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Program Life: My ten years, my life experience, personal autochief (finishing)
At 16:45 in the afternoon, I am in front of the computer. Suddenly, the phone rang, open a look, 05 ** - ****, a familiar number of calls, this is not the number of the city before the time?
"Hey, is it doing?" The phone came, a very ivoted girl voice. Haha, is her, my former girlfriend, character, like Huang Rong's character!
"I am writing the program, yes, give you a text message, your mobile phone is stopped, I still feel that you don't want to care about me? How, have you been recently?"
"It's okay, and the same as before!"
I called me a former girlfriend, we just broke up in July, I don't know if we are breaking up, because we break your handle, maybe I am still wish. I was in the original city CZ (about some of my personal experience, I can see the 'My Ten Years') I met my girlfriend Z, she is a very good girl, we have a total of a year, That time, it was my happiest time. Although I occasionally quarreled, I just got a few more than half an hour.
It can be said that this love experience has integrated the elements of today's most popular love novels. Such as romantic online love, the rain is embroidered, the poor and the rich family, two people eat a bowl of beef flush soup ..... These scenes will be clearly remembered, maybe I am not forgotten in my life. Until today, I only know that I am a passionate person, my life will be tired for the feelings!
We break up, it is she raised, because her family doesn't like me. In that city, I am just a working person, there is no difference between the migrant workers in the city, just the software development of I am engaged in. There is a salary of 2,500 yuan per month, a small house for renting more than 300 yuan. Every month is hard to save money, ready to come to your own career!
And her, a girl living in the south. The family opened a factory. Parents hope she can find a native, it is best to have a stable job, of course, I have to have money at home, I can buy a house to her girl! To be honest, I can understand her parents' thoughts! There are not many people, willing to marry a daughter a poor boy!
There are many things happening during this period, but I still love her. Many colleagues, friends, her colleagues are not optimistic about this feeling, saying that we are not suitable. If you say a laugh, I have a friend who is very popular, she grows very ordinary, but I really love her. I have decided at the time, stay in CZ for a lifetime!
Later, under my encouragement, she came to the civil servant! Her family is not good at me. Of course, there will be a thing during this period. Her parents let me buy a house to get married, but I can't get so much, although I can give me a home! However, my character will not let the parents sin because of their own marriage! I have to make money to buy a house! Because I can't promise this request, they just say that I am lie, can't make money, but also hard charge! After I listened, my heart was crying!
It is because of this matter, her parents resolutely oppose us, put pressure on her! She listened to her home, maybe she didn't love me very much, she won't give up everything for me! Just I am in a hurry, until now, I still don't blame her, I believe that the exchange of time is true! Just, I don't have this ability to give her everything! Later, her parents introduced her a very much money boy. The boy said that as long as she married, the other party would give her parents' investment! In this case, I left tears to promise her request, we temporarily break up! I said: You gave me some time, I changed my job, make more money, you are waiting for me for a while, ok? She didn't say anything, she is just crying .....
In July 2004, I left the company for three years. I want to make more money, here my salary is too small, there is no chance! On July 13th, I came to Shanghai, I came to work, and the salary has risen more than before, I only stayed in the company, I came to Shenzhen, and the salary has risen, and I am in Shenzhen, I can use this later. The environment of the face completed my plan. In this way, I started a day of drifting in Shenzhen. I live in the city village farmer room, friends who have come to Shenzhen, should be more understanding of Shenzhen City, the city is like, the gap between the building and the building is less than 50 cm, and 5, 6 people live each at night, it is going to sleep at night. At night, there was only the nightlife. A casual house, every family is wearing exposed young girls, on the street, gambling everywhere, pull away! I have done too long to develop work, I am not good at sleeping every night, there is a little moving, I will wake up, every morning, my head is very painful!
