The job of work has been set, signed a formal agreement, serving all parties, is an end of a stage. From psychologically, I received a phone call from MS ATC this morning, saying that I want to interview, I said that I have signed it, I don't want to face. ATC is a very good place, at least in this way, I refuse, there is no pride or other emotions, because I know this is the first touch. I think I have no fighting spirit now, or I have been tired of the interview. The last interview is to Augmentum. I have strongly felt this kind of tired, but I still insist on the face. Now I feel that I am a busy life. It is also a relatively enriched life. It also contacts a lot of information every day. People are also nervous, there are new understandings and experience, should be considered a good experience. One person goes to face the selection of many companies, there is a success, and there is a sadness and joy. For written tests and interviews, it has made a lot of purpose, because the target is clear, so efficiency is still very high, but this too much learning will not last for a long time. Start after work, as I expected. In addition to some temporary buddha feet activities, more time is thinking about how to pack and sell themselves, resumes change 10 versions, and later do different versions for different companies. For the company's requirements, in a very short time show out what they want to see, my so-called knowledge and ability. If this is a capacity, then it is really a workout. When chatting with friends, I will share with you. Now think of it, it is really relatively impetuous. Some things that understand some things have been said that they all believe in deep understanding. When they are calm, they will understand their shortcomings, they feel that it is like this cold weather, wearing a very thin standing Outside, because a kind of inner fanatic support does not feel cold, wait for calm down, it is very deep, then thinks to find some warm clothes. In this month, the inner fluctuation is so big. There is a fresh, there is a blea before going to the interview, and there is a deep loss and inferiority after getting the fails. What is not good, not sad, far from me. Is this feeling good? Maybe it's good, because it is rich, it is like eating a rich and heavy food, occasionally, I seem to feel beautiful. Most of the time in life should be calm. Maybe this concept is very so, but I think so. I have tried to use a long text to describe this experience, and later discovered it hard, because the complex moods and feelings were only clear at the time, and they will be covered by new feelings, so that they have been remembered that they have been The colors after dying have become meaningless, and the sorry gives up. A stage is over, in fact, it is early, then officially recognizes it today. This stage is important because it is the choice of roads, which can be relative to life, it is just a small stage, so its end, just announced a new stage. I am standing in such a point, the mood is calm, or even a little low. I turned my head and turned to this paragraph, looked at the front of the road, just like it's a little blurred when I didn't wear glasses. Because I will go to the unknown city, go to the industry and company that I don't understand. I will encourage myself to face new routes once again, so there is not much fear.
I don't know what I have after a few months, but I think I can live now in these months. More than a friend said to me, you have to enjoy life at school. Yes, enjoy it, do things that you are interested, go to the book you want to see, play with friends. WITHOUT Love, life is imperfect. Yes, you are right, I don't know when there will be, I can only wait for the active mentality and good expectations, waiting for the person. Write this scattered text, just to organize your own mood, in this time in this day, do something meaningful, in order to face things to face Or simply, let these months have more interesting, not confused. 2004.12.16 hust
