YP, that day, I said that I have been "explanation" you have always wanted - "I want to quit", I really can't bear to say, because I know too much, too deep, I will say You will be sad. You have always said that I am very bored, I find that I am tired of such a life, sometimes I can't deceive myself, say some words that are discontinued, so most of me Keep silent, listen to you, but I can't let yourself integrate into your life and can't make yourself change.
Sometimes I think, if we are just good friends, I will have a lot of words to tell you, what difficulties in your life can help each other, I have the same relationship with the girls in the class, everyone does not have men and women, I Can be released, don't talk, but our relationship has developed, I found that my life changed, I need to put energy to maintain our relationship, not like the time, everyone go to drink everything. When you are unhappy, you will look at the movie in front of the computer. I found that I can't give up this kind of life, and the days of your life, the pressure on my life is really big, everyone is not asking me when you eat. Everyone took this topic when drinking, and I was so good to do the website after work, but now I can't get time to participate, so I have a feeling, I don't want to fall in love now. I need to put into energy to work, and that day, Zhang Jin said that she made achievements in her boyfriend for a year. I feel that I can't go anymore.
I also know that love is two people, alone is very difficult to maintain, I have been choosing to escape, because I can't convince yourself to invest in this love.