I have to go to the head for a year, I feel that I don't seem to do. There is no sense of accomplishment. People always have to prove their places. If this is so embarrassed every year. It is really very bad. At least I am now So thinking. This year, if you go to count from the beginning of the New Year, it really doesn't seem to have a good mood. Although I work hard to convince yourself, try to comfort yourself. But use. Most of the time is still in the uncomfortable mood Over .. Especially after January 1, 2003, I didn't do anything at all, and I wrote some useless procedures. I didn't feel the time. I was very depleted before and after 2003, the life of this time is too bad, my mood is bored to Pole. On September 25, 2003, it's really a nightmare. I fell in that day. I am lying for a month. In early September, I have no better place, I came to Central Central Central Chemistry. October 2003. October 2003 25, after it became my blank, I have forgotten many things. Before and after May 2004, there was a person caused my attention. I realized that there may be something possible. May 12, 2004 One thing touched me. On July 16, 2004, I will always remember this day, the most painful day. I will remember that moment. 10: 01 November, long, a long life, a fluctuation The heart is calm. During this period, I put down for more than half a year, and the programming also started picking up ... December 2004, I hope that I can forget that I am unpleasant, leave the last time to my next year. Bar.