After I came to Shenzhen, I was in touch with a friend, I sleefer living room, the rent of each month is 500! After 12 o'clock in the evening, I will think of her in bed. I think as long as I continue to stick, according to my plan, I will succeed, wait for me to have money, I will go back, buy a house, marry her wife! Try to save every penny every day. Friends who share with me say that I am small, I recognize! Who can understand my heart!
The longer leaving, the more I miss her, love her. At this time, I also had a girl around me, she is very good to me! However, I know that she is with me, I will not bring her happiness!
Some time ago, I gave her a text message, but her mobile phone was stopped. I think in my heart, don't she contact me! Because, before I got, we said it, no matter who changed the mobile phone number, I have to tell each other! Keep in touch, let the other party know good! So, I will hit her little Songtong, I hang up!
On November 29, 2004, at 16:45 in the afternoon, she came to call, received her call, I really was very happy, I really want to listen to her voice! However, she really told me a bad news: I am getting married, I have received a marriage certificate during New Year's Day ... I didn't hear it, my heart didn't hurt. I don't know, my friends have experienced my feelings, every time I think of her, I will have a heart! She also said: Let me want to open, re-find one, who is married is not the same!
In the office, I have an inner pain, strong laugh (because there are other colleagues next to them), maybe the phone is on the phone, I can't hear my heart is crying ....
Finally, end the phone. I said to her: I wish you happiness, when I go home at night, drive slowly! You are cool, don't get cold at night!
... ...., the mobile phone she has left ....
In fact, I still have a lot to say to you: Pig (this is my last time you call you), this time, we are completely over, I don't have any hope! I can't take care of you around you, I hope that person can love you, I hope you will always be happy!
I have no chance to take you to eat beef pink soup. You like to eat fans, I will give you the fans in my bowl, don't know, will he know this? Your character is too strong, he wants Learn to make you! Maybe we can't be together, and it is also a bit reasonful to be with my character! Remember the song? "Republic", now, this song will always stay in my heart! I miss you very much, you sing it to me, you can sing very well! I still remember, you will bring me to the company in the early morning. I still remember that you heard that I have a cold, you are anxious! I still remember, every time I leave CZ, travel or return to my hometown, you will get sick! This time, I am away from you, I hope you will not be sick! Really, as long as you are happy, I don't care! I just want to tell you: in this world, I only have a tear for two women, one is my mother, one is you! I just want to tell you: I only love two women, one is my mother! One is you! I just want to tell you: I really love you very much, I will do everything for you.
Just, now, everything I have done has nothing to do!
No, no, I will never give up yourself! I will remember you in my heart, I still follow my plan, I don't believe, I don't fly the day! I must earn a lot of money, I lost too much, I have to come back!
Every day, I feel very tired, I despise my heart! Tired for money, but I need money, I need a lot of money, I have to do money from the slave! I have already been enough to have this society, the money is not a million, no money, I am difficult! Because there is no money, I can't marry the girl! Because there is no money, I can't pick up my parents, live with me. Let the aged parents miss the son who is drifting outside. Parents, forgive your son's unfilial, can't wait for you to wait for you, you have to take care of your body! I swear, in the near future, I must let you live the happiest days!
Because there is no money, in the four days of Shenzhen, there are only 5 dollars in the pocket!
All of this, I will remember, I will never forget, why do I leave CZ, why should I stay in Shenzhen! I lost, I must get! No matter how hard my road is difficult, I will stick to it. I promise my parents. I will not lose my people's conscience, I will help people who need me! I still love life, I cherish my life every day!
This article is that I have an inner pain, and one word is called! This feeling, I will only stay in my heart in the future!
Finally, I wish all the lover of the world to become a genus! Love people around you!
The ear, came in a song: all the honors yesterday became distant memories. Diligence is half-life, which is heavy to the storm tonight. I can't float, for my loved ones. It's hard to hard to be strong, just for those look.
If the heart is in the dream, there is still true love between the heavens and the earth to see the life of the life, just from the beginning.
