I haven't come up for a long time, I feel that it is not mine here. Unfortunately, I can't completely release my emotions, perhaps this world is too strong, or my mask is too strong. It is very unwilling to have the following years, it will be the following years. So many years of hard work, but always live in your shadow, there is a painful helplessness. I don't want to help, I want to win, because I am not willing. It's really hard to have no target, I have never known how to live, or why. Maybe it is a bit naive, but I really don't know. I admit that I can't give someone who is safe, I also hurt. I want to change, thorough, but I always see myself standing for myself. "Do you really win?" I 彷徨 ... I like to watch cartoons, the protagonist inside can always find themselves. Reasons and motivation, even just for yourself. I don't want to live for myself, so I will disgust my selfish. But can I live without anyone? I pray, wait ...
