Unconsciously, I have to go to school hospital. This time, I still have an old doctor. This is the third time I went to school hospital for the same kind of illness. As the saying goes, I have no longer two, I have seen it. I seem to have Beyond this limit.
How could this be? I am also asking my own question, I am not too spelling? Is it too serious? What is the bottom value? It's really an ultimate day to go back to the first year. From the beginning of the beginning of the school, I watched the papers in the bedroom. Then, I would like to modify a .NET's Web management system in the next semester. It is amended. It is actually red, and still in the bedroom. For two weeks, All day and all night, in the case of a virgin, a fine considering and pursuit of perfection, finally at the time for me is the best system I can do, of course, I still admitted me The development level is a distance, but you can imagine the source code for nearly 10,000 rows in two weeks? Moreover, this also contains time to do demand analysis, as well as the ideological design time of hard thinking, there is an extremely headache database conversion time (actually the database is converted to me 3-4 days), and there is time to class (The class always is going to be on?), Then, well, finally, the graduate stage walked into the school hospital for the first time, and found that he had to dream of the disease. The most important thing is that when I came out of the hospital, the new task immediately told that it was very urgent, but this time I used a purely ASP HTML to make a business website. The result is that Monday to Wednesday, just starting the project in noon on Wednesday, at the same time, I don't want to miss an opportunity for certification training, I started to participate in the certification training, I need to take an hour's car to get it. Listening to the place, and my partner - wweric is also like me, for the same company to make a C / S of the belief system. We are often in the morning, in the afternoon, go back to the LAB to write code at night, so the ultimate is a month. During the period for two consecutive days, the aunt managed to be hired because of 3 o'clock in the middle of the night.
"The project is not afraid, I am afraid that everything is going."
Just started, I was also told that PM, just supervised, and later found that the situation is not right, not only the top level is too much (it is estimated that it is the foundation is better than them), the beauty can't be responsible for static pages! How much is it! As a result, when I ended the task as a PM, I was smeared, in fact, I am very dissatisfied, but I have no law. There is no way, take a sleeve, personally gone, but also talk about the needs, let the west, write static code, study static page technology. Here, I would like to thank two Tongmen PowerMei and Joe, without their friendship to write a dynamic script, I don't know what it will be like, although they have a lot from this project. As a result, I spent more than a week studying static technology. After two days, I took the ASP for two days, I took two days to prepare the dynamic technology. Later, I became a semi-pulled artist writing static page, although the intermediate experience 7 days of long vacation, but always in the throat, it's not cool. I think this project is not very successful, the reason is a lot, I haven't interest, the most fundamental is more demand. After this, ah, yes, exam!
Happy Time in Summer Vacation - "People who have not experienced suffering, I don't know how to be happy"
Why is happiness? Because I finally be responsible for my own things! Single alone, although Module's design phase spent a lot of brains and time, what can be more cool than using omnipotent C development program modules? Moreover, after careful design, this module is very robust, it is difficult to do it (of course, the algorithm itself is also simple, the core code is only 500-600 rows). Best, you can swim in intermittent! This is still very smart, so it is really a short time, but just enjoy enough. Then I went home for 12 days, the program is time to synchronize, and I will brake it to myself.
Responsible, is also limited
In fact, I don't want to say more, time is limited, I have a deep understanding with Wweric, but we spent a lot of time in some things that should not be our handling. At the same time, the requirements of the project are still not relaxed. It is a human feeling, it is a relationship, and there is a responsibility, but this responsibility is what we have to go? I always ask my own question, I have done my whole power to do everything, but I have never thinking about it. I will see my own things for myself, let myself think about my own things. Because the time we save is taken up by other things. In a recent project, the control I was responsible did not start writing, I entered a school hospital - The Same Illness! This time I am really serious, there is a little panic, but take a break Continue the project, because as part of a project, a part of a part is lost, and the whole will be lost, not to mention is a key link. Fortunately, although the progress is slow, finally don't disgrace the mission, or the past style - Robust! Because it is a commercial software, it is still a sloppy, but it is a bit tired. It is a long time. It has been prepared for a long time, and the design is three. It has a little neurasthening feel. Can you engage in your own thing? But I have to write a document and test it again. I finally arrived in my own time, but I don't have much, and I have to open the report again ...
"The fatigue of the flesh is not terrible, the most terrible is spiritual tired"
I feel so mentally exhausted, although I also want to use Bill Gates to motivate myself, but I have had no fight, and the result of repeated stimulation is a little bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder. When I hear the task, I am afraid. I have a headache in front of the computer. The result was woke up every morning. It didn't do this in my mind. This is not finished. It can't be relaxed. In fact, the trunk will come to me, there is no special feeling in this year. of. The result of the result is that yesterday went to school hospital - kenlness! I also try to work with the doctor not very familiar, so maybe some blame. This time I told myself that it really can't fight again, you have tried your best.
"Look at the past, think about the future"
