Reconscious (Chapter 1)

xiaoxiao2021-03-06  60

I have always thought that I can sprinkle this, I won't put this matter at all, and there is no relationship with myself. Always not all this? And I am also very successful, everything is good. ! However, until just now, I only know that I am wrong, I am wrong, and I am free.

The office of the next get off work is filled with a festive color, yes, the three men have recently married the certificate, it is rare! "After get off work, I will give them a collective wedding celebration in Tianqing Tower after work. One will come to you, you have to be happy!" The director of the office made me doubt that she married, let me It is strange to breathe in an instant, and it is difficult to suffocate the chest. Although I have already been waiting for this day, now, in the face of the computer, I have a blank in my mind, I don't know what the next job is?

Just go to the bathroom, I said to myself.

I bravely facing the huge and smooth mirror in the bathroom, which is another woman with my long, just her face is too pale, let me surprise! I can never remember when I have been like her so good skin color, I remember a famous French writer in his famous writer. "Pale skin color is the distortion of the blood." Oh, this must not say it. Yellow human species. What happened to me, did you forget about what you said? It turns out that people can be so easy to be free, especially the secular feelings. And I, an ordinary little woman is not trying to break this rule. I desperately pressed the feeling of sour sour nose. Be sure to be strong! strong! Xiao Wen, you have always been very smart. Don't let yourself lose their minds, will you make him embarrassed, aren't this tacit understanding? You have never done something wrong, today will not be wrong, you will experience this test, you can do it very well.

If you have anything you admire, I returned to the office of the office. This short way I've been hard, because I have to make the weak legs out of the most stable shape. Oh, where did the wind of the wind are in the wind? Don't you have the most advanced psychological preparation for today's field? Don't you make a "part of money" generously for him yesterday? I am so helpless and ask yourself.

However, why is it me? Why is him?

He has said to me, than I am 8 years old is his regret, you can't know me, and it is a regret, but he contradicts, I should choose an older man because of my Thinking and mind are much more mature than my age. I only have a bitter laugh, the romance in the office is not credible, and I am stupid. Maybe I am too young, overestimate the ability to cope with this situation, I thought I have long been very fragile, but now. . . . . .

More than a year ago, I have just left the university's campus, I have experienced the tragic parties of the students who have all four in the same window, once they become lonely and less words. However, the spirit of A Q in the bones remains in the heart, "" Tian will drop the big, and must first have a good news ", I will enter the strange society with this so-called ambition. The life far away from loved ones has not let me complain from Ai, and I feel very good. I am simple, it is calm, in this metropolis, I can feel free air and the vast sky. However, the way to "bitter", "the mind", is my unnecessary: ​​I am unfortunately (or lucky) I met him - a man taught me to hurt my very deep. I always hope to thank him sincerely from the bottom of the heart, but it seems that I can't do this.

Just embarked on a job, a rudimentary office environment is a strange colleague, he is also in it, high, with glasses. I don't have much, and when he is still there (in this office, there is a colleague that he can talk to him.). Occasionally, his ridicule is too much. Although I am just a small head film, I am also sensitive to his unscrupulous, his high arrogance and his dissatisfaction with the status quo, even his glasses he belongs can not let him have a temperature and elegant temperament. Thiazi, maybe it is the best way I should take. In order to make up for the influence of the extremely lack of our own experience, I am using the biggest effort to do the simplest, I just think that the graduates are in this way - step by step. I often forget that I am a little girl, and do things that are very tired are not willing to do. I am sick, the cough in the whole day makes me suffer, I will return to the lonely apartment at night, my tears will not live. I don't know if I am going to work too pitten, so that I affected the work of others, I finally have one day, from the downstairs, he suddenly put a bottle of coughing syrup on my table, then I will continue to work without ring. At the same time, I am even more grateful to let me forget to thank, I have been habits from me, I feel the warmth of others since I have a good time. However, he is still in the world, but he is still different than the surrounding environment. But not the same thing, he began to call me "little girl", start helping me in the work, help me pick up the information, help me call the computer, teach me the tools commonly used in my work, teach me to the Internet, send an email, accompany me To participate in the customer meeting, teach me to use the use of western food. . . . . . I like to read the newspaper, he will fight with me, when the North Youth Daily ("Beijing Youth Daily" began to flow into the taste of the small citizen, we will watch "Southern Weekend". Even my favorite "Southern Weekend" games in the "Southern Weekend" game has become a common hobby of two people. At this time, I may still be lonely, but I am very deeply thinking about it. I think I am happy and fulfilling.

But the old days proved that the little girl who had a little gorgeous gas never trapped in love curse. Maybe when you want to do it, you can think of nothing, it is just a sway, a laughter. After all, he is a "adult" (ridiculous, I didn't take myself as a "adult", in my mind, he is too big, working for so many years, it is the predecessor, although I have never ignored his young appearance) .

I heard him called his newlywed wife, telling her favorite invitation to give her a passionate invitation to let her have to see his face. I can imagine that the woman is happy and excitedly blushing. Oh, a lovely girl. you are so happy!

(Untrained ...)

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