with the disc, also doing a blessing action. I suddenly remembered November 16th is my 19-year birthday, because I am busy paying the exam, I have forgotten it. I am going to hold the music box, take the little person, and the music stopped, I will put the little man and the songs of the blessing sound. I suddenly understood that Jiang Hao he was going to give me the beautiful blessing to me on November 16, I was touched to fall. When I was quietly listening to music, then the girl came over, she said: "I wish you a happy birthday!" I took the little person, she took the music box in my hand, I saw it half a day: "Yes My boyfriend sent you! I also sent me a such music box last year, but I didn't have such a romantic! "I gave a smile and said to her" Thank you ".
I carefully put the music box. After returning to the dormitory, I quietly lock the music box into the box. I didn't dare to put it outside. My sister is free to panic all day! The next day, I went to the editorial room, Jiang Hao saw that my face was red, I am also a bit embarrassed, but I still said to him "Thank you". Just when I was immersed in the sweetness of the first love, I found that Jiang Hao became turned. I didn't say it again. I didn't talk to my polite. I feel strange, but I don't care. After half a month, my strange finally had an answer: Xi'an was floating, his hand has been weaved to the mittens of the bounter in his hand - they became an open lover. My heart is broken, is it this result? For a long time, I didn't dare to go to the editorial room. I am afraid that Jiang Hao's Junxiu is indifferent, I am afraid that listening to the leaves and exaggerated laughter. I understand that there is no meaning to love someone, I like him, but he can only give me a brother-like care, I misunderstood him. Think so, although I am very sad, I will relieve it. But I can't have no boyfriend, I want Jiang Hao to know that in addition to him, I will find a better boy. A Beijing boys have been very good to me, he humor, handsome, and very good to explain. Last year, we became a lover, although I know, I never really loved him. In the future, when I met with Jiang Hao in the editorial room of the school newspaper, we would smile and nodded, but the official smile has a winter cold. Our relationship continues to the eve of his college graduation. (three)
On July 4, 1995, Jiang Hao left Xi'an to return to Chengdu. He walked that day, all members of the reporter group, and a lot of students, and the fellow went to the station to send him. I watched him in the crowd and took the hand and took the hand to talk, watching him is sincere and sincere, my heart also seems to have a pain, after all, he is my first love! I suddenly found that his eyes crossed so many people looking for it, I confused: Is his girlfriend not around? When his eyes moved to me, always have to do it, now recall, how rich connotations are there! I am distinct, when I am watching me, he is not absent-minded. When the train opened, he had a trave of trains. Originally his seats did not let the window, but he changed to the window of the window. He and the person sent by the car one by one, I found the tears in his eyes. Suddenly, he shouted at the distance and looked at him: "Xiaoxiao, come over!" I passed, I found that he saw a bright pain and enthusiastic in my eyes. I am a pointer, so that I can hear him. And he, stretching his bodybuilding body and handsome face from the window, leaned over, in front of my light forehead, re-kiss, and kiss. I died in the car in the car, I didn't know my eyes. At this time, I heard the applause, the flooded applause, that is the classmates applauding for his behavior! He said with a voice that I only hear. "This is the only shortcomings in my three years. Today, I make up." Looking at the eyes of his vein, I cried. The car opened, and the more far away, and the difficulties in his eyes were very clearly printed in my brain. Back to the dormitory, I touched the forehead, his hot kiss seems to be. I opened the box and took out the music box I have never dared to move. Open the cover and put the little person on the disc, suddenly, the old classic English song is full of overall rooms. In the sound of music, I remembered the lost night, and the 19-year birthday that made me blindly opened. I immersed in music, and emotionally rushed in the music, I will buried my head in the palm, and the tears quietly slipped. "Since he likes me so, why don't you confess? Don't he have a girl who take the initiative to show him?" I was caught in meditation, the music was over, suddenly a voice, a voice that I was familiar with, then Magnetic sound has taken my dreams: "Xiao Xiao, I love you, do my friendly friendly? If you want, please send me a long hair, because a long-haired representative a lifetime concern ! "Suddenly I was shocked!" I won the music box, I took the confession of the love, hugging in the chest tight. I finally understood: Why did he have turned sharply to my attitude. I didn't listen to music at the time, I couldn't understand this secret after the ancient music in the music box, and I couldn't reply him, and he must think that I refused him, so he accepted the love of the leaves. This finding makes my heartache and tears, why do the fate do so like to catch people? That night, I paved the paper, I wrote a letter, I wrote a letter, I don't want to have a misunderstanding, although we have missed the best time.
